Another melancholic EDM banger. Sehnsucht. Weltschmerz.

[MoggerGaston]

No escaping the depression. Melancholic EDM/Trance songs always sound the best for me. Longing for a past, a life I've never had.

Sehnsucht

'thoughts and feelings about all facets of life that are unfinished or imperfect, paired with a yearning for ideal alternative experiences.'

Why german niggas always have the best words to describe what I am feeling?

Weltschmerz, Sehnsucht.

I wish I was a slavic german instead of a slavic dutchman. German language seems way more complete.

 

[St.TikTokcel]

No escaping the depression. Melancholic EDM/Trance songs always sound the best for me. Longing for a past, a life I've never had.

Sehnsucht

'thoughts and feelings about all facets of life that are unfinished or imperfect, paired with a yearning for ideal alternative experiences.'

Why german niggas always have the best words to describe what I am feeling?

Weltschmerz, Sehnsucht.

I wish I was a slavic german instead of a slavic dutchman. German language seems way more complete.

'mirin side profiles on the thumbnail.

 

[Xangsane]

MEET HER AT THE INCELPARADE!

 

[Deleted member 20399]

damn this song is actually decent, dont usually like edm

 

[MoggerGaston]

'mirin side profiles on the thumbnail.

chads and stacies in the music video. major sehnsucht ngl
I yearn for the life I could've had if I was born good-looking.

Dancing half-naked on the beaches of ibiza for a month, high on drugs, fucking model-looking girls doing the same.
during a summer holiday when you were 22 years old. -young and stupid, reckless, full of life-, which you will always remember.

wish I had a life like that.


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My life is more like this music video.

Waking up from a K-hole on the floor of my room, snorting mephedrone first thing in the morning. Depressed life, lonely, completely reliant on drugs for fun, struggles in every facet of life. Pure cortisol with breaks of fun through drugs.

truecel life

 

[MoggerGaston]

Reminds me I still need to watch that movie

Trainspotting (1996) ⭐ 8.1 | Crime, Drama

1h 33m | 16

www.imdb.com

Looks like an incel banger movie.

 

[Deleted member 25710]

chads and stacies in the music video. major sehnsucht ngl
I yearn for the life I could've had if I was born good-looking.

Dancing half-naked on the beaches of ibiza for a month, high on drugs, fucking model-looking girls doing the same.
during a summer holiday when you were 22 years old. -young and stupid, reckless, full of life-, which you will always remember.

wish I had a life like that.


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My life is more like this music video.

Waking up from a K-hole on the floor of my room, snorting mephedrone first thing in the morning. Depressed life, lonely, completely reliant on drugs for fun, struggles in every facet of life. Pure cortisol with breaks of fun through drugs.

truecel life

Life is all about being young and gl and enjoying it, there is just not more to it, otherwise you just delude yourself with whatever else

 

[MoggerGaston]

Life is all about being young and gl and enjoying it, there is just not more to it, otherwise you just delude yourself with whatever else

I don't know if I can ever cure my depression, knowing that I was never young and gl.

The social experiences, the love, feeling like you are part of society and are valued; I completely lack these things. And I believe these are adamant in becoming what society describes as a 'good' person, and what you would need to truly live a 'good and happy' life.

The best I can do is turn it, my traumas and lack of love/belonging, into hate; Hate which leads to strength and power.

I've had psychopathic thoughts/feelings in my life before, especially as a child. Knowing there's ways to manipulate people to get benefits/advantages in my life. But I always rejected this part of myself, hoping that I would be able to live a 'good life' at some point. Not having to 'manipulate/abuse people' to live an interesting/worthy life.

But perhaps this was never meant to be, life took its course.



Like the Merovingian describes in the Matrix movie in this scene all too perfectly. And I love his character and personality.

His character and his dialogues portray the blackpill: The evil world that we live in and have to navigate.
In which some get to enjoy all the greatest joys of life, and others get to live like worthless trash.

Or said in a more common way: 'Hate the game, not the player.'

I restrict myself a lot; my capabilities, my strengths, my enjoyment, my experiences of life, by 'moral rules'.
Moral rules, set by who? To whose benefit? Not mine.

Morality/Ethics is a social construct from those in power, imposed on those who don't have power.
It's one of the biggest brainwashings I am fighting right now. Being a moral cuck, caring about ethics, doing the 'right' thing,


It's one thing knowing that The Merovingian describes the blackpilled world all too well. It's another to truly live to the lessons that can be learned here.


