Am I the biggest loser on the planet?

[Gengar’s Ghost]

just say ur an org mod to the jawns

The jawns revolt in disgust at the mere sight of my face.

 

[yasuoh]

I gave my full lesson and the class didn’t pay attention, brootal. I decided teaching wasn’t for me.

as if they listen to anyone
if its coming from insecurity i think u should do it definitely
and if u thought ur gonna get heard and now that u see the harsh truth u dont wanna teach anymore then dont

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

I’m a dateless 30 year old KHHV, whose oneitis married someone else, who doesn’t have a job, who doesn’t have an income, who doesn’t have any money, who doesn’t have a university degree, who doesn’t have a driver’s license, I have absolutely nothing. Plus I’m facially unattractive, and I’m short.

you are probably in one of the best positions to make money off of this community/niche though

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

as if they listen to anyone
if its coming from insecurity i think u should do it definitely
and if u thought ur gonna get heard and now that u see the harsh truth u dont wanna teach anymore then dont

I noticed a stark contrast in behavior when their main teacher was leading and when I was leading. Yes, they still needed to be corrected on their behavior despite the teacher having 30 years of experience under their belt but it was simply a disaster when I took over. I don't think I have it in me to be strict (to create good classroom management).

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

you are probably in one of the best positions to make money off of this community/niche though

The only one making money off of this forum is Master.

 

[H72]

Really? Who's David?

David laid is me I heard he get his laptop or some taken away

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

The only one making money off of this forum is Master.

i dont mean this forum, i mean the community as a whole

this shit is all over tiktok instagram news outlets even

there are a bunch of other forums and discord communities too

i think you could definitely create content or do something with it. people know who you are

 

[proxxyy11]

Simply because I accept myself the way I am.

Muhhhh accept the way you are why are you an insecure fag who wants to get surgery muhh

My nigga, thats like a homeless person saying he wants to live in a big house, have a family, etc. but he can’t have any of those things because hes a meth addict and he “accepts the way I am”

LMFAOOOOO. Genuinely laughable bro. Don’t complain then

Yeah. I don't do anything all day. I may run some errands but it's essentially doing nothing because it doesn't benefit or advance me in any way, shape or form

Exactly, so do something that would. Occupy your time with shit that will actually help you in the future

I had to laugh at the part where you guessed I would be rotting on .org until 4 AM, that might unironically be true.

That was projection btw, pretty sure we all do that

As for your recently added paragraph, believe it or not but it does apply to me. I am not the same person I was years ago. I have changed for the better in some aspects but not in all aspects. I'm still on the same level as a teenager fresh out of high school, except at 30. We will see how it goes.

I hope you’ve changed in at least some aspect since you were a fucking high schooler. But you obviously haven’t changed enough. You’re supposed to feel hunger if you’re trying to have some sort of reawakening and change completely.

Depends on if you think you have it.

Also I personally don’t think 30 is very old, this might sound crazy but I think successful people start committing to wageslave work when theyre around your age. Most people stall until your age, traveling the world, trying to build a family, mourning dead family members, etc. Yes youre late, but everyone is late in some aspect.

 

[Shirobon]

The jawns revolt in disgust at the mere sight of my face.

sad day

 

[proxxyy11]

I should. But you already predicted it: I'm too lazy.

Holy fucking cope. Has your entire life just been cope by saying you’re too lazy and you’re not good enough?

People lie and say it’s “self awareness” nigga no it’s not its literally just an excuse to continue being a lazy loser with nothing to live for because its too much work

 

[proxxyy11]

I lol'd. I am neither trying to be a cringe edgewood or trying to farm sympathy, I was trying to highlight the fact that everyone has their own struggles and not all of them are equal. Some struggles remain unsolvable.

Some people went from being homeless meth addicts to being rich and famous. It literally just builds character, I genuinely hate you I’m ngl. Never seen a nigga spew this much cope yet still complain LMFAOOOOO

 

[lacedwgenius2.0]

I thought you were a teacher maybe i’m tweaking

 

[H72]

I thought you were a teacher maybe i’m tweaking

Was a TA for a lil bit

 

[SoundnVision]

Keep grinding fella

 

[Paul.jnxy]

I’m a dateless 30 year old KHHV, whose oneitis married someone else, who doesn’t have a job, who doesn’t have an income, who doesn’t have any money, who doesn’t have a university degree, who doesn’t have a driver’s license, I have absolutely nothing. Plus I’m facially unattractive, and I’m short.

no becouse you have a good post to rep.

