Venting anyone else experiencing crippling loneliness?

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My entire persona is a lie, I feel like I don't understand myself as a person.
I've always lived behind these masks and it's stunted my emotional growth.
Maybe psychedelics will help :feelsgah: 🍄🍄🍄
 
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My entire persona is a lie, I feel like I don't understand myself as a person.
I've always lived behind these masks and it's stunted my emotional growth.
Maybe psychedelics will help :feelsgah: 🍄🍄🍄
It'll all be fine, use your Nigerian citizenship to get some cheap DMT
 
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Ohh my bad. Do that instead, you'll Ascend:feelsyay:
Eh it's not really a psychedelic so I don't think it'd change me mentally.
Khat is like a stimulant, if you chew fresh khat you're filled with energy and can't sleep for the next 2 days inhibitions lowered and a constant stimulating high
 
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Yea but I've gotten used to it
 
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Exactly the same thing man
 
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My entire life has been filled with loneliness. You were abused or neglected as a child which has caused you to be like this.
same but i was not abused or neglected. only abuse is given shit genetics.
 
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My entire life has been filled with loneliness. You were abused or neglected as a child which has caused you to be like this.
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-to-cope-with-loneliness-and-isolation.464775/

no matter how hard i try, i cant develop any deep connection with anyone around me!
Literally nobody cares about you as a male sub8 person. Not even your family in most cases.

People only care about what's in it for them so try to fulfill their needs and wants.
 
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honestly i think the only chance for a non-nt autist to ascend and "open up" is to have a life-changing experience, take DMT, or microdose some drug to lower inhibition
 
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honestly i think the only chance for a non-nt autist to ascend and "open up" is to have a life-changing experience, take DMT, or microdose some drug to lower inhibition
at low socialization ,your dopamine receptors are broken so you need something to push your dopamin.e Something like cocaine. Psychedelics seem to help extroverted people with depression the most because they possess baseline dopamine receptors. Ive never seen it fix someone with your problemz
 
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I get extreme anxiety after i watch porn and masturbate. It takes that day + the next day to recover and during this time i am extremely uncomfortable, not confident at all, and feel like shit.
you are extremely sensitive and braindamaged if that happens. if masturbation does that, you are hypersensitive to everything. Weak receptors
 
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Most of my life has been lonliness
I didn't get along with people well even before being blackpilled
 
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I think 2014 was the last good year for me...ever since then i've been alone, and for a lot of that time i was alone by choice because i thought i was introverted. It wasn't even that good of a year but at least i had a couple of friends to hangout with on an almost daily basis.

Now the only respite from my crippling loneliness is when i apply to university every year just to LARP as a freshman to party for a few weeks..
 

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