At myself

[Laqi]

Imagine doing hundred of hours of research about looks while normies just get in relationship

I can't even cope with wanting to improve for myself, only thing I desire is to be loved to feel that love I've been deprived from since deep childhood
I m 20 now so I don't care about it anymore

jfl at injecting, applying and breaking your vody in gym so someone can like you

fucking over
but yeah, I must, I will keep fighting

 

[ausmax]

whatever it takes

 

[churmaxxed]

yeah time goes by norms get into relationships, while I rot its fucking over

 

[whitegoldman]

there is nothing wrong with IMPROOVING, although if you still cannot get into a relationship, i recommend you getting some escorts

 

[Laqi]

whatever it takes

Whatever it takes. Waiting on my reta and looking for Aas source

yeah time goes by norms get into relationships, while I rot its fucking over

Yeah but I just can't give up, not yet.

there is nothing wrong with IMPROOVING, although if you still cannot get into a relationship, i recommend you getting some escorts

I would rather have sex with man who wants it then escort imagine fucking some bucket of dicks whore for money while she doesn't want you I would rather stay virgin

 

[SomaliSub5]

stacy is waiting. you will have the most options when your looks are maximized

 

[Laqi]

stacy is waiting. you will have the most options when your looks are maximized

Genuinely bro, girls I loved were like high mtb at best, I don't even want some genetic outlier stacey or good looking htb.
Loyal mtb who loves me, will do.

 

[Laqi]

@atra_

 

[atra_]

Imagine doing hundred of hours of research about looks while normies just get in relationship

I can't even cope with wanting to improve for myself, only thing I desire is to be loved to feel that love I've been deprived from since deep childhood
I m 20 now so I don't care about it anymore

jfl at injecting, applying and breaking your vody in gym so someone can like you

fucking over
but yeah, I must, I will keep fighting

bro i feel the same, i gotta be honest, i don’t even care about all of this anymore. i just wanna look good and be happy with myself. i keep wondering how all these chopped niggas get a girlfriend who truly loves them. they’re chopped and happy. i’ll keep fighting and i’ll make it. i gotta say i’m a fakecel, i could look way better if i really put in the effort (i’m giving everything right now, moneymaxx, true looksmax and iqmax)

 

[EmperorVon]

Life will change when the genio and tip-plasty happens

 

[Laqi]

bro i feel the same, i gotta be honest, i don’t even care about all of this anymore. i just wanna look good and be happy with myself. i keep wondering how all these chopped niggas get a girlfriend who truly loves them. they’re chopped and happy. i’ll keep fighting and i’ll make it. i gotta say i’m a fakecel, i could look way better if i really put in the effort (i’m giving everything right now, moneymaxx, true looksmax and iqmax)

good luck friend

 

[gruzz]

Imagine doing hundred of hours of research about looks while normies just get in relationship

I can't even cope with wanting to improve for myself, only thing I desire is to be loved to feel that love I've been deprived from since deep childhood
I m 20 now so I don't care about it anymore

jfl at injecting, applying and breaking your vody in gym so someone can like you

fucking over
but yeah, I must, I will keep fighting

ur right, but noone will accept u if u are not average or good llooking, preety much over squad. if u dont want to inject its over.

 

[Laqi]

ur right, but noone will accept u if u are not average or good llooking, preety much over squad. if u dont want to inject its over.

I m already injecting

 

[TiktokUser]

bro i feel the same, i gotta be honest, i don’t even care about all of this anymore. i just wanna look good and be happy with myself. i keep wondering how all these chopped niggas get a girlfriend who truly loves them. they’re chopped and happy. i’ll keep fighting and i’ll make it. i gotta say i’m a fakecel, i could look way better if i really put in the effort (i’m giving everything right now, moneymaxx, true looksmax and iqmax)

If you don't have a social circle, and aren't perceived well by any means, then you answered your own question

 

[Laqi]

If you don't have a social circle, and aren't perceived well by any means, then you answered your own question

I do have friend circle, pretty good one, full of sportsman. I could easily meet uop with some women and have ltb gf but my standards don't allow it, I genuinely can't live women if I don't like her

