Am I a pedophile?

[Dsm]

I (18F) have a strange type in men. For context I am bisexual and my dating history tracks with everything I say. My type in men is skinny twinks with little muscle mass who are under 179cm and (IMPORTANT!!!) have a pretty face which resembles a 14 year old. No, I have never had romantic relations with a minor (nor do I ever want to) no my criteria doesn’t hold for women too and no I don’t actively seek out little boys. I suppose it is much more socially acceptable for me to say this as a woman and if the roles were reversed, the problem would be much clearer (historically , power dynamics, beauty standards). Yet thats not to say pretty little boys are not exploited. Also weirdly, while some might fit my criteria, I don’t actively notice them or that they fit it, until I know their age. Call me hypocritical and illogical but I don’t really like minors. I also recognize that I am still very young but I fear my type is too far out of what people in my age range look like and I quite literally find no other variations of men attractive. Interestingly this only holds for appearance. Given my history and overall experience, I need my partner to be able to match with me mentally. As said, I dislike minors and their associated mental immaturity. My past relationships were with men who were either in Uni or planning on going and they were all very smart individuals that werent mentally childlike at all. Is my type a moral wrong of mine? Is it really bad or just questionable at best? Should I/How do I fix it? Am I just overthinking it? Would also like some thoughts on whether it is “problematic” in general to have a type.

(THIS IS LARP, I'M NOT A FOID)

 

[slavsmog]

DNR NIGGER

 

[Nodesbitch]

Average bi woman’s fantasy

 

[caleb555]

Tldr

 

[RS2025]

Stopped reading when I read the word ‘bisexual’

 

[eon]

STRAIGHT from the slums of r/confessions

 

[Dsm]

Tldr

Tldr: Bisexual foid wants 5'10 twinks that look like 14 year olds rape her (theoretically) and feels ashamed about it

 

[caleb555]

Tldr: Bisexual foid wants 5'10 twinks that look like 14 year olds rape her (theoretically) and feels ashamed about it

Oh ok

 

[Zygotic]

faggots.org

 

[Mitläufer]

I (18F) have a strange type in men. For context I am bisexual and my dating history tracks with everything I say. My type in men is skinny twinks with little muscle mass who are under 179cm and (IMPORTANT!!!) have a pretty face which resembles a 14 year old. No, I have never had romantic relations with a minor (nor do I ever want to) no my criteria doesn’t hold for women too and no I don’t actively seek out little boys. I suppose it is much more socially acceptable for me to say this as a woman and if the roles were reversed, the problem would be much clearer (historically , power dynamics, beauty standards). Yet thats not to say pretty little boys are not exploited. Also weirdly, while some might fit my criteria, I don’t actively notice them or that they fit it, until I know their age. Call me hypocritical and illogical but I don’t really like minors. I also recognize that I am still very young but I fear my type is too far out of what people in my age range look like and I quite literally find no other variations of men attractive. Interestingly this only holds for appearance. Given my history and overall experience, I need my partner to be able to match with me mentally. As said, I dislike minors and their associated mental immaturity. My past relationships were with men who were either in Uni or planning on going and they were all very smart individuals that werent mentally childlike at all. Is my type a moral wrong of mine? Is it really bad or just questionable at best? Should I/How do I fix it? Am I just overthinking it? Would also like some thoughts on whether it is “problematic” in general to have a type.

(THIS IS LARP, I'M NOT A FOID)

Larping that's a larp