final boss
Anti-nihilism / whitepiller
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Trust me or not idc , I never watched p""n in my life , never used drugs , never put my hands on cigarette, I never put a single step on a sin or an illegal activity in my life , it's sound cool right?....no....
when I was a kid and teen(between 8-18)Society and school or even parents always tell me if I was nice guy the life will rewards from nowhere or if u r an a$$hole and u prefer urself over people , ur ar going nowhere in life , and I believe , "just get good grades and teachers will prefer you" or " just get into hobbies and people will be interested on u " " just be funny and she will flirt with u" "relax , life is fair " or as known "aesthetics doesn't matter , just get rich and people will RESPECT you" . I used to believe on this copes, but inside I feel something wrong , then I found out why I got rejected most of time , and why my parents and teachers prefer the other kids, and why I got bullied back in the day , and why I don't have friends ....... , but at least I can see the truth , and accept what I can change and what cannot change, and mostly I don't live illusions anymore and now I'm more happy . (Sorry if u find something not clear cuz English is not my first lang
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when I was a kid and teen(between 8-18)Society and school or even parents always tell me if I was nice guy the life will rewards from nowhere or if u r an a$$hole and u prefer urself over people , ur ar going nowhere in life , and I believe , "just get good grades and teachers will prefer you" or " just get into hobbies and people will be interested on u " " just be funny and she will flirt with u" "relax , life is fair " or as known "aesthetics doesn't matter , just get rich and people will RESPECT you" . I used to believe on this copes, but inside I feel something wrong , then I found out why I got rejected most of time , and why my parents and teachers prefer the other kids, and why I got bullied back in the day , and why I don't have friends ....... , but at least I can see the truth , and accept what I can change and what cannot change, and mostly I don't live illusions anymore and now I'm more happy . (Sorry if u find something not clear cuz English is not my first lang
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