Poisonpunk3
Hypocrisy is man's best weapon and worst foe.
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This topic you can also compare to confidence. Your "confidence" is calculated on a base, that base being your societal reactions. Positive reactions=confidence. But back to title. Most already know that no teenage love=it's over. [Except if you ascend after puberty]. You can cope however you want. [muh I am volcel brah, I'm waitin'].
Truth is, if under 5 or 10 females ever came to you to ask for your number, or other IOI's between the ages of 10-20, then you can already throw away all of that hope. If you're too attractive for females to approach you, that will be also shown, through -as an example- massive friend circle, so you can't cope. I asked myself multiple times, am I this hideous? How is he or him rewarded with such positivity, even though he or him is uglier than me. Now I understood that I live in a narcissistic delusion, and could consider myself as Subhuman.
I've barely had experiences, almost none, and my "young-years" are basically over. Here I am rotting, thinking something would change, endless time spent staring in the mirror, thinking something would happen, but I made the mistake to forget, nothing ever changes nor happens. [Don't start talking about ascensions.]. Some were destined to have it hard, so fags you see on blackpilled edits on Tiktok can have it easy. I am not a long way away from roping, more or less I can't do.
You are not the 1 in 1000, but rather just one that represents the 999, and someone else is the 1. I've had to accept this, even though I've been manipulated from a young age, Disney movies are a great example. I won't hope for a "growth spurt" or "facial ascension" to save me, as these have been determined, and still, barely something went through.
I'm forced to keep reminding myself, in which
miserable situation I find myself. Some were just meant to have absolutely nothing, maybe my isolation is a symbol, maybe I could have braced better for this. I spat on all copes I've had and gave them up. I was bullied until I felt like I wanted to vomit everytime I saw myself in a picture. I can't go on for long, and it looks like I completely gave up. The title is my negative truth.
Truth is, if under 5 or 10 females ever came to you to ask for your number, or other IOI's between the ages of 10-20, then you can already throw away all of that hope. If you're too attractive for females to approach you, that will be also shown, through -as an example- massive friend circle, so you can't cope. I asked myself multiple times, am I this hideous? How is he or him rewarded with such positivity, even though he or him is uglier than me. Now I understood that I live in a narcissistic delusion, and could consider myself as Subhuman.
I've barely had experiences, almost none, and my "young-years" are basically over. Here I am rotting, thinking something would change, endless time spent staring in the mirror, thinking something would happen, but I made the mistake to forget, nothing ever changes nor happens. [Don't start talking about ascensions.]. Some were destined to have it hard, so fags you see on blackpilled edits on Tiktok can have it easy. I am not a long way away from roping, more or less I can't do.
You are not the 1 in 1000, but rather just one that represents the 999, and someone else is the 1. I've had to accept this, even though I've been manipulated from a young age, Disney movies are a great example. I won't hope for a "growth spurt" or "facial ascension" to save me, as these have been determined, and still, barely something went through.
I'm forced to keep reminding myself, in which
miserable situation I find myself. Some were just meant to have absolutely nothing, maybe my isolation is a symbol, maybe I could have braced better for this. I spat on all copes I've had and gave them up. I was bullied until I felt like I wanted to vomit everytime I saw myself in a picture. I can't go on for long, and it looks like I completely gave up. The title is my negative truth.
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