tuktukdriver
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I was bullied for my looks when I was 12. I remember wearing a mask when walking my dog and covering my face every time a car went by because I was afraid they would make fun of me and my appearance. Even now, at 19, I still wonder how the girls at my university i call friends can speak to me and not feel disgusted by my appearance. I still think like this even after improving my looks, losing my virginity, getting girlfriends, and kissing girls at parties. You will never be able to run away from your old self. I'm planning on getting fillers next year after I've saved enough money. I like to think that this will stop my self-disgust, but I know that I'm still the same insecure person who cries when they think of their appearance. The worst thing is that I didn't have a bad starting point and was able to hide these emotions after a certain age. There is no one I admire more than the people here who had it worse than me. I'm sure people will read this and think that I don't know what it's truly terrible, and I know that. I just want to say that I wish everybody here can improve their situation and be happy.
Never talked about this with anyone ever dont clown me
Never talked about this with anyone ever dont clown me
