anyone else feel like they are alone?

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sometimes when im going home by bus, looking out on the window listening to music, i get the urge to cry because i suddenly realize how alone i am really
the only true friend i ever had is not here anymore, and just when i thought i found a person who i can share my deep thoughts with, she leaves me. obviously, with my mental, i couldnt keep her for too long. its funny how she always acted she's broken, meanwhile i was the one that needed to be saved. yet she was the one to leave me

i cope by thinking they are still thinking about me, but reality is that they all found other people and i am left alone once again. it feels terrible to find music, memes, or movies, and not be able to share it with anyone. when you are depressed, there's no one to talk to
it makes me feel so bad that i unconsciously make myself believe im not actually alone, and the people i desire can hear the conversations i have in my head

my everyday life is playing out like a twitch stream in my head, where i pretend various people can see my thoughts and actions
but when i think about the fact that im actually alone, it makes me feel so weird. its beyond my understanding. when im walking on the street having deep thoughts, no one can actually hear it, no one observes me walking, and all of those has nothing to do with anyone, besides me. its unreal for me, i cant process it

this coping mechanism is so strong, my brain prevents me from feeling truly alone. maybe i'd just rope if i didnt have these delusions

i feel like i'll never find a soulmate on this gay earth. and i just make it worse for myself, by creating these unrealistic scenarios in my head, where i live out my fantasies i cant obtain in real life
 
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no
 
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Abit.
But I got some of my Bros @streege and @turkproducer , so I am fine.
 
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Abit.
But I got some of my Bros @streege and @turkproducer , so I am fine.
bro you really desserve a good life..never Lost this Hope. we all struggle.
 
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bro you really desserve a good life..never Lost this Hope. we all struggle.
@turkproducer reignited somewhat of k fire, reminded me how k used to fucking smash wanna David's frying to take downGoliath as a kid.
 
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@turkproducer reignited somewhat of k fire, reminded me how k used to fucking smash wanna David's frying to take Goliath as a kid.
i should start a ted talk

who is coming
 
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i should start a ted talk

who is coming
i guess i'm the best rhetorician/ eloquence speaker you could ever find - it's in the dna - but not in english yet sadly
 
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i guess i'm the best rhetorician/ eloquence speaker you could ever find - it's in the dna - but not in english yet sadly
don’t worry i have a good book for you

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I would bodyguard you.
low class manlet and low class EE bouncer manmore

no one can stop us
 
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I do feel lonely and isolated at times but when that happens I just take a shot of vodka and head out to the nearby park

Whatever happens next decides how ill feel the next day
 
Dude you’re 16
 
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I enjoy being a loner
 
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I have some friends and a gf. But i don't like going out with friends and that sorts of things. I'd rather just rot in my room and meet them at school tbh.
 
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I have some friends but still feel alone. Need some warmth from a woman i guess
 
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I remember when I used to cry in my room because no one at school wanted to sit next to me
 
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Have many irl friends and also everyone here
 
You watch Twitch?
 
i *am* alone
 
I feel alone even in a room full of people with common interests
 
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I have some friends and a gf. But i don't like going out with friends and that sorts of things. I'd rather just rot in my room and meet them at school tbh.
just a random question but since u fraud to 5'10, does ur girlfriend know? or do u not fraud around her, also what do u fraud with (lifts? insoles? or do u just claim height or something)
 
I don't.
 
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JFL at that point you're not even trying
Do you know how a Stacy would treat you if you approached her? Well, that's how every single person of any gender and PSL treats me. I always have to be the one doing the talking because the other person wants me to shut the fuck up as soon as possible and leave them alone; both men and women.
 
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Do you know how a Stacy would treat you if you approached her? Well, that's how every single person of any gender and PSL treats me. I always have to be the one doing the talking because the other person wants me to shut the fuck up as soon as possible and leave them alone; both men and women.
You're not even that ugly though tbh
 
You're not even that ugly though tbh
There's something off about me and people sense it immediately unless their minds have not matured and that fucks everything up for me
 
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Cope. You only enjoy it because it’s your circumstances rather than your choice. No one likes being a loner
Cope, that’s what society makes you believe. I literally can’t enjoy loud crowded places and wanna escape asap whenever I’m there for longer than 30min.
 
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Do you know how a Stacy would treat you if you approached her? Well, that's how every single person of any gender and PSL treats me. I always have to be the one doing the talking because the other person wants me to shut the fuck up as soon as possible and leave them alone; both men and women.
in my whole life expérience, the more the girl was gl, the easier it was to interact with them.
 
The only reason I looksmax is to try to escape loneliness.
 
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Cope, that’s what society makes you believe. I literally can’t enjoy loud crowded places and wanna escape asap whenever I’m there for longer than 30min.
Lone wolf coper.
Humans are social animals. If you had the option to be a high status social guy, you would take it in an instant.
Don't you DARE fucking cope and tell me bluepill lies
 
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Cope, that’s what society makes you believe. I literally can’t enjoy loud crowded places and wanna escape asap whenever I’m there for longer than 30min.
same tbh
Lone wolf coper.
Humans are social animals. If you had the option to be a high status social guy, you would take it in an instant.
Don't you DARE fucking cope and tell me bluepill lies
cope.
having money without working and a huge amount of it is dope.
having statuts in crowd only is cope and i hate faking my behaviour and feelings it consume my vital energy everytime
 
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in my whole life expérience, the more the girl was gl, the easier it was to interact with them.
That's also true. The ugly girls (and short) view anyone as subhuman, even some Chads if there's something in then that's NOT THEIR TYPE.
 
