3 months of psych ward killed my looksmax dream

[Deleted member 23558]

Ssri plus Shizo meds plus anti convulsants plus Benzo plus melatonin zog . I was starving inside for two months and yet put on weight. Now I have 6 months free I will do ray peat plus mma plus gym and make zyzz proud otherwise I will go er

 

[St.TikTokcel]

Ssri plus Shizo meds plus anti convulsants plus Benzo plus melatonin zog . I was starving inside for two months and yet put on weight. Now I have 6 months free I will do ray peat plus mma plus gym and make zyzz proud otherwise I will go er

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[Deleted member 23558]

Look how they massacre your boy @7zyzz7

 

[Deleted member 26092]

you became like mvp

 

[Deleted member 23115]

I went to one when i was 17 so i was around mentally ill horny jbs

I ran away from home and they institutionalized me

 

[Deleted member 25059]

I went to one when i was 17 so i was around mentally ill horny jbs

I ran away from home and they institutionalized me

that's explain a lot
@Ketamine
@fukmylyf

 

[Deleted member 23558]

I went to one when i was 17 so i was around mentally ill horny jbs

I ran away from home and they institutionalized me

 

[Deleted member 23115]

it wasn't cool to be force fed anti depressants though. The nurses acted like those doctors in a clockwork orange. Muh this is for ur own good bro!

 

[Deleted member 23558]

it wasn't cool to be force fed anti depressants though. The nurses acted like those doctors in a clockwork orange. Muh this is for ur own good bro!

I literally acted like I swallowed then spit it out in the bathroom. No way am I taking more than 3 zogs a day I usually spit the ssri but sometimes the other ones as well

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

Bro built like a mafia boss

 

[Deleted member 4301]

it wasn't cool to be force fed anti depressants though. The nurses acted like those doctors in a clockwork orange. Muh this is for ur own good bro!

How did they force feed anti depressants?

 

[Deleted member 4301]

I'm Australia if you won't take anti depressants voluntarily they can do ect against your will

 

[Deleted member 23115]

that's explain a lot
@Ketamine
@fukmylyf

I used to insult therapists for fun that's the main reason i got labelled as problematic. So basically anything i did after being labelled could be treated as "dangerous behaviour". I wasn't actually mentally ill.

 

[Deleted member 23115]

I literally acted like I swallowed then spit it out in the bathroom. No way am I taking more than 3 zogs a day I usually spit the ssri but sometimes the other ones as well

i also did that but after like 4 days the nurses started being more thorough so they forced us to lift our tongues and show that entire area so they'd know if we swallowed.

 

[buckchadley31]

It seems like an ongoing trend, why most .org users are getting sent to mental hospitals

 

[Deleted member 23115]

It seems like an ongoing trend, why most .org users are getting sent to mental hospitals

that's what happens when u mention a bit of blackpill to therapists without knowing the consequences

 

[Bushman]

When I was at the ward, all the female patients would hit on this one nurse. He was white, tall, and broad as hell.
He didn’t even have the crazy, chiseled Model face that forum subhumans go spastic over. Extreme bones don’t matter as much irl.
It was a harsh height and width pill.

 

[Bushman]

At the ward, there was also this wigger with early onset Alzheimer’s that would talk to me about the thirty years war.
He also tried teaching me Kabbalah and Jewish numerology
He said he liked black dudes more than white dudes bc he was raised in the hood.

 

[slayer69]

brutal man, take care, hope you're doing alright now

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

You better walk for hours everyday to lose all that good luck boyo you got this

 

[Deleted member 15468]

lol why are there so many legit schizos here, every 2nd guy is in the psych ward JFL

 

[Danish_Retard]

I'm sorry bro

I hope you will overcome this.

 

[Deleted member 28270]

I gained also 15kg from shizo pills and can't get rid of them

 

[Deleted member 23115]

I gained also 15kg from shizo pills and can't get rid of them

You should lose weight since youre heavier than your base weight. It will be easier than before to lose weight.

 

[TITUS]

it wasn't cool to be force fed anti depressants though. The nurses acted like those doctors in a clockwork orange. Muh this is for ur own good bro!

I was in the hospital recently, the regular one for non loons, and the nurses treated me like a child and as if they could do whatever they wanted to me. Can't imagine what they do in psych wards, the docs and nurses there are often loonier than the patients.

 

[7zyzz7]

brutal

 

[Aypo129]

At the ward, there was also this wigger with early onset Alzheimer’s that would talk to me about the thirty years war.
He also tried teaching me Kabbalah and Jewish numerology
He said he liked black dudes more than white dudes bc he was raised in the hood.

We need more tales from the ward

 

[Splinter901]

that's what happens when u mention a bit of blackpill to therapists without knowing the consequences

Do you have any examples?