 

[takethewhitepill]

Have dated girls. Am currently sort of seeing someone but going very slowly. It doesnt really matter tbh. I just want to look better honestly because it is cool. I am a vain, selfish, and narcissistic person. There are many things in life I refrain from because I know that it will quickly become something I abuse to get a fix of adoration. Improving looks is the way to earn it. I want to be someone substantive, and the modern world too easily allows me to do whatever I need to get whatever I want in a hedonistic spiral

 

[Laqi]

Have dated girls. Am currently sort of seeing someone but going very slowly. It doesnt really matter tbh. I just want to look better honestly because it is cool. I am a vain, selfish, and narcissistic person. There are many things in life I refrain from because I know that it will quickly become something I abuse to get a fix of adoration. Improving looks is the way to earn it. I want to be someone substantive, and the modern world too easily allows me to do whatever I need to get whatever I want in a hedonistic spiral

every looksmaxer ever who ascends turns into horrible narcissistic. Myself I already have some tendecies, I do not know what will happen after I ascend but yeah

 

[takethewhitepill]

every looksmaxer ever who ascends turns into horrible narcissistic. Myself I already have some tendecies, I do not know what will happen after I ascend but yeah

Ive always been sort of like this. Im talking about proper npd btw. I do believe it would have started when I learned about and started to dwell on the idea of everything as a marketplace and all relationships as transactional. I dont see a problem with them being transactional tbh but my view of people as value engines is a strong characteristic of narcissism.

I also dont feel empathy toward those employing positive liberties. I do care when I see someone made a way by the world, so I care about animals being abused, people becoming incels because of external factors they didnt choose leading to relentless bullying, abortion, a few other things. But largely I feel no compassion since almost everything that happens to someone is the result of their choices. Homeless people have ended up there for a reason, even if everything went wrong in my life I have made choices that leave me certain I could stay with people if I needed to. A woman going out drinking wearing almost nothing gets taken advantage of? I condemn it and would say its a bad thing and it shouldnt have happened, but she should take some responsibility for her choices. We want to let a ton of 3rd worlders into our neighbourhood and we get stabbed? Dont say I didnt warn you. I could keep going. In the vast majority of cases, making a single good decision would have saved the result, yet they chose to make hundreds of bad ones without stopping to consider. This is a trait in narcissists.

I definitely do believe myself far better than most. Am I the epitome of all? I dont think so as much these days. But are most people worthless scum? Maybe, I cant say for sure tbh. Most people cant commit themselves to anything. Some people who want to tell me how great I am will say I am so talented or whatever. I am not going to act like I worked hard for lots of skill. But im not talented, most people are just so lazy that they cant put in any effort. Not as much right now because of the flow of my life, but when I am trying to aquire lots of proficiency I have a lot of free time still. Most people waste their lives. Also, most people think they are such individuals and all get their own opinions. On here I might be someone to take on debates I am less experienced with to feel it out, and many others here have actually tried to construct a worldview. But in real life I hold only some things very strongly, which I am able to argue very well. People will pick a fight (I dont even bring it up 90% of the time) on something like abortion, and I dont care if they disagree. But most people start fights without fleshing out a position and just believe you should accept their opinion. I can argue devils advocate on anything I believe, and they cant muster a single argumentto support themselves. So, I do think that most people are extraordinarily retarded and that would place me well above them.

I can keep going, but I seem to just love my own musings. Those are the main 3 points of grandiose narcissism, I do believe I am better than most people and that it is my right therefore to use them for my gain if I am convincing enough. You might be just like me, I do hope so. Please do tell me your experiences and how you look at the people around you, it is good to have a place where you arent crazy for being pragmatic. I think that as men we are naturally like this and should embrace it.

 

[Laqi]

Ive always been sort of like this. Im talking about proper npd btw. I do believe it would have started when I learned about and started to dwell on the idea of everything as a marketplace and all relationships as transactional. I dont see a problem with them being transactional tbh but my view of people as value engines is a strong characteristic of narcissism.

