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As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

You begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees
 
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I’ll never have a gf so it doesn’t matter if I make anything of myself
 
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True life is also long tho and people don’t realize that,

Many young people get trapped in a tunnel where they feel wasted time not focusing on their future and retirement is going to end up catching up to them when in reality you have a long time to pursue different things

Lots of people wake up at 50 and realize they have just followed the script and could have totally done whatever they wanted but we’re too high inhib and settled into a routine for 30 years

Life should allways be changing from the time you are young life changes you should allways pursue change even if it might technically be “worse”
 
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True life is also long tho and people don’t realize that,

Many young people get trapped in a tunnel where they feel wasted time not focusing on their future and retirement is going to end up catching up to them when in reality you have a long time to pursue different things

Lots of people wake up at 50 and realize they have just followed the script and could have totally done whatever they wanted but we’re too high inhib and settled into a routine for 30 years

Life should allways be changing from the time you are young life changes you should allways pursue change even if it might technically be “worse”
Yeah I have no doubt if I didn't rot in my room for the last 15 years I would have been just fine. We are already halfway through 2025. I legit cannot think of any one thing worth remembering. This entire year will just be forgotten.
 
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True life is also long tho and people don’t realize that,

Many young people get trapped in a tunnel where they feel wasted time not focusing on their future and retirement is going to end up catching up to them when in reality you have a long time to pursue different things

Lots of people wake up at 50 and realize they have just followed the script and could have totally done whatever they wanted but we’re too high inhib and settled into a routine for 30 years

Life should allways be changing from the time you are young life changes you should allways pursue change even if it might technically be “worse”
I need a cute foid who'll whisper "you can just do things" in my ear at least once an hour tbh. I'll have multiple days go by before I remember that I have agency and each time I remember its always fleeting and transient
 
True life is also long tho and people don’t realize that,

Many young people get trapped in a tunnel where they feel wasted time not focusing on their future and retirement is going to end up catching up to them when in reality you have a long time to pursue different things

Lots of people wake up at 50 and realize they have just followed the script and could have totally done whatever they wanted but we’re too high inhib and settled into a routine for 30 years

Life should allways be changing from the time you are young life changes you should allways pursue change even if it might technically be “worse”

As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

Y begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees

As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

You begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees
I have been rotting for 8 years+. Constant starving for 4-5 years, studying, nobody picked me for sports as I was a technically nerd, thin fragile body worse than an average female, no respect. At near 19 years I feel the same.(ND)

When I was 10-12 years old i thought why time is so slow. Now it feels it's going faster than a hyper train and I can't catch it. It feels worthless to live with no friends.
And if I try to make friends now it will be pure transactional not like friends for life.
Gues that's the price i must pay for my own stupidites (while everyone is enjoying their life).

Also being forced to studymaxx for 4 years and wageslave while my development is crooked. Have to be lonely for life as betabuxing is too brutal to live with and if not nobody is there to care for me in old age.
It's so over.
 
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True life is also long tho and people don’t realize that,

Many young people get trapped in a tunnel where they feel wasted time not focusing on their future and retirement is going to end up catching up to them when in reality you have a long time to pursue different things

Lots of people wake up at 50 and realize they have just followed the script and could have totally done whatever they wanted but we’re too high inhib and settled into a routine for 30 years

Life should allways be changing from the time you are young life changes you should allways pursue change even if it might technically be “worse”

As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

Y begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees

As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

You begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees
U know what's worse seeing others enjoying their life while have to studymaxx and then wageslave and hearing your parents why don't u study as u have to take care of yourself and build a home and take care of others(wives children ) while woman can marry and don't have to worry about that.
Where's my happiness???? Everybody is there to take your advantage ( take care of her as she is like your sister told by relatives) .
This world is too cruel to live.
I don't know how u managed to survive till this day
 
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Now the years are rolling by me
The are rocking easily
I am older than I once was
And younger than I’ll be
But that’s not unusual
No, it isn’t strange
After changes upon changes
We are more or less the same
After changes we are
More or less the same
 
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I am a permanent child tbh
I am constantly filled with dread and panicking over the way things are
I can’t accept anything and live in a constant state of delusion
 
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I have been rotting for 8 years+. Constant starving for 4-5 years, studying, nobody picked me for sports as I was a technically nerd, thin fragile body worse than an average female, no respect. At near 19 years I feel the same.(ND)

When I was 10-12 years old i thought why time is so slow. Now it feels it's going faster than a hyper train and I can't catch it. It feels worthless to live with no friends.
And if I try to make friends now it will be pure transactional not like friends for life.
Gues that's the price i must pay for my own stupidites (while everyone is enjoying their life).

