blackpill has led me to the lowest point of my life. read below about an event that just happened

[ascensionneeeded]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

 

[Hernan]

reminds me of my first rejection ever boy did that fuck with me. it will get better i promise you that. lookswise anyways.

 

[vincentzygo]

 

[MrMinimalist]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

lmao what did i just read sybau

 

[SilverStCloud]

Sorry to hear that man. I don't know much abt your personal situation but I think it would be better to leave this community for a while since nothing good came from it in your case at least. I hope it gets better for you and that you'll be able to find your happiness once again.
You have quite a way with words you should try writing, maybe use it as a way to unload this emotional burden you are feeling in a constructive/creative manner.

 

[afghanincel]

same bro
I hate my physique and my face too. Like, whenever a friend of mine wants to take a picture with me, I try my best to avoid it because I'm so fking ugly that I want to kms

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

 

[Hernan]

it would be better to leave this community for a while

 

[Iblamesaddamhussien]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

have you tried substance abuse?

 

[ascension]

You remind me of myself at that age. Riddled with insecurities. My mistake was carrying on down the blackpill rabbithole for years and years, making the problem worse.

Kids are just going to say whatever everyone else says, so that they fit in. That includes insults/bullying a certain person. Most of them couldn't give a shit about your eyes being weird or whatever, but they'll say it to fit in and reaffirm their position in hierarchy (everyone's looking to tread on others to elevate their position).

School is fucking brutal and you gotta get through it with a strong mentality, otherwise you'll drown. I went to school with guys who got bullied relentlessly for years. Brutal bullying. Now, most of them are married, engaged, working good jobs and happy. Why? Because they didn't get sucked into the negativity and maintained their sense of self worth. I wasn't bullied, but I let my self esteem get lower and lower because of this blackpill bullshit, believing I looked worse than everyone else, when in reality I didn't.

 

[ascensionneeeded]

You remind me of myself at that age. Riddled with insecurities. My mistake was carrying on down the blackpill rabbithole for years and years, making the problem worse.

Kids are just going to say whatever everyone else says, so that they fit in. That includes insults/bullying a certain person. Most of them couldn't give a shit about your eyes being weird or whatever, but they'll say it to fit in and reaffirm their position in hierarchy (everyone's looking to tread on others to elevate their position).

School is fucking brutal and you gotta get through it with a strong mentality, otherwise you'll drown. I went to school with guys who got bullied relentlessly for years. Brutal bullying. Now, most of them are married, engaged, working good jobs and happy. Why? Because they didn't get sucked into the negativity and maintained their sense of self worth. I wasn't bullied, but I let my self esteem get lower and lower because of this blackpill bullshit, believing I looked worse than everyone else, when in reality I didn't.

thank you for this

 

[Va-qoh]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

DNR

 

[Foreverbrad]

Brutal, lock in and focus on making money to get your surgeries.
There’s nothing else for it. Just stop even trying to participate in normie activities for now, it’ll just make you feel worse.

Blackpill ruined your life whether you knew about it or not.

 

[poloralf]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

you tried everything except joining a gym ?

 

[2 unknown slayer]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

Tbh man whatever ur going thru is gonna be tough no matter what u do if you’ve truly tried everything to better ur looks which u probably haven’t and u should do but if u have tried everything then my best advice would be to just surround yourself with the best people you can and try to minimise these bad feelings also u should probably take a break from bp at least untill u feel better about it or until you’ve ascended but by all means go to the gym it can help and I know u have probably heard all this before but this is definetely a tough situation to be in and there’s not much you can do just lock in and it will get better bro trust me (I would advise you to seek God as that has what helped me with this exact experience but I don’t want to force it on you)

 

[tokaeyyer]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

Low t cuck

 

[ascensionneeeded]

you tried everything except joining a gym ?

 

[poloralf]

View attachment 3827602

do mma or kickboxing with sparring to drop lower status behavior. once you spar and fight you will instinctively act higher status and view your friends like punks, this will lead to them treting you with respect and becoming friendlier as a result.

