Ruakh
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I am currently fourteen years old. I have been on this site for about two months now and during the time I have spent here, this place really changed my outlook on life. I used to be an active member in lookism discord servers and on YouTube channels but I've realised something. More time you spend rotting in places like this, the more time you spend internalizing the black pill, more autistic and unfit for society you become. I've spend the last two years obsessing over shit like the size of my maxilla, how to be "neurotypical" and how to make women laugh. I thought I would never be able to attract women because I was black and wasn't tall. But I've realised that all the chads in my school aren't worried about their phenotype or whether they have a sexually dimorphic face or not. They are just naturally funny and extroverted because of their society and the environment around them. Last month I made this post https://looksmax.org/threads/14m-rate-me-give-softmaxxing-advice-thanks.747289/ after getting bullied by my classmates because of the size of my lips. I was desperate to become Tyrone, I felt people who were lucky enough to be born rich and white took their life situations for granted. During this time, I spent at least two hours a day browsing on this forum, ingesting all the racist bullshit some people say against Jews and blacks. I began to view myself as inferior to white people and grew jealous of them. But now I realise that what random dickheads online think about race doesn't matter. My advice for other adolescents like me on sites like these, especially if you are ethnic is, to take notes on pubertymaxxing and getting into the gym. Even if you must stay active here, only read posts from the best of the best. As teenagers our brains are like sponges and becoming another mindless self-hating rotter on lookism forums won't benefit you, you won't be able to develop your own view on the world and even if you ascend later on in life it will all be meaningless if you think you will always be ugly just because of a feature in your body you can do nothing to change. The man who sits around, disadvantaged, and wallows in his self-pity will always do worse than the man who, disadvantaged, fights against the cruel nature of this world and does everything in his power to become the best he can be. Yes, it is painfully obvious that whites will mostly always do better than any other race in dating but I don't think anyone should sit around and wait to die just because of something they cannot change. People in the modern day are so ungrateful. Look around you. Right now. You have a roof over your house, access endless amounts of information and entertainment online. You have clean running water and warm meals. You have clean clothes and get a good education. You have all the tools you need to ascend so don't worry about any shit that you can't control. If you are already consumed in self hatred and lethargic depression before you leave puberty it's already over.
TLDR: Don't hate yourself for something you can't control just focus on improving yourself.
TLDR: Don't hate yourself for something you can't control just focus on improving yourself.