at no point in my life did i feel good about myself

[vermillioncorefan]

i always considered myself a very below average person, even when i was in preschool i had a basic understanding:

I'm not like everybody else, I'm not as strong as them mentally or physically

I'm a bitch, and i really don't care about the people that i hurt and that i will continue to hurt, because I never had the right to care about anything in the first place