My destiny, my calling, my pursuit, is in organized crime. I have known this for several years now, but failed to live it.

 

[MoggerGaston]

The first matrix movie (the others aren't as good imo) is one of the best movies ever made.

My philosophy teacher in high-school was a very based man, one of VERY FEW teachers that actually had a positive effect on my development.

He made us watch the first matrix movie during class and write a report about it. Which was incredible cage-fuel for us at the time, watching an action-movie during class. What the fuck is this guy thinking?

But this nigga was highIQ as fuck. He knew that normies would see it as just another action-movie. While the highIQs would realize how well different aspects of the world and our role in it were described.

 

[Deleted member 25710]

I don't know if I can ever cure my depression, knowing that I was never young and gl.

The social experiences, the love, feeling like you are part of society and are valued; I completely lack these things. And I believe these are adamant in being what society describes as a 'good' person, and what you would need to truly live a 'good and happy' life.

The best I can do is turn it, my traumas and lack of love/belonging, into hate; Hate which leads to strength and power.

I've had psychopathic thoughts/feelings in my life before, especially as a child. Knowing there's ways to manipulate people to get benefits/advantages in my life. But I always rejected this part of myself, hoping that I would be able to live a 'good life' at some point. Not having to 'manipulate/abuse people' to live an interesting/worthy life.

But perhaps this was never meant to be, life took its course.



Like the Merovingian describes in the Matrix movie in this scene all too perfectly. And I love his character and personality.

His character and his dialogues portray the blackpill: The evil world that we live in and have to navigate.
In which some get to enjoy all the greatest joys of life, and others get to live like worthless trash.

Or said in a more common way: 'Hate the game, not the player.'

I restrict myself a lot; my capabilities, my strengths, my enjoyment, my experiences of life, by 'moral rules'.
Moral rules, set by whom? To whose benefit? Not mine.

Morality/Ethics is a social construct from those in power, imposed on those who don't have power.
It's one of the biggest brainwashing I am fighting right now. Being a moral cuck, caring about ethics, doing the 'right' thing,


It's one thing knowing that The Merovingian describes the blackpilled world all too well. It's another to truly live to the lessons that can be learned here.


My destiny, my calling, my pursuit, is in organized crime. I have known this for several years now, but failed to live it.

Saved and will use it as my ER manifesto in a few years, thx

 

[longjohnmong]

if I was born good-looking

daily reminder that this is the guy complaining about this:

girl heartbroken when i tell her i'm not him:

 

[FaceandBBC]

Finally someone on this forum that enjoys 90s and early 2000 trance music

 

[Deleted member 25710]

The first matrix movie (the others aren't as good imo) is one of the best movies ever made.

My philosophy teacher in high-school was a very based man, one of VERY FEW teachers that actually had a positive effect on my development.

He made us watch the first matrix movie during class and write a report about it. Which was incredible cage-fuel for us at the time, watching an action-movie during class. What the fuck is this guy thinking?

But this nigga was highIQ as fuck. He knew that normies would see it as just another action-movie. While the highIQs would realize how well different aspects of the world and our role in it were described.

Rupert told me to send you this (on discord, this dog is still lurking here)

 

[MoggerGaston]

daily reminder that this is the guy complaining about this:

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girl heartbroken when i tell her i'm not him:

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daily reminder that this is the guy complaining about this:
11yo:

17yo:

20yo:

23yo:

(one in a million picture I don't look as good as this ever IRL but it gets the point across tbh)


Every positive experience I have now just fuels my rage and makes me realize how fucked social interaction is.
It just reminds me of all the brutal social experiences I experienced in my past.

I will never forget

 

[MoggerGaston]

Rupert told me to send you this (on discord, this dog is still lurking here)

Will listen later. At my job rn

 

[Deleted member 31072]

daily reminder that this is the guy complaining about this:

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girl heartbroken when i tell her i'm not him:

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lmao right, he's blackpilled but looking like that I don't believe a single thing he says about un-success. fuck no. He looks like a slayer, fuck off with that bullshit. I am a subhuman and every time I look in the mirror Im like holy fuck am I ugly as SHIT, and my health is... piss poor. Now my father is dead too. This MoggerGaston guy tho? Nah fuck off dumbfuck, go slay retarded faggot. Fucking cunt.

