8 day water fast

[Bit]

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my last try at life​

im going on an 8 day fast, ive been cutting weight for a couple months but this saturday im going on a date, and i want to be perfect, ive tried fasting in the past but the urges always get to me after the third day, im making this post to record my progress as the days go by, every day im going to sum up how i feel phisicaly and how the fast is going, i will of course pair the fast with a full body at home workout to reduce loosing muscle, day one starts tomorrow and my last meal was 2 hours ago, i love this girl, i need to be perfect, i need to biologicaly have an edge, after the 8 days i will post my results with pictures, i want to post one now but i hate the way i look and id probably rather shooting myself in the face with my dads revolver.

wish me luck, ill keep updating as the days go by, if i relapse i will just shoot myself, im being 100% honest here, this is my final oportunity to get a girlfriend, she reads books, doesnt go out ever, consistently works out, drives her own car, she doesnt have guy friends only her boy bsf and he is borderline subhuman ( i mog him even now in my disgusting state ) i need to bag her, ive got to become like the lean boys on her fyp, i need to be like the loverboys of the movies she enjoys, i cannot loose or else i will blow my brains out, we have unbelievable chemistry, but i need to be 100% sure im perfect to make a move, its not only for her, but to have the confidence of doing whatever i want around her, i need her, and this is the only thing i can do, i gymcelled last year, i looked even more disgusting when i was 83kg bulking thinking girls liked big guys, tough luck, turns out frame and height are the only factors apart from your face that matter, at least i got decent shoulders and no longer look like a retard like when i was 65kg so im fasting with muscle definition, if i was skinny fasting would be retarded.​

this video right here shows the type of results i want and will get

im not joking

if i fail the fast

i will kill myself

current weight: 70 kg
height : 1.77 cm
18 yrs old​

trust me, this is my last opportunity to comeback the lost years of youth because i was a little insecure fat boy, i will rawdog this girl and then i will know every tear i shed in front of a mirror, every meal i skipped, every time i wanted to killmyself, it was all worth it, every last drop of suffering has brought me to this point, this is the final frontier, its either this or nothing, happiness or forever regret and suicide, this is everything i want, this is everything i need, this is everything i have, she will be mine, these 8 days are a testament to my love for her, if i cant do this simple task my love would be worth nothing, i know i can do it, i know i can ascend to HTN , i know, i know , i know, nothing will prevent me from getting my objective, its all about me now, fuck my family, fuck my friends, fuck college, fuck grades, fuck a job, fuck everything, these 8 days are the only thing between me and death, and if the fear of dying isnt enough to make me change, i am a miserable human being
i know what i want, i know what to do, this right here, is my last breath as an insecure miserable life waster, my name is marco, just if i end up killing myself half way, i want someone to know what they called me.​

8 days

192 hours

i dont care about anything anymore

see you in 8 days

to everyone that said i couldnt

to the family members that called me chubby

to the friends that took pictures of me to laugh at

watch me.​

see you in 8 days, or not, reincarnationmaxxing is always an option, love yall

 

[Deleted member 1901]

Nice bro!

good luck.

i wish i could fast but my parents make me eat dinner.

 

[VladimirtheGreat]

 

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[Deleted member 21766]

We should be accountability partners. I’m doing 7 days starting now

 

[Deleted member 29225]

Mf's will go 8 days without eating food but going a week without beating their dick is where they draw the line

 

[Deleted member 18879]

the left is better to female gaze

 

[SteveRogers]

Fuck that, at the very least eat organs.
You’ll lose so much collagen and age yourself a heap in the long run if you fast.
Btw, you’re not “fasting” you’re starving/killing yourself.

 

[Bit]

Fuck that, at the very least eat organs.
You’ll lose so much collagen and age yourself a heap in the long run if you fast.
Btw, you’re not “fasting” you’re starving/killing yourself.

i know, you are correct, this is incomprehensibly retarded and desperate, i am completely concious of what im putting my body through, but i dont have time, and im not sure if ill get another shot with her, ill take a collagen supplement but thats about it.

 

[Bit]

Mf's will go 8 days without eating food but going a week without beating their dick is where they draw the line

its funny you say that, i met her in this summer class lasting 9 weeks, i stoped masturbating for the complete 7 weeks, the longest break ive taken ever since i started, which was when i was 13, i really dont remember why tho, i thought it would magicaly make me more appealing