2022 was a happy year

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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.
 
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Your life sounds nice faggot
 
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Read all this for nothing
 
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it was kinda shit nigger

2019 or rope
 
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talking to anyone about the bp whether it be online or in real life is bound to nuke your social reputation in some way shape or form. think i might have learned that the hard way :feelscry:
 
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Worst year of my life. I read everything you wrote, though. You finding the blackpill was the turning point in your life. I wonder how you're going to get yourself out of this situation.
 
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Your life sounds nice faggot
Its not anymore. I talk with like 3 people in all.

2022 was good because I was working for the "better tomorrow". That better tomorrow is supposed to be today, but its not.
 
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i miss 2023 so bad
 
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Worst year of my life. I read everything you wrote, though. You finding the blackpill was the turning point in your life. I wonder how you're going to get yourself out of this situation.
I mean, unless the truth changes, there is no going out. The truth was visible even in 2022, I just didn't want to see it.


I looked worse 2 years ago. It was the mindset I miss. I will never be that positive again, unless my situation changes completely. And even then, I won't be as naive. You can't unblackpill yourself
 
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i miss 2023 so bad
2023 was worse for me. Except for the august when I was left alone in the village riding a bike for 2 weeks. Other than that it wasn't much different
 
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I mean, unless the truth changes, there is no going out. The truth was visible even in 2022, I just didn't want to see it.


I looked worse 2 years ago. It was the mindset I miss. I will never be that positive again, unless my situation changes completely. And even then, I won't be as naive. You can't unblackpill yourself
I meant how you're going to get yourself out of the situation of not going out, not talking to many people, being a lonely sigma, etc.
 
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I meant how you're going to get yourself out of the situation of not going out, not talking to many people, being a lonely sigma, etc.
I mean, I could in theory go out but it wouldn't make me feel any better tbf.


I'd compare myself with that chad and think: "damn, if I looked like him, they would beg me to go out". I wouldn't even have this thought with my 2022 mindset. Blackpill ruined me in that sense.
 
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2022 was when I first discovered male manosphere i was 14-15 :feelsbadman::feelsbadman:
I’m 17 now :feelswhy:
 
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2022 I was dying of post finasteride syndrome. Probably roughly 3.5 nanograms of dopamine entered my brain that year. Check your privilege bud
 
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Before COVID-19, my life was fine. Some of the best life moments were before 2020.
 
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Lol what a faggot
 
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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.
2022 was the best year in my life as well
 
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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.
I descended since mid 2023 both physically and social/mentally but bhai we must forget past and what could be and improve from today. Tomorrow I plan on going gym 3 hours cardio and fucking run till I cant breath. I will fucking mog again :feelswah::feelswhy:
 
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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.
the consequences of overdosing on the black pills and shit posting if you decided just to looksmax you'll be fine
 
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It was a shit year for me
 
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the things i would do to go back to summer 2022 and play skyrim for the first time again
 
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and 2022 is going to be three years ago in just two months. i would kill to go back to 2016. almost nine years ago. a lifetime, yet feels so close
 
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i miss 2017- 2021 bro
 
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the things i would do to go back to summer 2022 and play skyrim for the first time again
and 2022 is going to be three years ago in just two months. i would kill to go back to 2016. almost nine years ago. a lifetime, yet feels so close
Timepill is truly brutal.


A few days ago I wanted to go through the chats I had with folks in the summer of 2022. I deadass found those "do you remember when..." conversations back then, too.


I am notalgic as fuck, sure, but those "good times" never really existed. Fuck, I didn't even have contact lenses back then, I was almost blind, and yet I dream about going back. Thats the weird part
 
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Timepill is truly brutal.


A few days ago I wanted to go through the chats I had with folks in the summer of 2022. I deadass found those "do you remember when..." conversations back then, too.


I am notalgic as fuck, sure, but those "good times" never really existed. Fuck, I didn't even have contact lenses back then, I was almost blind, and yet I dream about going back. Thats the weird part
At least you won’t remember this part of your life, this conversation, me replying to you in a few years.
my advice to you is just don’t rot on here and if you don’t feel any sense of happiness outside just…….. idk 🤷
 
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The true happy times were pre 2020/covid.
 
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The true happy times were pre 2020/covid.
No such thing as happy times for an ugly male. I can't recollect even 1 positive experience or interaction during the entirety of my subhuman existence.
 
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Can totally agree. Summer of 2022 was ethereal. Saw the girl of my dreams also. It all went downhill after that
 
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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.
Made a thread similar to this a while ago
 
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Made a thread similar to this a while ago
You are a high-iq poster tbf. Stumbled upon a bunch of your threads while I was searching for all kinds of things
 
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No such thing as happy times for an ugly male. I can't recollect even 1 positive experience or interaction during the entirety of my subhuman existence.
If that was true you wouldn't even know what the word happiness means. The fact you are sad means you are comparing your feelings to better times.


To me, those "good times" were in my early childhood. There were a few periods that stood out, the most important one, to me personally, being summer of 2022
 
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dnr
 
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Brutal timepill we can never go back only forward.

In my life I've noticed how quickly nostalgia sets in though I legit got nostalgia for like 6 months ago, but that's probably because I've been rotting and neeting for most of the last 5 months (not even on purpose this is just what happens to me when I don't have school occupying most of my days, Idk how to manage myself). All i do is gymcel and do Muay Thai, and see my friends like once a month.

And the funny thing is I bet I'm gonna be nostalgic for the boring dogshit that the second half of 2024 has been for me.

I remember in may of 2022 when I was 16 I found Hamza and started self improvement and shit and going to the gym. Can't say it was a great year tho it was the same as all the other ones honestly some good some bad.

Finding black pill hasn't affected me mentally that much though, I think I'm mentally resilient enough to not become depressed cus of it.

You should definitely go out with friends and shit more get some hobbies or something go the gym again cus otherwise you're just gonna rot your life away and look back in another 2 years and regret everything. Social interaction the most important thing low key if you just go out and have fun with friends you don't gaf about blackpill as much anymore
 
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same. I was at my happiest in early - mid 2022. Late 2022 - present has been very dark and depressing
 
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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.
I low-key DNR but 2022 was a horrible year for me, just like 2021 2022 2023 2024
 
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Late 21 - Early 22 was the best time of my life for me, business was taking off, still in high school. Man.

I should prob go to college. Good idea at 21 years old or nah? I look 19 ish.
 
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Late 21 - Early 22 was the best time of my life for me, business was taking off, still in high school. Man.

I should prob go to college. Good idea at 21 years old or nah? I look 19 ish.
I am in uni and wanna drop out. I am 19. So I probably shouldn't give you advice lol
 
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summer 2022 was the last happy summer for me
 
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children.org
2022 was just as shit of a year as any other.
none of the years in which i've been alive have wowed me.
its all the same shit
 
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2024 summer is epic
 
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Ill read if you follow me
 
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