Splinter901
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You have roughly 30 years of being young (of which the first 15 you are pretty much crippled in every way) leaving you with only 14 years of life (16 to 29 (and I say 29 to not say 22), maybe 30 to 32 if you are feeling like coping) whereas old age is decades upon decades of never ending putrefaction, you will be fucking 52 years old, you and ''people'' your age will look like absolute shit, like literal monstrosities and this is only the begging of aging, you are expected to ''live'' for another 33 fucking years (longer than all your fucking youth) as a grotesque zombie (it's not like you haven't spent the past 20 years living as one at fucking 52), how the fuck does soiciety expect me to ''live'' like this? do they really expect me to a 23 yo to just graduate university and enter the work force? for what? I will be a monstrosity in a few years, why should I even bother? I can't cope, I will not be able to cope with being post prime subhuman filth, I'm 23 and only see a few more years before infinite putridity, why should I even bother with anything? I don't feel like accomplishing anything anymore besides stuff I can accomplish in the rest of my 20's.