ghoulmania
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this is my first post on .org after lurking since 2023, I wanna preface this post by saying that both of my parents are 5'3 and as a dude I've been lucky to atleast not be 5'5. The issue is that I've been hardstuck 5'7.75 for what seems like 2 years (since 15) and I don't think my growth plates fused since I increased shoe size literally over Junior year finals. What I believe has prevented me from growing (which might be cope) is that I've had terrible DPDR and panic attacks throughout the past 4 years, only appearing to have turned my some hair gray around the time my panic attacks subsided slightly, I also used to have a fucked sleep schedule from my dogshit redpilled cope where I'd sleep from 12AM and wake up at 4AM to fucking grind retarded school topics that literally don't benefit me in any way. Now at 17 I suffer from some bullshit chest pain from what I assume is my anxiety issues which I believe just end up raising my cortisol and thus make my body not wanna grow, now ik that this is cope and it might actually be over for me, but the thing is that there are pretty tall men and women in my moms family, so that's probably why I ain't a super manlet.