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Deleted member 39
The Inferior
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I went grocery shopping and my little brother was annoying me which made me really mad because I didn't even have one hour alone time today. I'm an introvert and desperately need it or I will be in a bad mood.
Due to my rising aggression I felt ultra low inhib. I didn't fear physical confrontation anymore. I would have even been brave enough to approach a girl and then call her a superficial dumb foid. In the market there were 99% ethnics and ethnic foids with tall white boyfriends and I looked at them with a look of hate. Behind me in the row there was a young couple and they kissed and I was ready to punch them.
I hate feeling this way because it's pathetic. If someone acted aggressively I'd immediately think he's a coping subhuman. But it also feels incredibly good and liberating because it lets me experience a low inhib life for a few minutes.
I struggled with extreme social anxiety for years and it's getting a lot better. Nowadays I speak loud, hold eye contact and don't fear physical confrontation that much anymore.
Due to my rising aggression I felt ultra low inhib. I didn't fear physical confrontation anymore. I would have even been brave enough to approach a girl and then call her a superficial dumb foid. In the market there were 99% ethnics and ethnic foids with tall white boyfriends and I looked at them with a look of hate. Behind me in the row there was a young couple and they kissed and I was ready to punch them.
I hate feeling this way because it's pathetic. If someone acted aggressively I'd immediately think he's a coping subhuman. But it also feels incredibly good and liberating because it lets me experience a low inhib life for a few minutes.
I struggled with extreme social anxiety for years and it's getting a lot better. Nowadays I speak loud, hold eye contact and don't fear physical confrontation that much anymore.