j_ffrey
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bonesmashing floods me with happiness whenever i do it, i think im addicted.
i've seen some progress with fibrosis on my chin, and i just got a rush of warm feeling in my chest. throughout each day, i feel an urge on my chin and i literally feel like i need to get that hit.
the only thing i look forward to is looking better, and i’ve come to correlate looking good with getting love. and that’s what i truly want in the end.
which i have no clue whether or not that will actually happen.
reading what i just wrote made me realize that it may be over. JFL
has anyone else gotten addicted? how bad is this?
i've seen some progress with fibrosis on my chin, and i just got a rush of warm feeling in my chest. throughout each day, i feel an urge on my chin and i literally feel like i need to get that hit.
the only thing i look forward to is looking better, and i’ve come to correlate looking good with getting love. and that’s what i truly want in the end.
which i have no clue whether or not that will actually happen.
reading what i just wrote made me realize that it may be over. JFL
has anyone else gotten addicted? how bad is this?

