acid made me ND social retard

[madma]

my friends don’t talk to me anymore, they pity me. People think I’m very autistic. I have a deer in headlights look to me at all times now, I can’t start convos and I am genuinely agoraphobic when I used to see my friends and talk to people all the time. No on talks to me anymore and no thoughts really go through my head. The worst part is is that I have visual snow from the 3 acid trips I have ever took, the last one was like drilling a whole through my brain and my brain being raped beyond repair. It’s been 3-4 years and it’s all been the same. I will consider suicide if this stays any longer, I am serious

 

[trvearyan]

go on one last trip and see if you can fix whatever it is that broke in your subconscious

 

[madma]

go on one last trip and see if you can fix whatever it is that you broke in your subconscious

I think I had a bad seizure or something during that last trip so no I don’t want to do that, even thinking about acid makes it hard for me to breathe now and I feel like I’m back there again despite my other trips being perfectly fine and tame

 

[3links2]

I think I had a bad seizure or something during that last trip so no I don’t want to do that, even thinking about acid makes it hard for me to breathe now and I feel like I’m back there again despite my other trips being perfectly fine and tame

What does a seizure feel like
Is it like an out of body experience

 

[trvearyan]

I think I had a bad seizure or something during that last trip so no I don’t want to do that, even thinking about acid makes it hard for me to breathe now and I feel like I’m back there again despite my other trips being perfectly fine and tame

you can't solve your problems by avoiding their root causes, go pop another tab, psychonaut

 

[trvearyan]

What does a seizure feel like
Is it like an out of body experience

no nigga you just start spasming and shaking wildly and maybe get some brain damage

 

[madma]

What does a seizure feel like
Is it like an out of body experience

it felt like I was asleep. I woke up and the two halves of my body felt disconnected

 

[3links2]

no nigga you just start spasming and shaking wildly and maybe get some brain damage

What does it feel like
Are you fully conscious during it?
Is it like sleep paralysis?

 

[3links2]

it felt like I was asleep. I woke up and the two halves of my body felt disconnected

What do you mean?
You couldn't control your upper/lower half or something different?

 

[trvearyan]

What does it feel like
Are you fully conscious during it?
Is it like sleep paralysis?

go take some acid like OP and find out yourself

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Mirin

 

[madma]

What do you mean?
You couldn't control your upper/lower half or something different?

Well, I could control both halves of my body fine, but they didnt feel connected. like I had to focus in different areas of my brain to move both parts of my body and one side of my body was number than the other. and by halves i mean the left and right sides of my body

 

[3links2]

go take some acid like OP and find out yourself

Gonna have to wait for nervegear to be released for that one

 

[CalulArgintiu59]

Bro acid maybe destroyed your mental health, see a psychiatrist

 

[Gamerspyy786]

I have had visual snow since I was 12 bro
Quite brutal

 

[R@m@]

The subconscious is deeper and more complicated than we think

 

[Gamerspyy786]

my friends don’t talk to me anymore, they pity me. People think I’m very autistic. I have a deer in headlights look to me at all times now, I can’t start convos and I am genuinely agoraphobic when I used to see my friends and talk to people all the time. No on talks to me anymore and no thoughts really go through my head. The worst part is is that I have visual snow from the 3 acid trips I have ever took, the last one was like drilling a whole through my brain and my brain being raped beyond repair. It’s been 3-4 years and it’s all been the same. I will consider suicide if this stays any longer, I am serious

Don’t consider suicide bro. If it’s about being more nt u can easily fix that. Just start with accepting the fact that nobody really cares too much irl. Nobody really talks to me too but I wouldn’t kill myself cuz of it. There are others going thru what u have and worse and if they’re able to push thru it then so can u