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5'7" 6.25" NBP schizo suicidal truecel
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Howdy. Don't wanna bore you with my sad story too much but i'm 28 and i'm pretty much a complete failure at life and with girls. I've never gotten laid and i've never had a girlfriend. Usually the general consensus is that I'm ugly and look like I got a small dick and being 5'7" is an obstacle in its own right too, so between that and acting like a bitch you can imagine why girls in college never were interested. It depressed me so much actually that I dropped out of college and have basically just been a minimum wage drone worker pot smoker at a million and a half jobs over the last ten years. I just spent this last summer digging ditches for 12 an hour and other assorted shit work such as roofing laborer. I feel like i'm invisible and a subhuman piece of garbage to everyone. It's not even that I'm physically weak it's that I hit puberty late or I have some sort of androgen problem so I still get mistaken for a college freshman and an ugly one at that. I lack hair on my chest and I can't grow a decent beard for shit. I've been depressed and suicidal lately and I don't even really think I can go another year like this so I figured I'd post here and get some opinions. Obviously I should shave (and then people bitch that you got no facial hair too so ur screwed either way lol) and go to the gym for a start. Life just isn't worth living being alone I don't feel like, behavior is one thing to sort out on its own but I need some thoughts on what to do. Thanks
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