Lonenely sigma
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This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.
I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.
I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.
I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.
My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.
Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.
When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.
My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.
Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.
I miss early 2022.
I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.
I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.
I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.
My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.
Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.
When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.
My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.
Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.
I miss early 2022.