Becoming 17 has made my depression miles worse

[Wicket]

Just makes me feel like im inching closer and closer to a life full of numbness, loneliness, sadness and longing for success and something better. I dont know how people make it past 17. I know for sure I wont. I hate everything about my life I just want it to end sooner rather than later.

@RichCoopersRoomate

 

[DrRodger]

Just 50 more years to go bro

 

[Underwear Remover]

I'd take a look at @Gargantuan 's most recent thread about people measuring time with years/months etc. I wouldn't worry too much about that stuff right now. Especially at 17

 

[Wicket]

Just 50 more years to go bro

Full of wageslaving of loneliness I cant wait man

 

[RichCoopersRoomate]

Just makes me feel like im inching closer and closer to a life full of numbness, loneliness, sadness and longing for success and something better. I dont know how people make it past 17. I know for sure I wont. I hate everything about my life I just want it to end sooner rather than later.

I enjoy my life tbh

y do u feel this way

 

[Wicket]

I'd take a look at @Gargantuan 's most recent thread about people measuring time with years/months etc. I wouldn't worry too much about that stuff right now. Especially at 17

Ill have a look thanks man

 

[crypsis]

I'd take a look at @Gargantuan 's most recent thread about people measuring time with years/months etc. I wouldn't worry too much about that stuff right now. Especially at 17

Jason Voorhees said:
Life keeps moving, and you will keep waiting, watching opportunities slip by from the sidelines while polishing an imaginary version of yourself that would supposedly be worthy one day.

 

[Underwear Remover]

Jason Voorhees said:
Life keeps moving, and you will keep waiting, watching opportunities slip by from the sidelines while polishing an imaginary version of yourself that would supposedly be worthy one day.

mostly a reminder to myself tbh

 

[Wicket]

I enjoy my life tbh

y do u feel this way

Everyone hates me
Im an awful friend to the one singular one I actually do have
My parents dont love me
I cant go out in public because of my looks
I have awful anxiety and depression
Im hated by basically everyone for God knows what reason
Pretty much everything in my life

 

[Wicket]

Jason Voorhees said:
Life keeps moving, and you will keep waiting, watching opportunities slip by from the sidelines while polishing an imaginary version of yourself that would supposedly be worthy one day.

Not if I kill myself

 

[crypsis]

Not if I kill myself

nah too many copes to rope tbh

you're a year younger than me I got more female interaction from 17-->18 than I got in my whole life so relax a lil bit

 

[IronMike]

Just makes me feel like im inching closer and closer to a life full of numbness, loneliness, sadness and longing for success and something better. I dont know how people make it past 17. I know for sure I wont. I hate everything about my life I just want it to end sooner rather than later.

@RichCoopersRoomate

You know what you need to do, have courage for once in your fucking life and do what you need to do

 

[RichCoopersRoomate]

Everyone hates me
Im an awful friend to the one singular one I actually do have
My parents dont love me
I cant go out in public because of my looks
I have awful anxiety and depression
Im hated by basically everyone for God knows what reason
Pretty much everything in my life

this is pretty much my life accept my parents love me very much, and the one friend I do have we are very good to each other

 

[Wicket]

You know what you need to do, have courage for once in your fucking life and do what you need to do

Everytime you post on one of my threads like these it gives me reinforcement I can get further in life btw

 

[Wicket]

nah too many copes to rope tbh

you're a year younger than me I got more female interaction from 17-->18 than I got in my whole life so relax a lil bit

Lmao i will never get female interaction
They all hate me because of the way I look

 

[Wicket]

this is pretty much my life accept my parents love me very much, and the one friend I do have we are very good to each other

Nice to know man

 

[j1gga]

are you diagnosed?

 

[Wicket]

are you diagnosed?

