Being jestermaxxed takes too much effort from me

[Psychophilly]

people expect me to be always jestermaxxed. sometimes i'm just depressed af and i'm not even paying attention to surrounding. then they come asking me something, while their faces is ready to explode. they are already laughing before i speak, and that puts me in a very tough position. i have to say something funny quick.
fuck this shit, last time the girl i'm into came to me told me something and thought i'm gonna turn it into sth hilarious but i failed, she was so ready to laugh. she was holding her laugh. but i didn't say anything funny and she was disappointed.
ever since she is not paying attention to me anymore.

she was like "so u are not jestermaxxed huh"

 

[Deleted member 25743]

Same thing happened to me in middle school i jestermaxxed i said and did dumb shit and everyone laughed
I thought it would help me get girls jfl
Suddenly i stopped in late middle school and slowly they stopped talking to me

 

[Psychophilly]

Same thing happened to me in middle school i jestermaxxed i said and did dumb shit and everyone laughed
I thought it would help me get girls jfl
Suddenly i stopped in late middle school and slowly they stopped talking to me

I can be jestermaxxed effortlessly and can make a group of 50 people laugh hard, ONLY IF i'm in the mood. first time a girl asked me out, was after i managed to make a class of 30 people laugh an hour straight.

 

[Deleted member 25743]

I can be jestermaxxed effortlessly and can make a group of 50 people laugh hard, ONLY IF i'm in the mood. first time a girl asked me out, was after i managed to make a class of 30 people laugh an hour straight.

Mirin
Every since i discovered bp im just not in the mood to make people laugh
I have to take drugs to be in mood jfl

 

[Nectar]

Yeah don’t even bother there was always this class clown who foids just saw him as an absolute laughing stock. No jestermaxxing for your face. Jestermaxxing is for Chads only

 

[Psychophilly]

Mirin
Every since i discovered bp im just not in the mood to make people laugh
I have to take drugs to be in mood jfl

same