Also being forced to studymaxx for 4 years and wageslave while my development is crooked. Have to be lonely for life as betabuxing is too brutal to live with and if not nobody is there to care for me in old age.
It's so over.
I'm surprised you feel exactly this way at 19. For me it was precisely at this age that things sped up. I was actually NT and had up to about 18-19. It's during these ages where you make critical decisions that will impact the rest of your life.

So really you need to strap in and get ready. Time - it's only going to get faster
 
I’ll never have a gf so it doesn’t matter if I make anything of myself
Atleast study or earn for the sake of survival. U can't rot for life.Who will help when u r old and not able to take care of yourself. Go to mosque atleast u will feel the warmth of community.
 
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As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

You begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees
I don't know about all that. Accepting things the way they are and whatnot. But time definitely goes by faster.

I've seen people on here saying things like "I miss those days back in 2021. Things were so much better back then.", lol. It still feels like we're in the same era to me. 2016 seems like yesterday.
 
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I'm surprised you feel exactly this way at 19. For me it was precisely at this age that things sped up. I was actually NT and had up to about 18-19. It's during these ages where you make critical decisions that will impact the rest of your life.

So really you need to strap in and get ready. Time - it's only going to get faster
I'm surprised you feel exactly this way at 19. For me it was precisely at this age that things sped up. I was actually NT and had up to about 18-19. It's during these ages where you make critical decisions that will impact the rest of your life.

So really you need to strap in and get ready. Time - it's only going to get faster
Brutal. Nt pill. Now I don't have e anything anyone to talk. Parents tell me to study and wagiecell. They want me to become teacher and leave near them indirectly so that they can influence and monitor over me. ( I am not getting respect in my area anywhere) I am trying to wagie cel and study 4 years to start a new life in a new city. But But I regret I have to waste my time ( I can't cry properly bro i am getting too much devoid of emotion.

I don't know what to do like 4 years wagiecel and start a new life while wasting 4 years of my prime young time to explore. I will be old after 25 I can't digest it.
 
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I'm surprised you feel exactly this way at 19. For me it was precisely at this age that things sped up. I was actually NT and had up to about 18-19. It's during these ages where you make critical decisions that will impact the rest of your life.

So really you need to strap in and get ready. Time - it's only going to get faster
Get ready?? Bro I don't know what to do . I am thinking for cs can start new life but 4 years will get wasted and good woman getting married. After 25 good r finished. They wil have to settle. I don't want much sex I just want to be loved feel the warmth of a woman(mtb) wife. I don't Care of slaying(mtn).
 
Brutal. Nt pill. Now I don't have e anything anyone to talk. Parents tell me to study and wagiecell. They want me to become teacher and leave near them indirectly so that they can influence and monitor over me. ( I am not getting respect in my area anywhere) I am trying to wagie cel and study 4 years to start a new life in a new city. But But I regret I have to waste my time ( I can't cry properly bro i am getting too much devoid of emotion.

I don't know what to do like 4 years wagiecel and start a new life while wasting 4 years of my prime young time to explore. I will be old after 25 I can't digest it.
Get ready?? Bro I don't know what to do . I am thinking for cs can start new life but 4 years will get wasted and good woman getting married. After 25 good r finished. They wil have to settle. I don't want much sex I just want to be loved feel the warmth of a woman(mtb) wife. I don't Care of slaying(mtn).
I made the same mistake of studycelling. My parents ingrained into me that the purpose of education was PURELY studying. You forget everything else. You're just there to study not actually enjoy or build a foundation for your personal life. This goes completely against how normies actually treat University.

If you are doing CS. Definitely you will go down that path as well.
 
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I made the same mistake of studycelling. My parents ingrained into me that the purpose of education was PURELY studying. You forget everything else. You're just there to study not actually enjoy or build a foundation for your personal life. This goes completely against how normies actually treat University.

