Based on my fake scenarios what do I crave

[poreskin]

Getting a hot girlfriend in specific scenarios where’s people from my school who assume Im weird or nd or just low social status or placement or js not expected to pull watch me pull her and hold hands

Not really act jealous, just surprised. Fantasizing about that

Not the act of getting the girlfriend, I NEVER fantasized having a girlfriend or kissing a girl alone, but the act of people WATCHING it happen so I prove them wrong

——

Another scenario is following someone from my school on ig, but my instagram has a lot of followers and super nt pics where I look good and have an insane outfit and presence. And really tuff posts

And like fantasizing their reaction and them telling their friends

———

Another scenario is walking around with a hot girl but I run into my friends unexpectedly and they see me and they shocked

Or girks see me with good looking friends
——-

I actually sorta did something similar to the scenario irl it didn’t go how I like .


I don’t think this is craving validation specifically, I fantasize the reaction not their opinion of me after if that makes sense

 

[5"10neet]

you crave not being a loser i believe

 

[poreskin]

you crave not being a loser i believe

No, because then I would fantasize doing it alone right

 

[poreskin]

you crave not being a loser i believe

Other people not seeing me as a loser or being shocked that Im not w loser

But not a loser? Just not one of the weird kids
Just like “ i didnt know you were chill like that and get girks” reaction

Someone help me put a word to it

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

Getting a hot girlfriend in specific scenarios where’s people from my school who assume Im weird or nd or just low social status or placement or js not expected to pull watch me pull her and hold hands

Not really act jealous, just surprised. Fantasizing about that

Not the act of getting the girlfriend, I NEVER fantasized having a girlfriend or kissing a girl alone, but the act of people WATCHING it happen so I prove them wrong

——

Another scenario is following someone from my school on ig, but my instagram has a lot of followers and super nt pics where I look good and have an insane outfit and presence. And really tuff posts

And like fantasizing their reaction and them telling their friends

———

Another scenario is walking around with a hot girl but I run into my friends unexpectedly and they see me and they shocked

——-

I actually sorta did something similar to the scenario irl it didn’t go how I like .


I don’t think this is craving validation specifically, I fantasize the reaction not their opinion of me after if that makes sense

You probably were bullied a lot as a child for being weaker compared to others and you wish for revenge on those people by having a companion which they never believed you could get

 

[poreskin]

You probably were bullied a lot as a child for being weaker compared to others and you wish for revenge on those people by having a companion which they never believed you could get

Not revenge, but “ I told you so” idk

 

[poreskin]

You probably were bullied a lot as a child for being weaker compared to others and you wish for revenge on those people by having a companion which they never believed you could get

Someone dabbed me up saying “ wait I didn’t know you had friends “

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

Not revenge, but “ I told you so” idk

So I was probably correct but you wanted to prove them wrong

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

Someone dabbed me up saying “ wait I didn’t know you had friends “

Probably you who was someone who was really small and fragile as a child but now since you’ve grown up you want to showcase it off without forcing it

 

[poreskin]

So I was probably correct but you wanted to prove them wrong

Another scenario is that my friends are good looking so I fantasize bumping into the girks in my school in public and then realizing im higher up then they realized

 

[poreskin]

Probably you who was someone who was really small and fragile as a child but now since you’ve grown up you want to showcase it off without forcing it

This actually happened tho

 

[poreskin]

Getting a hot girlfriend in specific scenarios where’s people from my school who assume Im weird or nd or just low social status or placement or js not expected to pull watch me pull her and hold hands

Not really act jealous, just surprised. Fantasizing about that

Not the act of getting the girlfriend, I NEVER fantasized having a girlfriend or kissing a girl alone, but the act of people WATCHING it happen so I prove them wrong

——

Another scenario is following someone from my school on ig, but my instagram has a lot of followers and super nt pics where I look good and have an insane outfit and presence. And really tuff posts

And like fantasizing their reaction and them telling their friends

———

Another scenario is walking around with a hot girl but I run into my friends unexpectedly and they see me and they shocked

Or girks see me with good looking friends
——-

I actually sorta did something similar to the scenario irl it didn’t go how I like .


I don’t think this is craving validation specifically, I fantasize the reaction not their opinion of me after if that makes sense

What do I crave

 

[poreskin]

Probably you who was someone who was really small and fragile as a child but now since you’ve grown up you want to showcase it off without forcing it

I’ve been doing it since middle school

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

This actually happened tho

So you got what you wanted, nice; I’ve wanted to do that too for a bit since I’ve gotten a decent amount better looking

 

[poreskin]

Probably you who was someone who was really small and fragile as a child but now since you’ve grown up you want to showcase it off without forcing it

I’ve been doing it since middle schoo

Probably you who was someone who was really small and fragile as a child but now since you’ve grown up you want to showcase it off without forcing it

you think it’s something to chase?

 

[poreskin]

So you got what you wanted, nice; I’ve wanted to do that too for a bit since I’ve gotten a decent amount better looking

Not people who meet me for the first time but people who have always known me

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

I’ve been doing it since middle schoo

you think it’s something to chase?

Shouldn’t chase attention, it’ll just lead you to embarrassing spirals, if you have to chase and force it, it won’t end well

 

[poreskin]

Shouldn’t chase attention, it’ll just lead you to embarrassing spirals, if you have to chase and force it, it won’t end well

you crave not being a loser i believe

Idk if this is unhealthy or immature

I really wanna make the first goal real

1: get a good looking girlfriend

2: have her meet me at my school

3: wait for the train at the places the girls or boys get on

4: sit down and make sure they see me with the girl and intimate

5: repeat multiple times until everyone I wanted sees kt

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

Idk if this is unhealthy or immature

I really wanna make the first goal real

1: get a good looking girlfriend

2: have her meet me at my school

3: wait for the train at the places the girls or boys get on

4: sit down and make sure they see me with the girl and intimate

5: repeat multiple times until everyone I wanted sees kt

You mean kissing right when you mean intimate?

 

[poreskin]

You mean kissing right when you mean intimate?

Yeah. I fantasize specific seats to make sure it’s real

 

[poreskin]

You mean kissing right when you mean intimate?

Should I send my face? Can u tell me if I got it

The problem is besides the other buildings theres no where where I can meet girks ig does work but it’s rare

 

[juggingforever]

Getting a hot girlfriend in specific scenarios where’s people from my school who assume Im weird or nd or just low social status or placement or js not expected to pull watch me pull her and hold hands

Not really act jealous, just surprised. Fantasizing about that

Not the act of getting the girlfriend, I NEVER fantasized having a girlfriend or kissing a girl alone, but the act of people WATCHING it happen so I prove them wrong

——

Another scenario is following someone from my school on ig, but my instagram has a lot of followers and super nt pics where I look good and have an insane outfit and presence. And really tuff posts

And like fantasizing their reaction and them telling their friends

———

Another scenario is walking around with a hot girl but I run into my friends unexpectedly and they see me and they shocked

Or girks see me with good looking friends
——-

I actually sorta did something similar to the scenario irl it didn’t go how I like .


I don’t think this is craving validation specifically, I fantasize the reaction not their opinion of me after if that makes sense

you crave being blacked

 

[poreskin]

you crave being blacked

I guess u can say I crave being seen as nt