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I need a lefort 1/bimax, BSSO, IMDO, genioplasty, undereye fat graft, orbital rim implants, skin lightening, clavicle lengthening, rhinoplasty, tons of softmaxxing AND LL + months of PT afterwards to even look like a human. All my teens and 20s will pass in looksmaxxing and my parents think I'm a delusional autist obsessed about looks and rotting here is giving me meltdowns and preventing me from studymaxxing. If I don't start studymaxxing properly soon and keep wasting time even my future career will go down the drain and I'll get into a sub-par University instead of a top one.
Now I'm wondering if from all this I will I age poorly after 50 with no feeling in my jaw/face after getting so much shit done? Why do I have to be so subhuman and have the inability to socialize and live like an NT human? Why am I so pathetic while people uglier than me aren't obsessed and can multi task so fucking well and aren't consumed by a singar thing? I can't get anything fucking done.
Now I'm wondering if from all this I will I age poorly after 50 with no feeling in my jaw/face after getting so much shit done? Why do I have to be so subhuman and have the inability to socialize and live like an NT human? Why am I so pathetic while people uglier than me aren't obsessed and can multi task so fucking well and aren't consumed by a singar thing? I can't get anything fucking done.
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