If you are doing CS. Definitely you will go down that path as well.
Retarded parents ruined my life, setting me up for complete failure in every possible way
 
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Retarded parents ruined my life, setting me up for complete failure in every possible way
My life has been destroyed. No friends studying for years and later got nothing. Nobody invited me to play in my teens. I did everything they said but I got not much respect from others. Basically my life is over. I can count only myself for survival
 
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I made the same mistake of studycelling. My parents ingrained into me that the purpose of education was PURELY studying. You forget everything else. You're just there to study not actually enjoy or build a foundation for your personal life. This goes completely against how normies actually treat University.

If you are doing CS. Definitely you will go down that path as well.
Doesn't stem like CS require only to focus on it ?do u know How normies actually treat any university.

If I do cs how will I go that path .
 
Also here I don't think I will get friends as majority hates my people also ethnic
 
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Yeah I have no doubt if I didn't rot in my room for the last 15 years I would have been just fine. We are already halfway through 2025. I legit cannot think of any one thing worth remembering. This entire year will just be forgotten.
Same shit every year, birthday just reminds me how nothing changed, main reason I hate it tbh

Ironically my only constant is looksmaxing, i look better but still feel the same
 
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As you grow older, you find yourself accepting things the way they are. A whole year passes like it's nothing. You realise time is ticking and become very conscious of it. When you was younger, as a child, a year felt so long. Because it was such a large part of your life. An 8-year-old who has just experienced one year of life, makes up for 1/8 of his life. Maybe even 1/4 of the life he actually remembers experientially. As time goes on, time feels like it's quicker because it makes up such a small part of your life.

Life humble you with age.

You begin to realize how much time you’ve spent on things that never really mattered. All those stupid thoughts and mindless things you've wasted an eternity on become fleeting memory.

@JohnDoe @Gengar @MoggerGaston @Jason Voorhees
True shi
 
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Doesn't stem like CS require only to focus on it ?do u know How normies actually treat any university.

If I do cs how will I go that path .
CS is probably the worst course you can study to actually have a life. I don't know I never studied it. But I know people who studied it. I've seen the memes (I think theyre accurate) and it looks like you will have no life. Not to mention it's a total sausage fest.
 
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U know what's worse seeing others enjoying their life while have to studymaxx and then wageslave and hearing your parents why don't u study as u have to take care of yourself and build a home and take care of others(wives children ) while woman can marry and don't have to worry about that.
Where's my happiness???? Everybody is there to take your advantage ( take care of her as she is like your sister told by relatives) .
This world is too cruel to live.
I don't know how u managed to survive till this day
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Good thread. Only oldcels like us stop and think about this. I thought the same thing recently.
 
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I made the same mistake of studycelling. My parents ingrained into me that the purpose of education was PURELY studying. You forget everything else. You're just there to study not actually enjoy or build a foundation for your personal life. This goes completely against how normies actually treat University.

If you are doing CS. Definitely you will go down that path as well.
What's worse is your parents r ND but they managed to get married due to arrange marriage in 20s. Nowadays it's not possible.
Also nowadays they can arrange but your wife might have multiple partners. U can't judge them because u would have done that if u were degenerate and given options. If u had options u could have married earlier instead u r forced to rot. I know my parents can arrange ltb but the cost might be listening to her everyday. My mother acts and makes me act like husband so that I could marry someone in future and treat her like that.

One day I asked about marriage she said we have to do because our religion says it. Then once I asked why men have to provide.Its because of religion. I understand. But when I asked about woman's past she said it doesn't matter. If u think too much about that things u will not get married. I guess she wants me to betabux(ok if virgin) for a degenerate woman. They judge how a woman dresses only.

One day I asked about woman showing purity. I asked about some woman show off their modesty does that mean they r good ? U know what she said. She said atleast they r trying. ( She even acknowledges her own that nowadays womn r worst than man.
when there was a topic about woman controlling their husbands she said how can a son let her wife control when she fed him and give him birth.

THey want man to have family but woman can earn and can do anything. (Have option to marry)When a woman earns they say atleast she would be respected in house and won't be disrespected.

Nowadays if u ND as male good luck getting a good woman who is also ND and have no past relationships
 
CS is probably the worst course you can study to actually have a life. I don't know I never studied it. But I know people who studied it. I've seen the memes (I think theyre accurate) and it looks like you will have no life. Not to mention it's a total sausage fest.
Without cs there is no good career (especially SEA) except doctor which is too much hassle. Engineering can geo mog anywhere and as oldcels ( no disrespect) money is mostly important for survival.
 

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