Venting How not to kill yourself?

[Deleted member 10536]

Antidepressants can numb you enough to function in society that hates people like us

Sounds just worse. Why wouldn't I just do the "fun drugs" instead?

 

[Satan]

Sounds just worse. Why wouldn't I just do the "fun drugs" instead?

Connor Murphy Effect if they are too fun
Weed won't last you long and you would just be hungry and little high

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Connor Murphy Effect if they are too fun
Weed won't last you long and you would just be hungry and little high

I've tried weed. Probably the cheapest drug you could actually do. But I don't like it. At first I enjoyed it, but it progressively got worse over time. So quit altogether.
Idk, drugs don't seem like a solution. I need a drug called love though...

 

[Satan]

I've tried weed. Probably the cheapest drug you could actually do. But I don't like it. At first I enjoyed it, but it progressively got worse over time. So quit altogether.
Idk, drugs don't seem like a solution. I need a drug called love though...

We both need love and everyone else here is severly underloved
If we were content we wouldn't be here
What I may suggest if you don't want SSRI/SNRI/MAO etc. drugs is to supplement
St Jhon's Root
900 mg with atleast 5% hypericin
with
Omega-3 fish Oil
1-2g of omega-3 atleast 60% EPA and rest of DHA

 

[Deleted member 10536]

We both need love and everyone else here is severly underloved
If we were content we wouldn't be here
What I may suggest if you don't want SSRI/SNRI/MAO etc. drugs is to supplement
St Jhon's Root
900 mg with atleast 5% hypericin
with
Omega-3 fish Oil
1-2g of omega-3 atleast 60% EPA and rest of DHA

I do eat supplements in general. Various vitamins, a, b, c, d, e, k. Also mg, kcl, zn, fe. Maybe forgetting something. Been thinking of getting peptides now too. I exercise and did so for a long period of time... Idk, I do mostly of everything that's considered "right. Good diet.
Idk idk idk.
Tried various and myriads of drugs too.
Copes I haven't tried are ashwagandha, cabergoline, random other herbs and roots, like you mentioned. Sure there're things I don't remember right now...

 

[Satan]

I do eat supplements in general. Various vitamins, a, b, c, d, e, k. Also mg, kcl, zn, fe. Maybe forgetting something. Been thinking of getting peptides now too. I exercise and did so for a long period of time... Idk, I do mostly of everything that's considered "right. Good diet.
Idk idk idk.
Tried various and myriads of drugs too.
Copes I haven't tried are ashwagandha, cabergoline, random other herbs and roots, like you mentioned. Sure there're things I don't remember right now...

This is not meant to supplement diet
This is meant to act as mild antidepressant
Ashwaganda works for anxiety and stress
This mix is for depression

 

[Deleted member 10536]

This is not meant to supplement diet
This is meant to act as mild antidepressant
Ashwaganda works for anxiety and stress
This mix is for depression

My depression is not because of it being random, but because of my "awesome" life, as long as it's not fixed, nothing will be fixed.

 

[Satan]

My depression is not because of it being random, but because of my "awesome" life, as long as it's not fixed, nothing will be fixed.

Same here

 

[Deleted member 10172]

When everything seems impossible, futile and hopeless? Things are getting worse by the day, and there has never been anything joyous or positive in your life?
It'll take me over a month till I might be able to see another person, if ever, in my life.

Cope hard.Jack off to porn, eat mcdonalds, play video games to distract yourself.Try to be productive by organizing your life.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Cope hard.Jack off to porn, eat mcdonalds, play video games to distract yourself.Try to be productive by organizing your life.

Don't have a pc, so no vidya. Can't even buy a gpu, as there none...
I will never eat mcdonalds. Too expensive and too difficult. Doesn't make sense, also health aspect.
I'm "productive", in a way... But now I can't do shit, besides laying in a bed all day long, rotting here as I have a broken leg.
Idk about porn. Don't really feel like, even if so, it's 30 min? Tops? Maybe would just make things worse.

 

[Deleted member 10172]

Don't have a pc, so no vidya. Can't even buy a gpu, as there none...
I will never eat mcdonalds. Too expensive and too difficult. Doesn't make sense, also health aspect.
I'm "productive", in a way... But now I can't do shit, besides laying in a bed all day long, rotting here as I have a broken leg.
Idk about porn. Don't really feel like, even if so, it's 30 min? Tops? Maybe would just make things worse.

