16 6’1 NT dopamine fried / relationship addicted / no purpose

[soalone]

age: 16
height: 6’1
mtn
nt / personalitymaxxed since young
school: hardest classes + dual enrolling soon
job: $15.50/hr, 6 days a week

context:​

ive always been good with girls thats never been a problem

always had bitchs who love me

but now im starting to realize i think im actually addicted to it

i havent been single in like 3+ years i just jump from one to the next

confession:​

i cheated on the same 2 girls with each other 3 times in 4 months

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life rn:​

i even quit wrestling to start working more
my schedule

• wake up 6am
• school 7–2
• work 4–11
• home 11:45

then try to do homework and end up getting like 5 hours of sleep


6 days a week

problem:​

im in hardest classes my school offers

im still dumb

i just cheat and do the bare minimum and get by

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mental state:​

now idek what happened

i have ZERO sex drive
like none
everything just feels fake now:

• the way people act
• push/pull games
• iqlets thinking theyre better than everyone

it just makes me mad

self image​

even when girls tell me i look good or whatever

i still feel ugly

like actually disgusting

and ive had girls tell me they think i have aspergers

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what i think i want​

the only thing i can think of is:

• being financially free
• living on the beach
• fishing / camping whenever i want
• having a wife + big family
• being smart able to know things and stunt on people with my iq bro

question:​

am i just fried? relationship addicted? burned out?


what do i actually fix first?

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[ethnicwarrior]

Money fix money first(i cant tell you how because i am broke too) but fix money first

 

[yasocel]

Your slavery to your desires has backfired.

 

[soalone]

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[Luquier]

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