 

[Matthew24]

I’m a dateless 30 year old KHHV, whose oneitis married someone else, who doesn’t have a job, who doesn’t have an income, who doesn’t have any money, who doesn’t have a university degree, who doesn’t have a driver’s license, I have absolutely nothing. Plus I’m facially unattractive, and I’m short.

U r a loser but for sure not the biggest one

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

David laid is me I heard he get his laptop or some taken away

@davidlaidisme67?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

i dont mean this forum, i mean the community as a whole

this shit is all over tiktok instagram news outlets even

there are a bunch of other forums and discord communities too

i think you could definitely create content or do something with it. people know who you are

I am neither creative nor ambitious, but thanks for the idea anyway bhaijaan.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Muhhhh accept the way you are why are you an insecure fag who wants to get surgery muhh

My nigga, thats like a homeless person saying he wants to live in a big house, have a family, etc. but he can’t have any of those things because hes a meth addict and he “accepts the way I am”

LMFAOOOOO. Genuinely laughable bro. Don’t complain then


Exactly, so do something that would. Occupy your time with shit that will actually help you in the future


That was projection btw, pretty sure we all do that


I hope you’ve changed in at least some aspect since you were a fucking high schooler. But you obviously haven’t changed enough. You’re supposed to feel hunger if you’re trying to have some sort of reawakening and change completely.

Depends on if you think you have it.

Also I personally don’t think 30 is very old, this might sound crazy but I think successful people start committing to wageslave work when theyre around your age. Most people stall until your age, traveling the world, trying to build a family, mourning dead family members, etc. Yes youre late, but everyone is late in some aspect.

I wasn’t complaining to begin with, I was taking an objective look at my life and concluded that I might very well be the biggest loser there is. The votes are mainly for no, but I certainly feel otherwise.

I think I will start looking for a part-time job in September. This past year, I’ve been busier than I’ve ever been in literally a decade. So for now, I just want to relax, and then in a few weeks, I’ll start looking for a part-time job.

I had two part-time jobs last year, one was at a furniture store but I quit due to my insomnia, and the other one was in commerce but they wanted me to wear the company’s headset and I have OCD, I wasn’t allowed to bring my own headset, so I didn’t sign my contract. Otherwise I was hired anyway, the boss had congratulated me on getting the job.

Anyway, I agree with you that 30 isn’t old. It’s still young, and there’s still so many things that could happen, but only if you want it and put your energy in it. Otherwise you’ll just keep saying “I wish such and such” while doing nothing. I did that for ten years.

And like you say, although I’ve changed, in some aspects I haven’t changed enough. I do think, and this has been scientifically proven, that my chronic lack of sleep has had a massive impact on me. A lack of sleep shrinks the brain, and thus cognitive abilities are directly affected. The way I think, talk and memorize are all affected. It’s why I have trouble remembering stuff. You’ll often see me telling users that I forgot something and I’m not even joking. I have genuinely forgotten.

I wonder if the damage is irreversible. I have gotten sleeping pills from the doctor, they are benzodiazepines but I’ve yet to take them. I’ve had them since last September.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

sad day

Such is the life of an unattractive male.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Holy fucking cope. Has your entire life just been cope by saying you’re too lazy and you’re not good enough?

People lie and say it’s “self awareness” nigga no it’s not its literally just an excuse to continue being a lazy loser with nothing to live for because its too much work

My laziness is something people in real life are completely aware of. Some days I’m too lazy to get out of bed to pee, and I hold it in for hours.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Some people went from being homeless meth addicts to being rich and famous. It literally just builds character, I genuinely hate you I’m ngl. Never seen a nigga spew this much cope yet still complain LMFAOOOOO

You seem to be assuming that I was complaining. You have mentioned it a few times already. But really, I wasn’t complaining.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I thought you were a teacher maybe i’m tweaking

I was doing an internship haha but it ended miserably.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Was a TA for a lil bit

Yes.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Keep grinding fella

Thanks fella!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

no becouse you have a good post to rep.

JFL.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

U r a loser but for sure not the biggest one

I would disagree. I am be the biggest loser. Thanks though.

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

Ginger is Molly.

 

[lacedwgenius2.0]

I was doing an internship haha but it ended miserably.

damn what happened
also can you delete the thread i told u to pls

 

[H72]

@davidlaidisme67?

yeah him

 

[proxxyy11]

I wasn’t complaining to begin with, I was taking an objective look at my life and concluded that I might very well be the biggest loser there is. The votes are mainly for no, but I certainly feel otherwise.

This is sort of implying that you love your current life. If you do, then does that really make you a loser?

