Being a sub5 for your entire life does irreversible damage on your soul

[iblamemandible7]

Ive been sub5 for my entire life and its definitely shaped my personality for the worst, I used to be outgoing as a child, which I think all children naturally are, but after being treated worse for my looks over and over again and having this reinforced throughout the years, I became much more withdrawn and pessimistic about people, I dont ask anyone for help or really care about making an effort with people, going through the motions feels so useless and futile when my face reflects the opposite of what I want to convey

You guys dont understand for how long I've been BP'ed, my first BP memory is in kindergarten or first grade, in school we had to do a project where we traced our side profile onto a black piece of paper, my "friend" pointed out that he couldnt tell the difference between my lips and my chin in the side profile, it just looked like 3 little bumps. I was already fucking recessed at 5 years old. I would also get teased for my horrible eye area as a young kid. Nothing I could do would ever make up for my hideous. My actions were meaningless because of how I looked. And everyone tried to convince me there was no problem, there was no elephant in the room. It's a hellish feeling, my life has been a big delusion. As I grew up the judgement and the hate became less obvious and more hidden, people would talk about my appearance behind my back or act passive aggressive to me, even adults, and I was so confused as to why. I didn't do anything to them. But just having to look at my face hurt them. Ive been afraid of mirrors since I was a child too. No child deserves that. Its unnatural. Nature is cruel. I definitely would not be the person I am today if I didn't get so genetically unlucky.

Does anyone else here relate?

 

[acertyxx_]

Does anyone else here relate?

unfortunately

 

[Deleted member 163375]

Ive been sub5 for my entire life and its definitely shaped my personality for the worst, I used to be outgoing as a child, which I think all children naturally are, but after being treated worse for my looks over and over again and having this reinforced throughout the years, I became much more withdrawn and pessimistic about people, I dont ask anyone for help or really care about making an effort with people, going through the motions feels so useless and futile when my face reflects the opposite of what I want to convey

Does anyone else here relate?

lorepill halo
unless if you stay ugly

 

[chadhamed]

There is no real me. Only an entity. Something illusory

 

[acertyxx_]

i looked like this 2 or so years ago

 

[SussyBakaBoi]

i looked like this 2 or so years ago


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mog me two year ago

 

[acertyxx_]

mog me two year ago

doubt. i had no bones

 

[acertyxx_]

doubt. i had no bones

still don't

 

[iblamemandible7]

lorepill halo
unless if you stay ugly

I get hopeful once in a while, I dream of risking whatever life I have now and getting so many surgeries to correct my face, I dream about what my life would be like, how they would treat me, most importantly how I could finally look in the mirror and feel anything but disgust, but then I realize a lifetime of these experiences has turned me into a complacent loser with no drive to work towards anything I want, I feel hopeless and dead and know deep down I will never take the action I need to fully live my life

 

[iblamemandible7]

unfortunately

Nigga gtfo fakecel Ive seen your side profile now

 

[acertyxx_]

Nigga gtfo fakecel Ive seen your side profile now

nigga i have recessed chin and I'm 5'4. I'm the furthest thing from a fakecel

 

[iblamemandible7]

nigga i have recessed chin and I'm 5'4. I'm the furthest thing from a fakecel

Oh shit i forgot about your height

Im so sorry bhai

 

[acertyxx_]

Oh shit i forgot about your height

Im so sorry bhai

I've long coped with it but ty

we'll get 'em after the resurrection

 

[iblamemandible7]

I've long coped with it but ty

we'll get 'em after the resurrection

Maybe in the next life WE will be psl slayers bhaijjjan

 

[acertyxx_]

Maybe in the next life WE will be psl slayers bhaijjjan

nigga im fine with being a 6'5 LTN at this point. I just want to be able to reach the cereal on top of the fridge

 

[blahblahblahblahbla]

i looked like this 2 or so years ago


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Not even remotely close to what i had to live with lol. You werent even ugly bruh

 

[acertyxx_]

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Not even remotely close to what i had to live with lol. You werent even ugly bruh

nig i was boneless and short as hell

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

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Not even remotely close to what i had to live with lol. You werent even ugly bruh

Shave the unibrow, You're making t harder on yourself for no reason

 

[blahblahblahblahbla]

I fw this thread heavy. Literally bullied throughout the middle school till start of grade 11

 

[blahblahblahblahbla]

Shave the unibrow, You're making t harder on yourself for no reason

was 2.5 years ago tbh, i was severely autistic and was convinced it wasnt manly lol. Now its much better

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

Ican relate so much, I used to love going swimming until I became fat and stopped. I even remember meeting models as akid and not taking a photo due to the inherent mog I felt in my bones. . It never began

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

was 2.5 years ago tbh, i was severely autistic and was convinced it wasnt manly lol. Now its much better

mind showing me your pic

 

[genetically fucked]

i was never bullied (even when i was objectively a sub5) but i understand how it feels even if not being bullied