I also dont feel empathy toward those employing positive liberties. I do care when I see someone made a way by the world, so I care about animals being abused, people becoming incels because of external factors they didnt choose leading to relentless bullying, abortion, a few other things. But largely I feel no compassion since almost everything that happens to someone is the result of their choices. Homeless people have ended up there for a reason, even if everything went wrong in my life I have made choices that leave me certain I could stay with people if I needed to. A woman going out drinking wearing almost nothing gets taken advantage of? I condemn it and would say its a bad thing and it shouldnt have happened, but she should take some responsibility for her choices. We want to let a ton of 3rd worlders into our neighbourhood and we get stabbed? Dont say I didnt warn you. I could keep going. In the vast majority of cases, making a single good decision would have saved the result, yet they chose to make hundreds of bad ones without stopping to consider. This is a trait in narcissists.

I definitely do believe myself far better than most. Am I the epitome of all? I dont think so as much these days. But are most people worthless scum? Maybe, I cant say for sure tbh. Most people cant commit themselves to anything. Some people who want to tell me how great I am will say I am so talented or whatever. I am not going to act like I worked hard for lots of skill. But im not talented, most people are just so lazy that they cant put in any effort. Not as much right now because of the flow of my life, but when I am trying to aquire lots of proficiency I have a lot of free time still. Most people waste their lives. Also, most people think they are such individuals and all get their own opinions. On here I might be someone to take on debates I am less experienced with to feel it out, and many others here have actually tried to construct a worldview. But in real life I hold only some things very strongly, which I am able to argue very well. People will pick a fight (I dont even bring it up 90% of the time) on something like abortion, and I dont care if they disagree. But most people start fights without fleshing out a position and just believe you should accept their opinion. I can argue devils advocate on anything I believe, and they cant muster a single argumentto support themselves. So, I do think that most people are extraordinarily retarded and that would place me well above them.

I can keep going, but I seem to just love my own musings. Those are the main 3 points of grandiose narcissism, I do believe I am better than most people and that it is my right therefore to use them for my gain if I am convincing enough. You might be just like me, I do hope so. Please do tell me your experiences and how you look at the people around you, it is good to have a place where you arent crazy for being pragmatic. I think that as men we are naturally like this and should embrace it.

I m not keen on showing my real self. I would rather wear a mask to appeal to these filths they call themselves human. Haha do not get me wrong, these are animals, just walking on two limbs. I would rather die then associate myself with them, but I do not show this to them. I would not be able to be friends or have any companionship towards them.

Even towards my family and friends, I do not know what I feel, I feel sad, happy and would kill for them, but I can not feel deep connection others are talking about. I tend to manipulate and get my way with them, through lies, I m so pathological liar that even myself I believe my own lies.


Only reason I do not appear narcissistic to normies is because I m hiding it, in my mind I was born superior. My superiority comes from my ideology. I was bullied as kid, for being manlet subhuman, now I m 6'1 and I know how it feels to be on edge of both side. I do not consider them human, they are animal, thinking with emotions, filthy. No logic or sense in their actions.

Somewhat I have sadistic tendecies, to hurt someone, but it is never weaker being. I would never hurt those beneath me, whom I consider no threath. I m very calm person, to anger me is very hard, you can even insult me and I will not care, as words hold no value to me, but if your actions angers me, you will have to bear fruit of it.

I've never felt inferioir in my life, even if they look better, richer, smarter, I simply do not care, I do not let it affect me. Such a man I have to yet see that mogs me in every aspect IRL but I feel void, empty inside. no matter what I buy, do, achieve I seem to not be able to fill this void.

I m thinking maybe it is love that I m lacking, so I will have to see if that is truly that, but I think it is more about where I m at life now.
I like to dominate, lead and do not give shit, so when I have manager, CEO, people tell me to do shit, I do not want to it makes me annyoed, it turns into anger.

I do not view most people as humans, but simple animals, they are self centered, attention seeking whores. I do not need attention from such whores. I like living in solitude, I do not require anyone to live, i m not emotionally dependant. Honestly once I ascend, I love myself so much I might jerk off to my reflection in mirror I do not think I can love someone as much as I love myself.