I think I will start looking for a part-time job in September. This past year, I’ve been busier than I’ve ever been in literally a decade. So for now, I just want to relax, and then in a few weeks, I’ll start looking for a part-time job.

What are you busy doing? Not even trying to hate just curious.

Also you should probably look into getting a drivers license first so you have more job options and you dont need to walk around for one

I had two part-time jobs last year, one was at a furniture store but I quit due to my insomnia, and the other one was in commerce but they wanted me to wear the company’s headset and I have OCD, I wasn’t allowed to bring my own headset, so I didn’t sign my contract. Otherwise I was hired anyway, the boss had congratulated me on getting the job.

At least you have some experience, you’re not a complete loser

Anyway, I agree with you that 30 isn’t old. It’s still young, and there’s still so many things that could happen, but only if you want it and put your energy in it. Otherwise you’ll just keep saying “I wish such and such” while doing nothing. I did that for ten years.

Again, literally happens to all of us. Just watching time pass us by as we say I wish I did this and think about the past. Why do you think I was able to articulate it so perfectly? Because its one of the only things that all of us can share together.

And like you say, although I’ve changed, in some aspects I haven’t changed enough. I do think, and this has been scientifically proven, that my chronic lack of sleep has had a massive impact on me. A lack of sleep shrinks the brain, and thus cognitive abilities are directly affected. The way I think, talk and memorize are all affected. It’s why I have trouble remembering stuff. You’ll often see me telling users that I forgot something and I’m not even joking. I have genuinely forgotten.

Lack of sleep is a sign of depression, might be because you’re not fulfilled with your life and you hate yourself deep down. Do you also feel fatigued throughout the day? If so, then you have to fix your lite first before you fix your sleep deprivation. Also think this is somewhat of a universal experience

I wonder if the damage is irreversible. I have gotten sleeping pills from the doctor, they are benzodiazepines but I’ve yet to take them. I’ve had them since last September.

How the fuck are you lazy even with taking pills holy fuck

 

[proxxyy11]

You seem to be assuming that I was complaining. You have mentioned it a few times already. But really, I wasn’t complaining.

So you’re content with your life? Dont change then. If you’re happy you’re happy, if you truly want nothing more nothing will create an artificial desire for you

You’ll continue to be lazy because thats how you feel the most comfortable and happy in life

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Ginger is Molly.

Ginger is xtc?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

damn what happened
also can you delete the thread i told u to pls

I have deleted it!

 

[proxxyy11]

Some days I’m too lazy to get out of bed to pee, and I hold it in for hours.

Bro.. how long are you on your bed for daily? You need to get your life together this is very sad to hear

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

Ginger is xtc?

She is Bitcoin.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

damn what happened
also can you delete the thread i told u to pls

I gave my full lesson but the students weren’t paying attention at all, they were too busy talking to each other and as a class, they didn’t do what I asked them to do. Joever.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

yeah him

It says he was online today.

 

[H72]

It says he was online today.

idk someone posted in a mini evis that someone had swatted him purposefully cant remember who made the thread

 

[FUCK YEA]

I’m a dateless 30 year old KHHV, whose oneitis married someone else, who doesn’t have a job, who doesn’t have an income, who doesn’t have any money, who doesn’t have a university degree, who doesn’t have a driver’s license, I have absolutely nothing. Plus I’m facially unattractive, and I’m short.

Yeah, maybe things haven’t been going well in your life but that’s no reason to give up on yourself Besides weren’t you an English teacher What happened to that It was going well It’s sad to see the person you love like this I can understand that I’ve been through it too You can get your driver’s license I don’t think it’s that hard Around here, you can get a driver’s license almost as easily as buying something at the grocery store it’s pretty easy, actually. I don’t want to sound too certain, but I don’t know about that I don’t know, but I trust you you can do it. At 30 you’re only halfway there you still have a long road ahead of you I might be younger than you, but that doesn’t mean I can’t help you Everyone’s life experiences are different, and sharing those experiences with others can help them. If your height and appearance aren’t great, try to shift people’s focus elsewhere for example, like that kid in cobra kai with the cut on his lip you can start working out, add new things to your life, discover yourself, and find new interests. There’s still so much you can do. I believe in you. I hope your life gets much better from here on out and that you continue to grow

 

[Zurrz]

I’m a dateless 30 year old KHHV, whose oneitis married someone else, who doesn’t have a job, who doesn’t have an income, who doesn’t have any money, who doesn’t have a university degree, who doesn’t have a driver’s license, I have absolutely nothing. Plus I’m facially unattractive, and I’m short.

