a sad and miserable world

[PeakIncels]

I genuinely can't stand this anymore, i wish i could kill myself but i can't, my family will be forever suffering because of it, but they also know in this state I'm in sm pain and nothing can work on me

it's like watching your cat get old, you know she can't move properly or eat but you still force her to live instead of euthanize because you love her sm

my cat would be lost

i don't know tbh

why am j getting worse everyday, I'm at my lowest I've ever been

I keep making the same threads about me wanting to suicide but i never do anything
because i can't
not here
in this place
ward
not in this time

i can't leave them yet or leave some users
there are some people here or on discord that i value their life more than mine
because mine is worthless

i want to help them
help everyone
before I'm gone i want to change someone's life
make them happy
that would make me happy
happy for the first time in years
knowing i actually mattered for someone and i wasn't just an avi or online code, but a person

 

[PeakIncels]

I love all of you even if you hate me and think I'm a fag or worse
i wish nobody would go through this ever
nobody deservs it
i miss walking properly
a long walk
would do me nice
but i can't
take care of yourself

 

[PeakIncels]

no tags for this one i want you guys to discover it and take your time

 

[Deleted member 107106]

make them happy

You probably already have bud you just dont know it

 

[Deleted member 132430]

sad
it gets better bro trust

 

[RecessedCels]

Have things gotten worse?

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

The world is sad because of people like mitski and Radiohead

 

[PeakIncels]

The world is sad because of people like mitski and Radiohead

am i talking about songs? what does my musical taste have to do with this? i don't like radiohead btw

You probably already have bud you just dont know it

my presence is worthless

Have things gotten worse?

they always do

 

[user123456]

Thw world is so cruel they crucified a perfect man/(god in human form)

 

[PeakIncels]

The world is sad because of people like mitski and Radiohead

if you comment about my taste again I'm just gonna ignore you tbh

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

if you comment about my taste again I'm just gonna ignore you tbh

When are we making that blend

 

[Deleted member 163319]

i wish i could kill myself but i can't, my family will be forever suffering

My life really sucks, but I can't do it for that reason.

 

[PeakIncels]

When are we making that blend

nver

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

nver

Why