spongebob
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Ascended and get decent IOIs. But I am surrounded by low quality foids. Even when they look good their personality is shit.
It's like having money but nothing to buy.
Ideally I would live in a place where girls are higher quality and I at least get triggered to approach them. That way you can level up in game and social life. But Im surrounded by autists with no real authenticity. Everyone is just trying to 'fit in'.
The only good side is that Im in a place excellent for moneymaxing and improve my career, but what's the fun if you spend your best young years just trying to endure the emotional emptyness by trying to improve careerwise. I feel like my soul is begging me to feed it, to prevent it from becoming a bitter cynical person. Yet there's not much in the vicinity, except for trying to partymaxx solo. Which is a looks- health- and moneymin.
This site keeps me company but the amount of time spent here seems to have reached the point of negative ROI. Trying to numb myself with porn is a detrament to every aspect of my life. But otherwise I tend to go crazy.
Only the gym keeps me somewhat stable.
Tldr:
Ascended but the girls suck. Other men are low T conformists so there's no challenge or novelty in meeting other people.
It's like having money but nothing to buy.
Ideally I would live in a place where girls are higher quality and I at least get triggered to approach them. That way you can level up in game and social life. But Im surrounded by autists with no real authenticity. Everyone is just trying to 'fit in'.
The only good side is that Im in a place excellent for moneymaxing and improve my career, but what's the fun if you spend your best young years just trying to endure the emotional emptyness by trying to improve careerwise. I feel like my soul is begging me to feed it, to prevent it from becoming a bitter cynical person. Yet there's not much in the vicinity, except for trying to partymaxx solo. Which is a looks- health- and moneymin.
This site keeps me company but the amount of time spent here seems to have reached the point of negative ROI. Trying to numb myself with porn is a detrament to every aspect of my life. But otherwise I tend to go crazy.
Only the gym keeps me somewhat stable.
Tldr:
Ascended but the girls suck. Other men are low T conformists so there's no challenge or novelty in meeting other people.