 

[Uleya]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

Careermax and get surgery when you're older. Cope until you make it

 

[iblamemandible7]

Fucking brutal man, I relate to you so heavy, I used to genuinely also cry in the mirror sometimes when I was a kid, now I can hide it better but I just feel disgust and emptiness and most of all disappointment in what couldve been when I see my subhuman self staring back

 

[BootySniffer69]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

Every molecule Bhai

 

[MatchaMocha]

DNR DNR DNR DNR

 

[mortuary]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

become a gymcel for now and later in life get surgery

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Some are just late boomers

 

[italianmixedcurry]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

if your height is okay gymmax and you should be fine, you can get surgery later

 

[joshuaofnavi]

blackpill has fucking ruined my life.

i’m 16. right now i’m on a school trip in morroco. the sun has set and my entire class has gone to the beach. as i’m writing this, the other 25 students are diving into the waves. they’re screaming, shouting, running, laughing under the moonlight. just like a movie.

i’m stood at the edge of the water with my toes in the cold water. i didn’t go into the water because i hate my physique. the thought of my skinny arms and legs being seen by everyone in the water.

why am i like this? i used to be the most talkative, excited and outgoing kid. now i’m some outlier standing on the sand. everyone else has worn shirts and a t shirt for this trip. i’m 3 days in and i’m yet to wear shorts. i’ve been wearing a hoodie and thin trousers which the bigger guys call me out for.

im not exaggerating when i say every single day i cry in the mirror while looking at my face. all i ever do is think about how unfortunate i am to live with a face that i don’t like one bit and is also below average. i’ve watched my confidence go down exponentially over the years.

every time i look at someone i feel my stomach drop from the thought of my sub-human eyes looking back at them. i squint and all my friends make fun of me for it. even my family got my prescribed eye drops for my dry eyes (which i don’t have) - it’s just me squinting like a weirdo. i know it looks stupid but i cant help myself.

i cant be in any photos anymore and i’m genuinely just living a pretty bad life now. i have money, good school, good friends. it’s like a part of me is missing that will never come back.

people used to call me popeyes (my eyes are my biggest insecurity) and people still frequently make fun of my physical appearance. comments about my eyes, nose, body. i just want it to all stop. but ik there’s nothing i can do. i’m 16. i’ve tried every method possible. i eat and sleep the best in my year, don’t drink. everyone else looks way better than me and does whayver the fuck they want while i stay at home eating food i don’t like and not going out to drink. i’m not looking for attention and ik some people will say some dnr stuff. i don’t mind. just sharing my thoughts

WAGMI stay strong bhai

 

[TiTAN877]

Черная таблетка разрушила мою жизнь.

Мне 16. Сейчас я нахожусь на школьной экскурсии в Марокко. Солнце село, и весь мой класс отправился на пляж. Пока я пишу это, остальные 25 учеников ныряют в волны. Они кричат, кричат, бегают, смеются под лунным светом. Прямо как в кино.

Я стою у кромки воды, окунув пальцы ног в холодную воду. Я не захожу в воду, потому что ненавижу свою фигуру. Представляю, что все в воде увидят мои худые руки и ноги.

Почему я такой? Раньше я был самым разговорчивым, возбуждённым и общительным ребёнком. Теперь я какой-то изгой, стоящий на песке. Все остальные надели рубашки и футболки для этой поездки. Прошло три дня, и я ещё не надел шорты. Я ношу толстовку с капюшоном и тонкие брюки, за что меня ругают парни постарше.

Я не преувеличиваю, когда говорю, что каждый день плачу, глядя на свое лицо в зеркало. Я только и делаю, что думаю о том, как мне не повезло жить с лицом, которое мне совсем не нравится и к тому же ниже среднего. Я наблюдаю, как моя уверенность в себе падает в геометрической прогрессии с годами.

Каждый раз, когда я смотрю на кого-то, у меня сжимается желудок от мысли о том, что мои нечеловеческие глаза смотрят на него. Я щурюсь, и все мои друзья смеются надо мной из-за этого. Даже моя семья выписала мне капли от сухости глаз (которых у меня нет) — просто я щурюсь, как чудак. Я знаю, что это выглядит глупо, но я ничего не могу с собой поделать.

Я больше не могу появляться на фотографиях, и сейчас я живу просто ужасно. У меня есть деньги, хорошая школа, хорошие друзья. Как будто какая-то часть меня пропала и никогда не вернется.

Раньше меня называли пучеглазой (мои глаза — моя главная проблема), и люди до сих пор часто смеются над моей внешностью. Комментируют мои глаза, нос, тело. Я просто хочу, чтобы всё это прекратилось. Но, думаю, я ничего не могу поделать. Мне 16. Я перепробовала все возможные методы. Я ем и сплю лучше всех в своём классе, не пью. Все остальные выглядят намного лучше меня и делают всё, что хотят, пока я сижу дома, ем то, что мне не нравится, и не хожу куда-нибудь выпить. Я не ищу внимания, и, думаю, некоторые люди скажут что-нибудь вроде «не реанимировать». Мне всё равно. Просто делюсь мыслями.

Если у вас есть деньги, то идите и делайте операции.