Being low inhibition is hell

[crts.14]

Genuinely cant do anything without thinking it twice or playing hundreds of scenarios in my head and thinking about all the possibilities that could go wrong or right. I can’t even answer a question that the teacher asks even if I know the correct answer because my mind will subconsciously think that i will get it wrong somehow and that everyone will think I'm a retard and that my social credit will decrease by 50 points.

One time I was supposed to meet up with my friend down at the cafeteria, he’s always down there. But that day he was still in his class and I didn’t know anybody down there. So being my autistic self I just stood still like a retard and finally started walking around when I caught somebody staring at me for a mere second. Then my brain signaled to me that I looked “out of place” even tho everyone didn’t even look at me but I still felt like everyone was staring at me. So I decided to buy some slop which was some candy or shit, I didn’t even fuckinh eat it I just bought it so I looked like I had a purpose being there. I’m jealous of all you low inhib motherfuckers

INHB DNR

 

[foidraper398]

You mean high inhib

 

[spencer0524]

dude its a double edge sword, ofc it has some downsides, but it also has a lot of positive sides

 

[spencer0524]

So I decided to buy some slop which was some candy or shit, I didn’t even fuckinh eat it I just bought it so I looked like I had a purpose being there,

i relate to this so much but i learned that people dont give a f and that most of them are nt and dont even notice it and then i became chill