Divorce the bitch if u think about her like this.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

This is sort of implying that you love your current life. If you do, then does that really make you a loser?


What are you busy doing? Not even trying to hate just curious.

Also you should probably look into getting a drivers license first so you have more job options and you dont need to walk around for one


At least you have some experience, you’re not a complete loser


Again, literally happens to all of us. Just watching time pass us by as we say I wish I did this and think about the past. Why do you think I was able to articulate it so perfectly? Because its one of the only things that all of us can share together.


Lack of sleep is a sign of depression, might be because you’re not fulfilled with your life and you hate yourself deep down. Do you also feel fatigued throughout the day? If so, then you have to fix your lite first before you fix your sleep deprivation. Also think this is somewhat of a universal experience


How the fuck are you lazy even with taking pills holy fuck

I wouldn’t deduce that it means I’m loving my life either, that would be yet another wrong conclusion. This thread wasn’t created with the intention of what you have previously accused me of, I was actually posting in another thread and talking to a user, and I replied with what I wrote here. Then I figured, why not make a thread?

Well, I was busy with university, which I was attending part-time. I was busy with studying, doing assignments, doing homework, and commuting.

As part of my university duties, I was also doing an internship, where I was student teaching at a high school. This, too, involved doing assignments, and even more commuting (it was a two-hour commute, I was on the road for at least four hours).

However, towards the end of the internship, I was confronted with own shortcomings; I lack the strict nature that is necessary to create effective classroom management techniques. I felt that teaching isn’t for me after all, and that was one of the reasons.

You’re right about me needing to get a driver’s license, but it’s an expensive thing. It’s €50 per hour, and you’re expected to have at least 20 lessons, so that’s €1,000. Then you need, I think, another €1,000 to partake in the exam. You also need to a witten exam as well, if I recall correctly. I just don’t have the money as of right now.

And that’s a good point, it didn’t occur to me that you have gone through the same time, to be able to say something about it. Oftentimes when people give advice, they tend not to have experienced it themselves and they just project their own positivity onto others. I felt that was what you were doing here, so apologies for that.

I was indeed depressed for a good part of those ten years, but I no longer am. I did hate myself but now that has simply changed to “I don’t like myself.” No, I don’t feel fatigued through the day. I would often stay awake for 30+ a day, and I’ve done this over a hundred times. Whenever I would tell people that I hadn’t slept, they would be shocked because I didn’t come across as tired at all.

Hahah yeah, I told you. My laziness knows no bounds. But laziness isn’t exactly the reason why I didn’t take the pills. I have an aversion to pills in general, I don’t even take painkillers when I have a splitting headache.

 

[nathan V]

5’10 isn’t short

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

So you’re content with your life? Dont change then. If you’re happy you’re happy, if you truly want nothing more nothing will create an artificial desire for you

You’ll continue to be lazy because thats how you feel the most comfortable and happy in life

I wouldn’t say I’m content with my life, I realize I need to fix it — that’s what I’ve been trying to do. To no avail so far.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Bro.. how long are you on your bed for daily? You need to get your life together this is very sad to hear

When I was a NEET, I would be in my bed for a very long time, I would only get out of bed if I needed to pee, or if I was hungry or thirsty. So I spent my life that way for ten years. There were days when I wouldn’t leave the house for weeks. But since I started university last year, I went outside more than I did normally. Nowadays I don’t spend much time in bed, even though ironically I’m writing this from bed.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

She is Bitcoin.

BTC.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

idk someone posted in a mini evis that someone had swatted him purposefully cant remember who made the thread

Might be a joke? Or could be true, idk.

 

[Enfant terrible]

I’m a dateless 30 year old KHHV, whose oneitis married someone else, who doesn’t have a job, who doesn’t have an income, who doesn’t have any money, who doesn’t have a university degree, who doesn’t have a driver’s license, I have absolutely nothing. Plus I’m facially unattractive, and I’m short.

no some are worse off living on the streets

 

[proxxyy11]

Well, I was busy with university, which I was attending part-time. I was busy with studying, doing assignments, doing homework, and commuting.

As part of my university duties, I was also doing an internship, where I was student teaching at a high school. This, too, involved doing assignments, and even more commuting (it was a two-hour commute, I was on the road for at least four hours).

However, towards the end of the internship, I was confronted with own shortcomings; I lack the strict nature that is necessary to create effective classroom management techniques. I felt that teaching isn’t for me after all, and that was one of the reasons.

Seems like you led a good life thus far.. very confused thought you were never in uni? Dont seem like a complete loser to me

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

BTC.

@Emolifta