Just like you said: Choices lead to consequences. I would rather learn from others mistakes then my own.

 

[takethewhitepill]

I m not keen on showing my real self. I would rather wear a mask to appeal to these filths they call themselves human. Haha do not get me wrong, these are animals, just walking on two limbs. I would rather die then associate myself with them, but I do not show this to them. I would not be able to be friends or have any companionship towards them.

I do understand you here. But I dont know that I am the same. Obviously in terms of being somewhat honest about who I am with people, but I do certainly play a bit different. Just never trying to be normal and pass myself off. Most of them are like cattle, but I would rather have a flock. I appeal to a good amount of people acting as I am just without explaining why I think anything I do. When people get to know me more closely, they either feel the disdain or they don't. I think our main difference is in keeping people around, I certainly have some favourite people who are my flock of sheep. But I am more of a herding dog, not a good shephard. I dont lead them and I will even choose to be intentionally distant in groups, but very good with each individual to the same effect.

Even towards my family and friends, I do not know what I feel, I feel sad, happy and would kill for them, but I can not feel deep connection others are talking about. I tend to manipulate and get my way with them, through lies, I m so pathological liar that even myself I believe my own lies.

In my opinion that deep connection is a group lie. People like us feel the strongest toward something like killing for them as you said, but for many normies they would never really do anything they say. They are the real pathological liars, people like you or I lie for gain or for fun while they never stop lying about every last thought they have and thing they feel. I try not to lie, my main plan was to take anything I would have wanted to lie about and do it for real. This is how I realised that normies who have hobbies actually dont have hobbies at all and just show up so they can say there were there. The difference is that they don't care about being the best.

Only reason I do not appear narcissistic to normies is because I m hiding it, in my mind I was born superior. My superiority comes from my ideology. I was bullied as kid, for being manlet subhuman, now I m 6'1 and I know how it feels to be on edge of both side. I do not consider them human, they are animal, thinking with emotions, filthy. No logic or sense in their actions.

Even though I was a small skinny kid I was never bullied, I was sharp and witty enough to be well liked and as a kid its hard to be polarising. But I do agree that good ideology is what makes someone become elevated, if an algorithm is better at what it does then logically it is just a better algorithm. The same applies to getting what you want and predicting behaviour.

Somewhat I have sadistic tendecies, to hurt someone, but it is never weaker being. I would never hurt those beneath me, whom I consider no threath. I m very calm person, to anger me is very hard, you can even insult me and I will not care, as words hold no value to me, but if your actions angers me, you will have to bear fruit of it.

Im not very sadistic. If I dont benefit from it I dont see the point, even when I hope for someones downfall I know it is inevitable for them based on their choices. But I agree, words are cheap and empty but I fully subscribe to the idea of omerta in my life, someone who truly wrongs me should expect not to take responsibility and not appeal to the same ideal they have violated.

I've never felt inferioir in my life, even if they look better, richer, smarter, I simply do not care, I do not let it affect me. Such a man I have to yet see that mogs me in every aspect IRL but I feel void, empty inside. no matter what I buy, do, achieve I seem to not be able to fill this void.

Same. I have seen people do better, but then I know I am still better than them and just need to figure out their trick and copy it. It has worked well for me.

I m thinking maybe it is love that I m lacking, so I will have to see if that is truly that, but I think it is more about where I m at life now.
I like to dominate, lead and do not give shit, so when I have manager, CEO, people tell me to do shit, I do not want to it makes me annyoed, it turns into anger.

I dont intend to preach to you right now, but I find myself convinced of the evidence that Jesus Christ was God. I think its very congruent with my view of everything and that He is a bit like us, except He shephards his flock whereas we might be herding dogs. I do believe He can offer you the love and fulfilment you are missing. He might tell you what to do but its not like a manager, honestly the rules are pretty relaxed and He encourages you to lead and dominate as long as you honour Him by leading people towards what is good.