 

[blahblahblahblahbla]

mind showing me your pic

Idk i should have one thread in rate me with it, you can check there. Shouldn't be hard as i have like 7 threads poster

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

always love your daily rants bhai

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

Idk i should have one thread in rate me with it, you can check there. Shouldn't be hard as i have like 7 threads poster

you actually look decent, I would say to work on neck training and get either 16 inches circumference or 1 to 1 jaw width. Whichever comes first. Check the eyelashmaxxing guide to fix uee andgoto a solon to sligthly shape eyebrows. Just a bit. Do not do it a home with a razer. Thats how you fuck up

 

[tahahd11]

Ive been sub5 for my entire life and its definitely shaped my personality for the worst, I used to be outgoing as a child, which I think all children naturally are, but after being treated worse for my looks over and over again and having this reinforced throughout the years, I became much more withdrawn and pessimistic about people, I dont ask anyone for help or really care about making an effort with people, going through the motions feels so useless and futile when my face reflects the opposite of what I want to convey

You guys dont understand for how long I've been BP'ed, my first BP memory is in kindergarten or first grade, in school we had to do a project where we traced our side profile onto a black piece of paper, my "friend" pointed out that he couldnt tell the difference between my lips and my chin in the side profile, it just looked like 3 little bumps. I was already fucking recessed at 5 years old. I would also get teased for my horrible eye area as a young kid. Nothing I could do would ever make up for my hideous. My actions were meaningless because of how I looked. And everyone tried to convince me there was no problem, there was no elephant in the room. It's a hellish feeling, my life has been a big delusion. As I grew up the judgement and the hate became less obvious and more hidden, people would talk about my appearance behind my back or act passive aggressive to me, even adults, and I was so confused as to why. I didn't do anything to them. But just having to look at my face hurt them. Ive been afraid of mirrors since I was a child too. No child deserves that. Its unnatural. Nature is cruel. I definitely would not be the person I am today if I didn't get so genetically unlucky.

Does anyone else here relate?

I was treated like shit, bullied and always called fat, i lost 30kgs, got a much leaner face, gym and roidcelled my way to mtn, took unknown Chinese chemicals and lots of gh peptides, grew a beard, and got a Hot fucking 5 foot 1 gf.

 

[blahblahblahblahbla]

you actually look decent, I would say to work on neck training and get either 16 inches circumference or 1 to 1 jaw width. Whichever comes first. Check the eyelashmaxxing guide to fix uee andgoto a solon to sligthly shape eyebrows. Just a bit. Do not do it a home with a razer. Thats how you fuck up

Thanks bhai

Currently trying castor oil, kinda see the results but eh they arent that great. Will probably get minoxidil and try it. For the eyebrows i dont really mind them much tbh, they're kinda too thick imo but whatever. Females love them for some reason.

I already bought the weights to train neck at home, will just have to wait a week or so for them to arrive

Uee is kinda unfortunate tbh, i just put all the hopes on puberty and browridge growth.

 

[garoutheincelReturn]

Ive been sub5 for my entire life and its definitely shaped my personality for the worst, I used to be outgoing as a child, which I think all children naturally are, but after being treated worse for my looks over and over again and having this reinforced throughout the years, I became much more withdrawn and pessimistic about people, I dont ask anyone for help or really care about making an effort with people, going through the motions feels so useless and futile when my face reflects the opposite of what I want to convey

You guys dont understand for how long I've been BP'ed, my first BP memory is in kindergarten or first grade, in school we had to do a project where we traced our side profile onto a black piece of paper, my "friend" pointed out that he couldnt tell the difference between my lips and my chin in the side profile, it just looked like 3 little bumps. I was already fucking recessed at 5 years old. I would also get teased for my horrible eye area as a young kid. Nothing I could do would ever make up for my hideous. My actions were meaningless because of how I looked. And everyone tried to convince me there was no problem, there was no elephant in the room. It's a hellish feeling, my life has been a big delusion. As I grew up the judgement and the hate became less obvious and more hidden, people would talk about my appearance behind my back or act passive aggressive to me, even adults, and I was so confused as to why. I didn't do anything to them. But just having to look at my face hurt them. Ive been afraid of mirrors since I was a child too. No child deserves that. Its unnatural. Nature is cruel. I definitely would not be the person I am today if I didn't get so genetically unlucky.

Does anyone else here relate?

Sorry to hear that man i hope you can figure out how to get overcome this trauma

 

[Snoofy]

how old r u now/

 

[iblamemandible7]

how old r u now/

Almost 18 brocel

 

[sussy blud]

yeah i got cooked for my looks as a kid because i looked like a faggot and sounded like one aswell. around that time i would go on omegle for fun and get constantly skipped or made fun of. now that puberty hit and i actually look kinda good, i still go on omegle for the satisfaction of girls that say im "handsome". btw i still cant talk to girls so i just skip