Your Death

[Abra]

2 days after you pulled the trigger. your mom finds the courage to open the note. with shaky, tear filled eyes, she reads. "dear mom, I love you. I wish you knew how much l'love you. I know this is impossible to comprehend. I couldn't keep going. I couldn't recognize the face staring back at me. all I could see in the darkness was hatred for the way I looked, and all I could see in the light was envy for others. I hope one day, you will understand why I did it. I love you forever and always" she tears up, out of confusion and regret. she never noticed it, but you spent nights awake rotting away on forums, trying different methods to improve the way you look. you abused research chemicals knowing the impact on your lifespan. You traded years you hadn't lived yet for a chance to look different you spent your whole life, alone, slowly becoming more and more distant at the end of it all, you took your life, fighting a war no one else could see - until it was over.

 

[Aox Ofwar]

Damn why is this peak writing

 

[lemureater]

mediocre writing