Anyone just not enjoy being happy because you know very soon you will be unhappy again and it is a vicious cycle?

[Deleted member 15067]

Let’s say you have a very good day. Then the next day you feel like shit/sad. And it’s just a vicious cycle. Now when things go positively for me I just know I’m going to be humbled so I sat down and submitted my application to Calcutta mental institute

Ironically I’ve used the opposite logic to feel better sometimes. As in if I’m feeling bad I tell myself I’ll feel better in probably a day.

 

[Moldovancel]

I am living in permanent suffering so no

 

[Deleted member 15067]

I am living in permanent suffering so no

Same tbh

 

[Deleted member 45942]

Let’s say you have a very good day. Then the next day you feel like shit/sad. And it’s just a vicious cycle. Now when things go positively for me I just know I’m going to be humbled so I sat down and submitted my application to Calcutta mental institute

Ironically I’ve used the opposite logic to feel better sometimes. As in if I’m feeling bad I tell myself I’ll feel better in probably a day.

Last time I was genuinely happy was 3 years ago brootal

 

[Skywalker]

Calcutta mental institute

loool...i knew it

 

[Skywalker]

Last time I was genuinely happy was 3 years ago brootal

over

 

[Deleted member 45942]

over

True but it will begin soon

 

[Deleted member 46979]

it all feels the same to me. i enjoy everything

 

[half]

if being a tweaker didn't suck i'd easily start doing hard drugs

 

[apocalypse]

if being a tweaker didn't suck i'd easily start doing hard drugs

Fuarr imagine being on meth every waking moment
Must be a mogger existence

 

[Deleted member 25056]

I am living in permanent suffering so no

Tell me about it, my past haunts me it can't be changed.

 

[Deleted member 29167]

nah i've honestly never experienced that

every time im happy im js living in the moment chilling

 

[Moldovancel]

Tell me about it, my past haunts me it can't be changed.

What do you regret about your past?

 

[Deleted member 25056]

What do you regret about your past?

Nothing I regret too much only that I wish that I developed discipline earlier on and rotting away two good years though Covid can be considered the main cause of it. It led to fucking up in highschool socially and grades wise though I’m doing much better now.

 

[Moldovancel]

Nothing I regret too much only that I wish that I developed discipline earlier on and rotting away two good years though Covid can be considered the main cause of it. It led to fucking up in highschool socially and grades wise though I’m doing much better now.

Don’t dwell on the past. Learn from your mistakes and move on.