 

[Splinter901]

I gained also 15kg from shizo pills and can't get rid of them

When people say they gained weight from pills what did tbey gain? water, fat , muscle?

 

[Deleted member 28270]

When people say they gained weight from pills what did tbey gained? water, fat , muscle?

Its fat I eat the same I did before taking the shizo pills it changes the metabolism. I was skinny in the ward after 6 weeks I gained weight.

 

[Bushman]

We need more tales from the ward

I have many ward tales.

 

[7zyzz7]

hop on 4-8 mg cyproheptadine ED asap to lower serotonin, increase appetite, lower stress hormones. cypro is all you need drop everything else. it will fix ur sleep, appetite, mood.
keep your diet high in calcium and saturated fat: parmigiano reggiano, milk, eggs, dates, coconut oil, occasional ice cream if you crave something sweet, caffeine a good substitute to DNP take as much as possible without affecting your sleep. eat whatever your body craves and whenever you want it but keep protein in mind so that you can get at least 150 grams of protein in a day.

 

[7zyzz7]

MMA + bodybuilding is too taxing for a natural lifter if you want to excel at either you going to only have to do one or the other

 

[WhoAmIReally]

Estrogenic physique from pills they've been feeding you with.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

hop on 4-8 mg cyproheptadine ED asap to lower serotonin, increase appetite, lower stress hormones. cypro is all you need drop everything else. it will fix ur sleep, appetite, mood.
keep your diet high in calcium and saturated fat: parmigiano reggiano, milk, eggs, dates, coconut oil, occasional ice cream if you crave something sweet, caffeine a good substitute to DNP take as much as possible without affecting your sleep. eat whatever your body craves and whenever you want it but keep protein in mind so that you can get at least 150 grams of protein in a day.

doesnt that high dose cause drowsiness ? what do yo i could use thyroid hu feel from cypro i never felt much from it tbh ,maybe it prevents further depression tho as serotonin restricts blood flow in the brain. my appetite seems normal now but ngl im lethargic af so im definitely prolly not burning those cals. i need a weight lifting routine that will help me

 

[Matthias8272]

I went to one when i was 17 so i was around mentally ill horny jbs

I ran away from home and they institutionalized me

Did you do anything with them? I went to this program a few times and there was only 1 girl who was a ltb with tourettes, not a pyschward tho

 

[BongMog]

Went from brahminboss to rabidrosaries again

 

[Deleted member 23115]

Did you do anything with them? I went to this program a few times and there was only 1 girl who was a ltb with tourettes, not a pyschward tho

there was this depressed 16yo and we made fun of the nurses and some other patients 24/7

 

[Willmogulater]

Ssri plus Shizo meds plus anti convulsants plus Benzo plus melatonin zog . I was starving inside for two months and yet put on weight. Now I have 6 months free I will do ray peat plus mma plus gym and make zyzz proud otherwise I will go er

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What happened why were u in psych ward ?

 

[Bojack]

Yea you got to get off the schizo pills to lose weight

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Damn nigga you got fat as shit

 

[7zyzz7]

Damn nigga you got fat as shit

brual

 

[7zyzz7]

doesnt that high dose cause drowsiness ? what do yo i could use thyroid hu feel from cypro i never felt much from it tbh ,maybe it prevents further depression tho as serotonin restricts blood flow in the brain. my appetite seems normal now but ngl im lethargic af so im definitely prolly not burning those cals. i need a weight lifting routine that will help me

weight lifting routine:

 

[Deleted member 23558]

hop on 4-8 mg cyproheptadine ED asap to lower serotonin, increase appetite, lower stress hormones. cypro is all you need drop everything else. it will fix ur sleep, appetite, mood.
keep your diet high in calcium and saturated fat: parmigiano reggiano, milk, eggs, dates, coconut oil, occasional ice cream if you crave something sweet, caffeine a good substitute to DNP take as much as possible without affecting your sleep. eat whatever your body craves and whenever you want it but keep protein in mind so that you can get at least 150 grams of protein in a day.

Thanks again for this boyo just got cypro hoping to get t3 again but thoughts on t4 mono therapy? Is it really as bad as peat says, what if you do it when young? Won’t the conversion to t3 be better

 

[Deleted member 25938]

What did they feed you in the ward?

 

[Deleted member 23558]

What did they feed you in the ward?

Rice two spoons of vegetables dal for lunch

Pongal/idly/ masala Upma (searcg thrm up) for breakfast /dinner

It was torture.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Rice two spoons of vegetables dal for lunch

Pongal/idly/ masala Upma (searcg thrm up) for breakfast /dinner

It was torture.

Brutal. Next to no protein.

[insert Indian food evisceration thread here]

 

[Jpg]

Last time I was institutionalized they forced me to stop chintucking 24/7 because it was seen as compulsive behavior and they indirectly said it looks incredibly aspie.

Brutal how much my maxilla descended during that time period.