
PeakIncels
burn for something or fade into ashes- 14 bmi
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I genuinely can't stand this anymore, i wish i could kill myself but i can't, my family will be forever suffering because of it, but they also know in this state I'm in sm pain and nothing can work on me
it's like watching your cat get old, you know she can't move properly or eat but you still force her to live instead of euthanize because you love her sm
my cat would be lost
i don't know tbh
why am j getting worse everyday, I'm at my lowest I've ever been
I keep making the same threads about me wanting to suicide but i never do anything
because i can't
not here
in this place
ward
not in this time
i can't leave them yet or leave some users
there are some people here or on discord that i value their life more than mine
because mine is worthless
i want to help them
help everyone
before I'm gone i want to change someone's life
make them happy
that would make me happy
happy for the first time in years
knowing i actually mattered for someone and i wasn't just an avi or online code, but a person
it's like watching your cat get old, you know she can't move properly or eat but you still force her to live instead of euthanize because you love her sm
my cat would be lost
i don't know tbh
why am j getting worse everyday, I'm at my lowest I've ever been
I keep making the same threads about me wanting to suicide but i never do anything
because i can't
not here
in this place
ward
not in this time
i can't leave them yet or leave some users
there are some people here or on discord that i value their life more than mine
because mine is worthless
i want to help them
help everyone
before I'm gone i want to change someone's life
make them happy
that would make me happy
happy for the first time in years
knowing i actually mattered for someone and i wasn't just an avi or online code, but a person