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That's also true. The ugly girls (and short) view anyone as subhuman, even some Chads if there's something in then that's NOT THEIR TYPE.
very true, the "it's not my type" lie.
ffs shut the fuck up, i don't want you either.
 
very true, the "it's not my type" lie.
ffs shut the fuck up, i don't want you either.
Not my type is a real thing. First of all, her type is Chad, but even Chad has different subtypes, so she may not be into let's say a vampiremaxxed chad and would prefer some mediteranian chad instead.
 
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Not my type is a real thing. First of all, her type is Chad, but even Chad has different subtypes, so she may not be into let's say a vampiremaxxed chad and would prefer some mediteranian chad instead.
i hâte it when non gl female have ugly taste.
they ruin psl.
 
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There's something off about me and people sense it immediately unless their minds have not matured and that fucks everything up for me
They can sense the aspie aura
 
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I’m too insecure to make friends tbh after discovering the blackpill ascension or death
 
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possible. i never had issues to make Friends still it consumes my vital energy to act NT
You NEVER had issues making friends?
 
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Lone wolf coper.
Humans are social animals. If you had the option to be a high status social guy, you would take it in an instant.
Don't you DARE fucking cope and tell me bluepill lies
Keep coping and talking like a normie :soy:

The only period when I felt insecure about being a loner was college where I was eager to “fit in” aka normie maxx. Before that I literally detested any social situation. Now I don’t give a shit about normies anymore.

The only negative thing I felt about being a loner is a limited dating pool. But after the blackpill I’m well aware that NT is cope, and getting laid is all about looks. And yes I did get laid (Not escorts) despite being a loner and not NT.

So be chad or die trying is my only goal in life and I don’t care about my loner status anymore. JFL @ getting involved in boring useless normie activities and pretending to fit in.

When I wanted to normiemaxx it was in order to get laid for the most part. Other than that I do enjoy my solitary hobbies/ activities like reading, music, wandering, traveling etc.. (((Society))) makes you feel bad about being a loner and non NT which causes your distress. JFL @ you falling for that shit and not being able to enjoy your time alone.
 
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just a random question but since u fraud to 5'10, does ur girlfriend know? or do u not fraud around her, also what do u fraud with (lifts? insoles? or do u just claim height or something)
Last year i bought these height insoles from ali
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lets begin with this, these lifts say to give 5 cm but actually the big one gives 2cm and the little ones give like 1 cm.

I am 173.5 cm. my shoes (high top vans) give me 2 cm. + 2 cm i get from lifts = 177.5 cm.
I actually bought 2 inch lifts but because i also have a pair of air force (low) that i wear quit often. i put the 1 cm lift in there (under the real insole of my shoe) because otherwise i would look just a little bit shorter. the air force without lifts give 3 cm + 1 cm of lifts = 4 cm. same as the big one and the vans.
To people like my friends and girlfriend i actually say that i am 5'9 (175 cm) because i am to high inhib to say 5'10 (178) because when i put off my shoes i am scared she will be weirded out because i said 5'10 when im actually 2 inches shorter. my girlfriend is 5'5 and 5'6 with shoes on i guess. she doesn't really notice tbh. she also got airforce so maybe thats why.
 
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Last year i bought these height insoles from ali View attachment 286863
lets begin with this, these lifts say to give 5 cm but actually the big one gives 2cm and the little ones give like 1 cm.

I am 173.5 cm. my shoes (high top vans) give me 2 cm. + 2 cm i get from lifts = 177.5 cm.
I actually bought 2 inch lifts but because i also have a pair of air force (low) that i wear quit often. i put the 1 cm lift in there (under the real insole of my shoe) because otherwise i would look just a little bit shorter. the air force without lifts give 3 cm + 1 cm of lifts = 4 cm. same as the big one and the vans.
To my people like my friends and girlfriend i actually say that i am 5'9 (175 cm) because i am to high inhib to say 5'10 (178) because when i put off my shoes i am scared she will be weirded out because i said 5'10 when im actually 2 inches shorter. my girlfriend is 5'5 and 5'6 with shoes on i guess. she doesn't really notice tbh. she also got airforce so maybe thats why.
thanks 4 the info bro
 
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Keep coping and talking like a normie :soy:

The only period when I felt insecure about being a loner was college where I was eager to “fit in” aka normie maxx. Before that I literally detested any social situation. Now I don’t give a shit about normies anymore.

The only negative thing I felt about being a loner is a limited dating pool. But after the blackpill I’m well aware that NT is cope, and getting laid is all about looks. And yes I did get laid (Not escorts) despite being a loner and not NT.

So be chad or die trying is my only goal in life and I don’t care about my loner status anymore. JFL @ getting involved in boring useless normie activities and pretending to fit in.

When I wanted to normiemaxx it was in order to get laid for the most part. Other than that I do enjoy my solitary hobbies/ activities like reading, music, wandering, traveling etc.. (((Society))) makes you feel bad about being a loner and non NT which causes your distress. JFL @ you falling for that shit and not being able to enjoy your time alone.
COPE.
In the wild, a lone human is a dead human.
It is objectively a lesser, inferior way to live
 
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thanks 4 the info bro
np dude
COPE.
In the wild, a lone human is a dead human.
It is objectively a lesser, inferior way to live
a year or 2 back i actually thought being a lone wolf was alpha asf. maybe if you are a big framed 6'4 chad with black clothing you can pull it of. but otherwise you are fucked
 
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