 

[longjohnmong]

(one in a million picture I don't look as good as this ever IRL but it gets the point across tbh)

99.5% of men don't get to be this good looking, even if it's just one picture. And you were fucking 23, not 40. Even at 20 you were good looking and masculine. Your life was just beginning. You're still young now. You're just wasting it.

Imagine being way uglier, smaller than average, less masculine, more disrespected, and then not suddenly inheriting near model looks in your early 20s, not to mention even worse shit.

You're clinging to some story you've written for yourself for some reason. It's a shit story that goes nowhere. You have to let go of your bitterness.

 

[MoggerGaston]

lmao right, he's blackpilled but looking like that I don't believe a single thing he says about un-success

Ive never lied about any of my experiences.

I went on 1 date 2 weeks ago and got rejected. No other dating prospects so i dont expect any intimacy for december either.

. fuck no. He looks like a slayer, fuck off with that bullshit. I am a subhuman and every time I look in the mirror Im like holy fuck am I ugly as SHIT, and my health is... piss poor. Now my father is dead too. This MoggerGaston guy tho? Nah fuck off dumbfuck, go slay retarded faggot. Fucking cunt.

My mental health is garbage, i am addicted to drugs, have no family or friends, 100k in debt and incel.

Equally over for all of us. Sorry to hear youre struggling, but its not my fault.

I only keep going as long as I have abundant access to mephedrone, mdma, ketamine, cocaine, mushrooms and alcohol. Only interesting things in my life

 

[Deleted member 31072]

Ive never lied about any of my experiences.

I went on 1 date 2 weeks ago and got rejected. No other dating prospects so i dont expect any intimacy for december either.


My mental health is garbage, i am addicted to drugs, have no family or friends, 100k in debt and incel.

Equally over for all of us. Sorry to hear youre struggling, but its not my fault.

I only keep going as long as I have abundant access to mephedrone, mdma, ketamine, cocaine, mushrooms and alcohol. Only interesting things in my life

How did you end up in this much debt?

 

[MoggerGaston]

99.5% of men don't get to be this good looking, even if it's just one picture. And you were fucking 23, not 40. Even at 20 you were good looking and masculine. Your life was just beginning. You're still young now. You're just wasting it.

Looking masc isnt useful then else i wouldnt have the life i have now.

My life hasnt changed at all tbh.

Imagine being way uglier, smaller than average, less masculine, more disrespected, and then not suddenly inheriting near model looks in your early 20s, not to mention even worse shit.

True, i was lucky with my ascension. But its over regardless.

You're clinging to some story you've written for yourself for some reason. It's a shit story that goes nowhere. You have to let go of your bitterness.

True. But i have no other story to tell.

There nothing good in my life. No friends, family, truecel and many mental disorders. Over.

 

[MoggerGaston]

How did you end up in this much debt?

Gambled on financial derivatives when i was 24yo to try and become a millionaire.

Worth it tbh, just didnt get lucky

 

[Deleted member 31072]

Gambled on financial derivatives when i was 24yo to try and become a millionaire.

Worth it tbh, just didnt get lucky

like, what?

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Looking masc isnt useful then else i wouldnt have the life i have now.

My life hasnt changed at all tbh.

True, i was lucky with my ascension. But its over regardless.

True. But i have no other story to tell.

There nothing good in my life. No friends, family, truecel and many mental disorders. Over.

Are you manlet in your country? You look pretty short compared ot others in picture

 

[MoggerGaston]

like, what?

Out of the money calls, after covid decimated the stock market.

Brilliant plan.
Wouldve been a millionaire if i bought them in any tech company except the ONE FUCKING tech company that i picked

Never lucky

 

[Deleted member 31072]

Out of the money calls, after covid decimated the stock market.

Brilliant plan.
Wouldve been a millionaire if i bought them in any tech company except the ONE FUCKING tech company that i picked

Never lucky

lol at buying stock as a non-nepo baby tbh

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

nigga tag me in your threads you are one of the few effortposters here

 

[MoggerGaston]

Are you manlet in your country? You look pretty short compared ot others in picture

Slightly below average here at 6'0

 

[alpha_provider]

Estrogenic ultracuck strikes again

Are you castrated or something

 

[MoggerGaston]

Estrogenic ultracuck strikes again

Are you castrated or something

Wrong mental response to childhood parental abuse and bullying