
theworstever
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Right maybe not fat but I live in a country where being BIG is the equivalent of being a 6 packed twink in the US (the beauty standard). I see everyone on here is trying to lose weight while I'm the opposite. If you wanna know what I'm working towards, google BEARMODE. I don't wanna become the stereotypical Warcraft-Mcdonalds nerd.
However... I have zero desire for abs and incredible musculature. I wanna be as big as possible and I think through eating heavily, gymmaxxing and SARMmaxxing I can achieve that. There's a problem which sums up life in a nutshell. I was 96 kg at my peak exactly last year. For my height back then before LL (173cm) it was obese and back then I wanted to be lean. I went on a diet and lost 15kgs in like 2 months. Suddenly, I realize I want a completely different thing. I wanted to become an ogre, not a prettyboy. I broke my legs to get the height and I thought the weight would be an easy task. And NOW that I want to gain, I only eat trash, I barely move and I'm fucking stuck on 80-ish kgs. You can't make this fucking shit up. Life just serves you the opposite of what you want. Maybe if I decide I want a shrimpcock tomorrow, I'll magically grow a macropenis.
I really have no idea why I can't gain weight now when I literally only eat takeaway and sit/lay down 24/7, no physical activity. Gymrats, help a brother out. I'd also appreciate some legit tips on earning bearmode that aren't the ordinary ''just eat a lot and lift heavy''.
However... I have zero desire for abs and incredible musculature. I wanna be as big as possible and I think through eating heavily, gymmaxxing and SARMmaxxing I can achieve that. There's a problem which sums up life in a nutshell. I was 96 kg at my peak exactly last year. For my height back then before LL (173cm) it was obese and back then I wanted to be lean. I went on a diet and lost 15kgs in like 2 months. Suddenly, I realize I want a completely different thing. I wanted to become an ogre, not a prettyboy. I broke my legs to get the height and I thought the weight would be an easy task. And NOW that I want to gain, I only eat trash, I barely move and I'm fucking stuck on 80-ish kgs. You can't make this fucking shit up. Life just serves you the opposite of what you want. Maybe if I decide I want a shrimpcock tomorrow, I'll magically grow a macropenis.
I really have no idea why I can't gain weight now when I literally only eat takeaway and sit/lay down 24/7, no physical activity. Gymrats, help a brother out. I'd also appreciate some legit tips on earning bearmode that aren't the ordinary ''just eat a lot and lift heavy''.