Ive tried getting an appointment but I cant lmao
Usually I wouldnt say im depressed tho I just have depressive habits and thoughts

 

[IronMike]

Everytime you post on one of my threads like these it gives me reinforcement I can get further in life btw

how many threads do you need to make whining like a woman

 

[Ren Hoek]

Kids.org

 

[Wicket]

how many threads do you need to make whining like a woman

As many as I want if you dont like it put me on ignore lmao not hard faggot

 

[j1gga]

Ive tried getting an appointment but I cant lmao
Usually I wouldnt say im depressed tho I just have depressive habits and thoughts

id suggest getting on antidepressants as a last try
idk im thinking abt it for a long time now

 

[IronMike]

As many as I want if you dont like it put me on ignore lmao not hard faggot

Kys with quickness boy, nobody requires your services

 

[Wicket]

Kys with quickness boy, nobody requires your services

You're 5 foot 5

 

[RichCoopersRoomate]

Nice to know man

I dont see him often

I know how you feel though. I remember being quite suicidal while I was at your age. During that time I distanced myself from my only friend for some reason.

Alot of moving forward is accepting certain things and letting go of certain ideas. I will PM you about how I learned to live again soon

 

[Wicket]

id suggest getting on antidepressants as a last try
idk im thinking abt it for a long time now

I might do i dont even really want to speak to a doctor tho i hate the idea of the dehumanisation

 

[Wicket]

I dont see him often

I know how you feel though. I remember being quite suicidal while I was at your age. During that time I distanced myself from my only friend for some reason.

Alot of moving forward is accepting certain things and letting go of certain ideas. I will PM you about how I learned to live again soon

Thank you bro

 

[Acquiescence]

Don’t worry oh young one, life surely gets better as an aging wageslave!

 

[j1gga]

I might do i dont even really want to speak to a doctor tho i hate the idea of the dehumanisation

i hate the idea of going to doctor sm so i didnt yet but its getting too much for me
hope it gets better for u bhai

 

[Wicket]

Don’t worry oh young one, life surely gets better as an aging wageslave!

Gonna kms before I even get there lmao

 

[Wicket]

i hate the idea of going to doctor sm so i didnt yet but its getting too much for me
hope it gets better for u bhai

I hope so too
I hope your problems get better too

 

[IronMike]

Gonna kms before I even get there lmao

 

[Amuzant]

Find something you have a genuine passion in, it doesn't have to take mere seconds to conclude what you want to do with your life. It took me years to understand my purpose. Find your purpose- dream- goal and stick to it. if you are truly passionate about something that you can aspire to become or be you will never live a life full of regret.

 

[yushmaxx]

Full of wageslaving of loneliness I cant wait man

nigga find something you wanna do
i dont get the wageslave circlejerk on this forum
you dont have to wageslave if you choose not to

 

[Wicket]

You're still 5 foot 5 lmao

 

[Wicket]

Find something you have a genuine passion in, it doesn't have to take mere seconds to conclude what you want to do with your life. It took me years to understand my purpose. Find your purpose- dream- goal and stick to it. if you are truly passionate about something that you can aspire to become or be you will never live a life full of regret.

I have no passion lmao I hate doing anything

 

[Wicket]

nigga find something you wanna do
i dont get the wageslave circlejerk on this forum
you dont have to wageslave if you choose not to

The thing is wanna do is not wageslave lmao

 

[RichCoopersRoomate]

Gonna kms before I even get there lmao

I dont understand how normies are so okay with wage slaving for 50 years and then act like your crazy for not wanting to slave away like they do

Im doing everything I can to try to escape the wagie life, I have alot of shit planned out

fuck wagies, useless goyim who only exist to serve jews

 

[yushmaxx]

The thing is wanna do is not wageslave lmao

you can have a job that doesn’t make you have to wageslave is what i’m trying to say (as long as you live in a first world country)

 

[Brava]

Damn bro

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Just makes me feel like im inching closer and closer to a life full of numbness, loneliness, sadness and longing for success and something better. I dont know how people make it past 17. I know for sure I wont. I hate everything about my life I just want it to end sooner rather than later.