I do not view most people as humans, but simple animals, they are self centered, attention seeking whores. I do not need attention from such whores. I like living in solitude, I do not require anyone to live, i m not emotionally dependant. Honestly once I ascend, I love myself so much I might jerk off to my reflection in mirror I do not think I can love someone as much as I love myself.

Yeah, I dont think the attention is something I actually need but its very addictive. By now in my life it would be more than a hundred girls easily who ive gotten to test my skills against, and won with them adoring me and degrading their bodies for me. Its more about proving to myself that I can do it if I want to.

Just like you said: Choices lead to consequences. I would rather learn from others mistakes then my own.

Exactly right. People who live their lives with trial and error get there in the end but are extremely retarded, better to look to patterns and do what works

 

[atra_]

If you don't have a social circle, and aren't perceived well by any means, then you answered your own question

that’s not the problem, i have lots of acquaintances, there are barely any people who don’t like me and the girls are also pretty nice to me, the problem is that i can’t find love and i can’t love myself

 

[Laqi]

I do understand you here. But I dont know that I am the same. Obviously in terms of being somewhat honest about who I am with people, but I do certainly play a bit different. Just never trying to be normal and pass myself off. Most of them are like cattle, but I would rather have a flock. I appeal to a good amount of people acting as I am just without explaining why I think anything I do. When people get to know me more closely, they either feel the disdain or they don't. I think our main difference is in keeping people around, I certainly have some favourite people who are my flock of sheep. But I am more of a herding dog, not a good shephard. I dont lead them and I will even choose to be intentionally distant in groups, but very good with each individual to the same effect.

I do not feel need to lead people, I do not feel need to be superior to them, it is just how nature wished for me to be superior.

In my opinion that deep connection is a group lie. People like us feel the strongest toward something like killing for them as you said, but for many normies they would never really do anything they say. They are the real pathological liars, people like you or I lie for gain or for fun while they never stop lying about every last thought they have and thing they feel. I try not to lie, my main plan was to take anything I would have wanted to lie about and do it for real. This is how I realised that normies who have hobbies actually dont have hobbies at all and just show up so they can say there were there. The difference is that they don't care about being the best.

I agree, most of them say one thing, do second and think third.

Even though I was a small skinny kid I was never bullied, I was sharp and witty enough to be well liked and as a kid its hard to be polarising. But I do agree that good ideology is what makes someone become elevated, if an algorithm is better at what it does then logically it is just a better algorithm. The same applies to getting what you want and predicting behaviour.

I was fat fuck so I was easy target. I see people condratict themselves, I just can not take them serious.

Im not very sadistic. If I dont benefit from it I dont see the point, even when I hope for someones downfall I know it is inevitable for them based on their choices. But I agree, words are cheap and empty but I fully subscribe to the idea of omerta in my life, someone who truly wrongs me should expect not to take responsibility and not appeal to the same ideal they have violated.

IT is good if you are not, it is not funny when you smoke weed for first time and get calls to stab person near you. Though I have self control and I did not, I m not smoking that shit again, as I trascend the mind I had on it.

Same. I have seen people do better, but then I know I am still better than them and just need to figure out their trick and copy it. It has worked well for me.

I dont intend to preach to you right now, but I find myself convinced of the evidence that Jesus Christ was God. I think its very congruent with my view of everything and that He is a bit like us, except He shephards his flock whereas we might be herding dogs. I do believe He can offer you the love and fulfilment you are missing. He might tell you what to do but its not like a manager, honestly the rules are pretty relaxed and He encourages you to lead and dominate as long as you honour Him by leading people towards what is good.

I m an atheist, I was Georgian orthodox but as black pilled person you can not be christian or believe in sadistic god that put you on here to suffer.

Yeah, I dont think the attention is something I actually need but its very addictive. By now in my life it would be more than a hundred girls easily who ive gotten to test my skills against, and won with them adoring me and degrading their bodies for me. Its more about proving to myself that I can do it if I want to.

Exactly right. People who live their lives with trial and error get there in the end but are extremely retarded, better to look to patterns and do what works

Unfortunately I get no girls as I m still ascending, but once I deem myself ready, I will try out my genetics.