astatin
Previously Iblamemyse1f
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I’ve always wished for love. I always wanted to look good. I always wanted someone to have a crush on me. Now that I have a roster, I really don’t fucking want it. I don’t know if it’s because I’m probably not over my ex, or because I’m disgusted by society’s opinion on a persons looks. It’s so unfair to be liked by someone just because you are conventionally attractive and not because you have a great personality. This goes both ways for men and women.
I have always found it hard to determine if a person is attractive, and even today I still ask my friends if a girl who wants to talk to me is attractive or not. When I don’t, they always tell me that I’m way above her league or that I can find someone way better looking. The pressure from that makes me distance myself from the woman I’m talking to.
I hate the current state of the world. Everything is so dependent on physical features, and I hate it. I want to be loved, but not for my looks. I want to be loved for the person I am inside. For me, the ugliest person in the world is the one who only has looks.
I have always found it hard to determine if a person is attractive, and even today I still ask my friends if a girl who wants to talk to me is attractive or not. When I don’t, they always tell me that I’m way above her league or that I can find someone way better looking. The pressure from that makes me distance myself from the woman I’m talking to.
I hate the current state of the world. Everything is so dependent on physical features, and I hate it. I want to be loved, but not for my looks. I want to be loved for the person I am inside. For me, the ugliest person in the world is the one who only has looks.