@RichCoopersRoomate

I'm 38. I had a decent time in high school but every year since has been better than the last. I did rot for a few years after which wasn't that bad because I read a shit ton of books. At 23 thought I took a big risk and changed the trajectory of my life. Bought a one way ticket to the other side of the world with only $600 left over. Ended up staying more than a decade.

 

[RichCoopersRoomate]

I have no passion lmao I hate doing anything

you have passions just not in the way society tells you that you should

People have a habit of treating originality or authenticity for foolishness.

Even worse is when we ourselves believe it. This happens when you have a fundamentally life denying spirit, as such you place the external world above youre own conscious inner life.

In my case I realized I was tricking myself into this behavior, I was subconsciously following this idea that because I failed to be a human in societies particular standard is the same as me not being human at all

that simply isnt the case, its a trap to get people to neglect their inner life in pursuit of fleeting and trivial external matters

 

[Wicket]

I'm 38. I had a decent time in high school but every year since has been better than the last. I did rot for a few years after which wasn't that bad because I read a shit ton of books. At 23 thought I took a big risk and changed the trajectory of my life. Bought a one way ticket to the other side of the world with only $600 left over. Ended up staying more than a decade.

Whats your best advice?

 

[Wicket]

you have passions just not in the way society tells you that you should

People have a habit of treating originality or authenticity for foolishness.

Even worse is when we ourselves believe it. This happens when you have a fundamentally life denying spirit, as such you place the external world above youre own conscious inner life.

In my case I realized I was tricking myself into this behavior, I was subconsciously following this idea that because I failed to be a human in societies particular standard is the same as me not being human at all

that simply isnt the case, its a trap to get people to neglect their inner life in pursuit of fleeting and trivial external matters

The only thing i have any form of interest in is history and I cant do anything with that because I dont wanna be a broke bum for the rest of my life

 

[shedontluv-U]

Each year will make you feel closer to death and shame.

 

[RichCoopersRoomate]

The only thing i have any form of interest in is history and I cant do anything with that because I dont wanna be a broke bum for the rest of my life

youre assuming a static representation of yourself, youre not who you were yesterday or the day before etc

self overcoming is the very essence of what it means to be a human. This rigid idea of what a person ought to be is exactly what causes the kind of thinking you have. Essentially it is brainwashing to get you to remain static and fundamentally subject to control.

This is what I mean when I say you need to reject alot of inherited ideas you have.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Whats your best advice?

Develop your own strategy and don't listen to friends/family. Leave the West if you're from there. Get a cheap oonline degree and teach English in Asia, South America, or Eastern Europe. When you travel or expatriate it's impossible to not make new friends. You'll meet tons of other people in the same position as you and will always have something to do. During my 10 years in China I had practically zero local friends. I was always partying with other people from all over the world. Every day it was off to the pub after work with co workers from Ireland or South Africa or wherever.

 

[Wicket]

youre assuming a static representation of yourself, youre not who you were yesterday or the day before etc

self overcoming is the very essence of what it means to be a human. This rigid idea of what a person ought to be is exactly what causes the kind of thinking you have. Essentially it is brainwashing to get you to remain static and fundamentally subject to control.

This is what I mean when I say you need to reject alot of inherited ideas you have.

How am I supposed to reject them

 

[Wicket]

Develop your own strategy and don't listen to friends/family. Leave the West if you're from there. Get a cheap oonline degree and teach English in Asia, South America, or Eastern Europe. When you travel or expatriate it's impossible to not make new friends. You'll meet tons of other people in the same position as you and will always have something to do. During my 10 years in China I had practically zero local friends. I was always partying with other people from all over the world. Every day it was off to the pub after work with co workers from Ireland or South Africa or wherever.

Thats a good idea tbh
China seems like a nice place to go
Ive always wanted to live in Russia too so I might try that

 

[ICXCLuvr]

Why what happened?