Is your room clean? Do you exercise? Are you well-groomed? Have u tried being more productive(readingbooks,eating healthy,organizing your finances)? When ur organized coping is easier

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Is your room clean? Do you exercise? Are you well-groomed? Have u tried being more productive(readingbooks,eating healthy,organizing your finances)? When ur organized coping is easier

Yeah, mostly. Finances are non existent, so not much to do there. Just save and hoard for seamaxxing.
I should read books, was actually the idea now that I've broke leg, but rot here instead. I always ate healthy, exercised, etc. Also covid...
Just want to have a gf and cuddle tbh...

 

[Deleted member 8616]

how did u break your leg bro

 

[Deleted member 10536]

how did u break your leg bro

Was running in a forest, got bored, started jumping over trees and from the trees. Landed badly and it's over.
Idk, can't mess around with such stuff anymore when you're old. Not a kid anymore...

 

[Deleted member 8616]

Was running in a forest, got bored, started jumping over trees and from the trees. Landed badly and it's over.
Idk, can't mess around with such stuff anymore when you're old. Not a kid anymore...

youre not a kid but youre still young jfl
you're just having quarantine depression rn bcz u cant socialise man

 

[Deleted member 10536]

youre not a kid but youre still young jfl
you're just having quarantine depression rn bcz u cant socialise man

Nor move or leave a house or function. Anything really. Just 4 walls, pillows and a phone.

 

[Deleted member 8616]

Nor move or leave a house or function. Anything really. Just 4 walls, pillows and a phone.

play video games or something bro, just spend your time having fun however u can
in 6 months you will be in a completely different state of mind and u will be cringing hard when remembering this thread lol

 

[Deleted member 10536]

play video games or something bro, just spend your time having fun however u can
in 6 months you will be in a completely different state of mind and u will be cringing hard when remembering this thread lol

No pc. Would buy a gpu, but no gpus to buy...
I'll probably rope by the time...

 

[Deleted member 8616]

No pc. Would buy a gpu, but no gpus to buy...
I'll probably rope by the time...

calm down bro jfl watch netflix or something

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Had a "date" with a girl in a coffee place. She never looked at me once the entire time. Was always looking sideways. When talking would only look somewhere else to the side, only really saw her face profile the entire time and we were sitting in front of each other.
Why did she even agree... Also never replied to me afterwards.

well if she saw your pics and agreed to meet up then she probably didn't think you're ugly unless you were frauding hard

 

[Deleted member 10536]

well if she saw your pics and agreed to meet up then she probably didn't think you're ugly unless you were frauding hard

That was actually an irl date though..........

 

[Deleted member 10536]

calm down bro jfl watch netflix or something

Not netflix... People just need love. And care. Understandingnessdinding and compassion.
And stuff...

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

That was actually an irl date though..........

how'd you meet her?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

how'd you meet her?

Street
I jusk asked her

 

[Deleted member 8576]

the easiest thing is accepting its over and wrapping yourself in the darkness like it’s a blanket but that probably won’t help anything

 

[Deleted member 10536]

the easiest thing is accepting its over and wrapping yourself in the darkness like it’s a blanket but that probably won’t help anything

Won't. tbh im so happy rn couldnt be any more happier at all. Thats why this is so wrong too

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Street
I jusk asked her

lol need more details

 

[spirochlorphine]

@Ocelot is gay and alive

 

[Deleted member 8576]

Won't

 

[sandcelmuttcel]

cope with us bros online

 

[Deleted member 10536]

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[Deleted member 10536]

lol need more details

Was on a street and I asked when are you freeeeee to take some teaaaaa with meeeeeee

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Was on a street and I asked when are you freeeeee to take some teaaaaa with meeeeeee

So we took some tea. Told her I would like to meet her again. She ghost meeeeeeeee

 

[Deleted member 4430]

lol need more details

leaked footage of OP, when he approached

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Was on a street and I asked when are you freeeeee to take some teaaaaa with meeeeeee

well tbh cold approaching for the most part is nonsense and she might have agreed just out of politeness, but can't say for sure because I wasn't there

but either way, people already pointed out what you should improve in terms of looks and your usual response seems to be 'I prefer it that way', which is 100% understandable but when it's not working out then why not try to change a few things up instead of wet dreaming about rope? often it's just 1-2, maybe 3 things that you have to adjust while you can still keep your own identity.

this guy looks very, very much like you and he has a wife and a kid

differences being he's jacked, has facial hair and his hair looks less like that of a beautiful swedish girl. which is pretty much exactly what I've already tried telling you brah.

if you manage to change at least 2 of those things to look more dimorphic and still can't get laid on tinder then idk but until then I'm gonna have to say that you didn't try hard enough.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

well tbh cold approaching for the most part is nonsense and she might have agreed just out of politeness, but can't say for sure because I wasn't there

but either way, people already pointed out what you should improve in terms of looks and your usual response seems to be 'I prefer it that way', which is 100% understandable but when it's not working out then why not try to change a few things up instead of wet dreaming about rope? often it's just 1-2, maybe 3 things that you have to adjust while you can still keep your own identity.

this guy looks very, very much like you and he has a wife and a kid

differences being he's jacked, has facial hair and his hair looks less like that of a beautiful swedish girl. which is pretty much exactly what I've already tried telling you brah.

if you manage to change at least 2 of those things to look more dimorphic and still can't get laid on tinder then idk but until then I'm gonna have to say that you didn't try hard enough.

