any1 else feel like their life isnt theirs and dont even know who they are

[FiendFiend]

i really feel like i exist in third person i dont even know who the fuck i am im just floating by in life, im like completely disassociated with myself. I dont even feel like i exist

 

[FiendFiend]

bump

 

[selfascender]

That’s how I’ve been feeling for the past 3 years , I genuinely don’t know when I can say my life would genuinely start

 

[keepcoping!]

youre not disassociated bro youre just aware you were never meant to be here JFL.

 

[FiendFiend]

That’s how I’ve been feeling for the past 3 years , I genuinely don’t know when I can say my life would genuinely start

facts. Its like ive numbed out my brain so much the last 2 years i sometimes even forget what i did a couple years ago

 

[FiendFiend]

youre not disassociated bro youre just aware you were never meant to be here JFL.

wdym elaborate niga

 

[keepcoping!]

you feel detached because life never gave you an identity worth attaching to youre just a filler in a system that wasnt built for you JFL.

wdym elaborate niga

 

[FiendFiend]

you feel detached because life never gave you an identity worth attaching to youre just a filler in a system that wasnt built for you JFL.

yea i know no shit lol

 

[keepcoping!]

yea i know no shit lol

then why you asking like its a mystery bro you knew the answer but couldnt face it JFL.

 

[FiendFiend]

you feel detached because life never gave you an identity worth attaching to youre just a filler in a system that wasnt built for you JFL.

i have no achievements to name off.

Atleast my friend for example hes some arab slayer, slaying bitches, is part of a sports team.

Im just a nobody whos spent liek the last 2 years on my chair copemaxxing

 

[FiendFiend]

then why you asking like its a mystery bro you knew the answer but couldnt face it JFL.

im asking if any1 else feels the same way jfl

 

[keepcoping!]

i have no achievements to name off.

Atleast my friend for example hes some arab slayer, slaying bitches, is part of a sports team.

Im just a nobody whos spent liek the last 2 years on my chair copemaxxing

youre not a nobody bro youre just painfully aware of how replaceable you are in a system that rewards nothing you were born with JFL.

 

[keepcoping!]

im asking if any1 else feels the same way jfl

yeah we all feel it, just not all of us crypost it JFL.

 

[FiendFiend]

yeah we all feel it, just not all of us crypost it JFL.

I crypost cuz its my only way to cope. Maybe u will understand soon

 

[FiendFiend]

youre not a nobody bro youre just painfully aware of how replaceable you are in a system that rewards nothing you were born with JFL.

most people are "replacable" bro. Thats not the issue. The issue is im such a high inhibition faggot i dont interact with anyone, i fucking despised school cuz of the mental castration by female teachers, i probably have some deep rooted psychological shit to why i hate myself so badly.

Ive more or less been the same and like this, just school and school was my cope. School was my shit i could complain about with friends, and my friends all fucking despised school, it was all just one group for that, and it happend 2 years ago, and here we are. I was just expecting something more cuz i was a little 15 year old retard who didnt know better.

Ive still always had this diasoccation thing since the beginning of fucking time though. I never liked my picture taken, i never liked shit took of me. There was a stage where i was like a fucking ltn lowest point in looks - and i was more than happy to get my pic taken for some reason, so its not looks correlated. I look back at passport photos, and other school photos and shit and I saw i was a younger mogger even then and i still was super shy and anti social.

Being brought up by the internet too never helped me. fml

 

[keepcoping!]

most people are "replacable" bro. Thats not the issue. The issue is im such a high inhibition faggot i dont interact with anyone, i fucking despised school cuz of the mental castration by female teachers, i probably have some deep rooted psychological shit to why i hate myself so badly.

Ive more or less been the same and like this, just school and school was my cope. School was my shit i could complain about with friends, and my friends all fucking despised school, it was all just one group for that, and it happend 2 years ago, and here we are. I was just expecting something more cuz i was a little 15 year old retard who didnt know better.

Ive still always had this diasoccation thing since the beginning of fucking time though. I never liked my picture taken, i never liked shit took of me. There was a stage where i was like a fucking ltn lowest point in looks - and i was more than happy to get my pic taken for some reason, so its not looks correlated. I look back at passport photos, and other school photos and shit and I saw i was a younger mogger even then and i still was super shy and anti social.

Being brought up by the internet too never helped me. fml

you were never shy you just knew you werent meant to fit in from day one. internet didnt break you it just showed you the truth early JFL.

 

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Imagine im the guy who make people invisible

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i really feel like i exist in third person i dont even know who the fuck i am im just floating by in life, im like completely disassociated with myself. I dont even feel like i exist

its cause the chances of us not existing are higher than us existing. We legit arent supposed to be here

 

[FiendFiend]

its cause the chances of us not existing are higher than us existing. We legit arent supposed to be here

i feel like thats science cope. I dont think there was a male loneliness epidemic ever in human history before

 

[FiendFiend]

you were never shy you just knew you werent meant to fit in from day one. internet didnt break you it just showed you the truth early JFL.

JFL WHAT TRUTH RETARD. I wasnt chopped as a kid, i was normal looking kid. Yes i was even shy in school since i could fucking remember. Whethers thats due to upbringing by having an alcoholic dad, a lot of internet use, genetics, some other factor. I dont fucking know

what is htis gaslight

 

[FiendFiend]

you were never shy you just knew you werent meant to fit in from day one. internet didnt break you it just showed you the truth early JFL.

Dude me not "fitting in" isnt because i hate people or something, I hate normies and a lot of regular people cuz they dont accept me, in rare times they do accept me I feel fine and amazing man.