Black pilled by temporary subhumanity

[Whatever]

Last year I had a septoplasty. And obviously afterwards my nose had a cast and lots of bandages. But I still had to go get groceries and stuff. And people reacted so negatively to me. I remember being in the aisle at the store and this one woman looked at me and made this face like she was scared or something. Also all these guys were staring at me like I was some kind of threat.

More recently I’m doing laser facial hair removal. And at my last session the technician fucked up and left these vertical lines of where hair still is on my chin. It looks so weird and bad and I don’t wanna go out in public with it. But I have to anyways. And yesterday a guy complimented my car (happens a lot) but I said thank you really awkwardly because I was feeling so high inhib about what’s going on with my chin.

It’s like I got temporary windows into what a true sub5 has to deal with all the time. And it was very eye opening, I’m very sorry to those people. The only times I ever made fun of someone’s looks was when I was a kid and it was more about what they were wearing, ie me and my neighbor called this one girl on the bus Medusa because she had all this goth makeup on. But now I wouldn’t do even that again.

 

[vvvx33]

I used to make fun of people not directly to them but with my friends, but realized most of the time they just got super unlucky and have to live like shit

 

[tansel]

I used to make fun of people not directly to them but with my friends, but realized most of the time they just got super unlucky and have to live like shit

was this in the big tarpon

 

[vvvx33]

was this in the big tarpon

In the big CLT

 

[tansel]

In the big CLT

but be honest

if you had the chance to go live in the springs would you

don’t cap

 

[vvvx33]

but be honest

if you had the chance to go live in the springs would you

don’t cap

Probably Florida is a good state and would be way more shit to do

 

[tansel]

Probably Florida is a good state and would be way more shit to do

hahahaha ofc the greek guy wants to stay in tarpon

you are too funny man

 

[vvvx33]

hahahaha ofc the greek guy wants to stay in tarpon

you are too funny man

Can you blame me

 

[bimaxmaxxer]

The best thing is when foids come closer to you to check your face and end up like this "" ... "YOU ARE NOT CHAD HOW DARE YOU BEING COMFORTABLE IN YOUR OWN SKIN" and fucks off.

If htb+ does it, I find it cute. But anything below makes me want to go ER.