Wait. Very serious response. I'll get back to it, but need fOCUS

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Bump.
Tbh I'm a retard. And am not doing things right...
Also take people over here for granted. Being selfish.

 

[Alexanderr]

Call your suicide prevention line. They’ll prevent you from roping, by force, if they have to.

When everything seems impossible, futile and hopeless? Things are getting worse by the day, and there has never been anything joyous or positive in your life?
It'll take me over a month till I might be able to see another person, if ever, in my life.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Call your suicide prevention line. They’ll prevent you from roping, by force, if they have to.

I have actually done so once, some long time ago... Actually they hanged up on me

 

[randomuser2407]

You need copes

 

[Alexanderr]

I have actually done so once, some long time ago... Actually they hanged up on me

Call again.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Call again.

You have to wait for a really long time... Also if you get hanged up, they black list your phone number. They tell you you're banned for x period of time. Not even joking...

 

[Alexanderr]

You have to wait for a really long time... Also if you get hanged up, they black list your phone number. They tell you you're banned for x period of time. Not even joking...

Which country do you live in, because I’m pretty sure that’s bs. Can’t find any information regarding that on the internet either.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You need copes

True, and so I'm here... Coping...

 

[randomuser2407]

True, and so I'm here... Coping...

No, you need real copes:

Video Games
TV Shows
Movies
Anime
Books
Guitar
Sport or Gym


Social media and forums will just make you hate your life so stay away from those.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Which country do you live in, because I’m pretty sure that’s bs. Can’t find any information regarding that on the internet either.

Just speaking of my own experience. I don't want to "dox" myself. I'm in europe though.
I never even got to the person to talk with.
I wrote an email and was asked when I called, etc, what they said, but nobody ever talked with me in the first place. They tried arguing with me, so I just gave up. I didn't understand why they tried to argue that *I* did something bad.

 

[oatmeal]

tbh I can relate im not really doing anything with my life rn.

but im not really suicidal atm, its more just boring and self loathing I guess sometimes.

i need a job but i got fired jfl

 

[Alexanderr]

Just speaking of my own experience. I don't want to "dox" myself. I'm in europe though.
I never even got to the person to talk with.
I wrote an email and was asked when I called, etc, what they said, but nobody ever talked with me in the first place. They tried arguing with me, so I just gave up. I didn't understand why they tried to argue that *I* did something bad.

You could call the police, if you want to. If that’s not an option either, I recommend you write down your will because it’s over for you. Um you know. Call it a day, call it a game. You know what i'm saying. Hit the locker rooms. Hit the showers. Uh you know, get out your uniform, and uh take a, take a long hot shower because it's over for you.

 

[Deleted member 8919]

You could call the police, if you want to. If that’s not an option either, I recommend you write down your will because it’s over for you. Um you know. Call it a day, call it a game. You know what i'm saying. Hit the locker rooms. Hit the showers. Uh you know, get out your uniform, and uh take a, take a long hot shower because it's over for you.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

No, you need real copes:

Video Games
TV Shows
Movies
Anime
Books
Guitar
Sport or Gym


Social media and forums will just make you hate your life so stay away from those.

I tried everything of that... Didn't find a fulfilment in any of those. I just need love and another person. Just being together is alone. Talking to each other or just... Being.
I feel like tv/movies especially the modern is complete waste of no worth.
Video games can be fun, yeah, but they eat away at you, like a nagging bitch, back in a corner of your mind, because it's not a good thing in the end.
I like to read, I like to write. Nobody would read what I write, if I wrote to myself, so I write here. It's therapeutic, again, to just put some thoughts down or scribble them somewhere to someone...
So I like reading, but now I'm too addicted to this place, I feel like books made me more disconnected from people. Here? You can feel closer to people.
I don't think I hate my life, it's rather that it's not a good life. I certainly don't hate myself, I think I'm a nice and good guy tbh,.maybe mean or insensitive sometimes...
Now I have a broken leg, that limits my options.
But I always kept on exercising my whole life. If not gym, then work. I walk a lot I ran a lot. I can walk a lot I can legit run a marathon probably.
Not that it's a good thing.
Now though I can barely get out from my bed