Bonesmashing fucked me up

[swaggerdoodle]

Been bonesmashing for around half a year. I kept going even though I got redness because I cared more about the growth than the skin. This was the biggest mistake in my life. Four months passed since I stopped and I have mild greyness on my jaw and whenever I bonesmash again the greyness becomes more visible in a matter of seconds. I believe this is hemosiderin staining from permanently broken blood vessels so I’ll never be able to bonesmash without this fuck ass decoloration coming back.

The worse part is, it grew my chin so I know bonesmashing isn’t cope. I just overdid it. If I didn’t overdo it I would enjoy a chad mandible but I fucked up my best chance at ascending.

Anyone else in my situation or has been in my situation?

 

[rtacysapist69]

damn man das wild

 

[Accursed]

You can’t get it professionally drained or anything?

 

[swaggerdoodle]

You can’t get it professionally drained or anything?

V lazer but it’s expensive as fuck like 500 max per session and it’s like 3 sessions. All this money just to fix a issue that wasn’t there before just sucks

 

[radd]

what object did u use

 

[charlesmansonex]

Pics?

 

[swaggerdoodle]

what object did u use

fists, I did it as often as possible. Sometimes I would hit super hard but whenever I would be alone I would always give light taps

 

[swaggerdoodle]

Pics?

U can see the mild decoloration across my recessed mandible. Btw this isn’t the only issue that happened the hematoma pooled down and turned into scar tissue so I actually have a worse hyoid area than I used too

 

[swaggerdoodle]

I wanna kms

 

[lmnopq]

U can see the mild decoloration across my recessed mandible. Btw this isn’t the only issue that happened the hematoma pooled down and turned into scar tissue so I actually have a worse hyoid area than I used too

It just looks bruised. You look fat nigga start smashing again once lean

 

[charlesmansonex]

U can see the mild decoloration across my recessed mandible. Btw this isn’t the only issue that happened the hematoma pooled down and turned into scar tissue so I actually have a worse hyoid area than I used too

oh yea i see it, couldn't it just be bruising tho?

 

[swaggerdoodle]

It just looks bruised. You look fat nigga start smashing again once lean

I’m skinny af I told u it’s all scar tissue not fat

 

[swaggerdoodle]

oh yea i see it, couldn't it just be bruising tho?

It’s been like that for months

 

[swaggerdoodle]

It just looks bruised. You look fat nigga start smashing again once lean

Also, I’m chin tucking so that the decoloration is more visible. My mandible is also recessed

 

[radd]

fists, I did it as often as possible. Sometimes I would hit super hard but whenever I would be alone I would always give light taps

lack of conistent force and routine didnt help ibr

 

[swaggerdoodle]

lack of conistent force and routine didnt help ibr

What? Dude the issue was I was too consistant. I did need a routine though

 

[True Chudcell]

how would you avoid having this happen?

 

[swaggerdoodle]

how would you avoid having this happen?

If I didn’t bonesmash all the fucking time. Maybe just a few minutes a day but I would always bonesmash all the time like it was 2nd nature

 

[swaggerdoodle]

I would enjoy hurting myself all the time because of a breakup and I wanted to look better as soon as possible to get back to her but now I’m never going to

 

[swaggerdoodle]

I’m telling you, the breakup is not even half as mentally distressing as the damage I’ve done to myself

 

[Accursed]

V lazer but it’s expensive as fuck like 500 max per session and it’s like 3 sessions. All this money just to fix a issue that wasn’t there before just sucks

Unlucky, I just saw the pic you sent tho, it’s barely noticeable ur good

 

[dxrek]

use vaseline before bs’ing iqlet

 

[swaggerdoodle]

Unlucky, I just saw the pic you sent tho, it’s barely noticeable ur good

Bro, the decoloration is only half my issue. I also have scar tissue literally under my chin and jaw from the hematoma pooling down so my hyoid area looks worse and it keeps growing bro. I’m fucking tired

 

[Accursed]

Bro, the decoloration is only half my issue. I also have scar tissue literally under my chin and jaw from the hematoma pooling down so my hyoid area looks worse and it keeps growing bro. I’m fucking tired

That’s unfortunate bro, wish I could say sum shit to help but I’ve got nothing, hope it gets better for you

 

[swaggerdoodle]

That’s unfortunate bro, wish I could say sum shit to help but I’ve got nothing, hope it gets better for you

Yeah, I mean worse case scenario is that the blood vessels never heal and the scar tissue under my jaw keeps growing until I literally suffocate to death. Best case is none of that happens but I mean cmon. I was unlucky enough to even get into this issue so I doubt I’ll have any luck with the healing

 

[swaggerdoodle]

Also, I’m actually like probably the only person in the world with this issue and it’s my fault this happened to me. Usually people all share the same problems but this is one I have to face alone. This is genuinely hell and I wish I was dead

 

[holybrutal]

How many times a day did u bs? I'm also starting to do it, i usually do daily 7 min ln each bone. Is that good?

 

[swaggerdoodle]

How many times a day did u bs? I'm also starting to do it, i usually do daily 7 min ln each bone. Is that good?

I’d bonesmash too much. Probably 30 minutes to an hour of just constantly hitting with mild to moderate forces. Sometimes I would be angry and do it really hard for a few seconds but that was like 1-3 times a week. Maybe more

 

[swaggerdoodle]

Don’t do that unless u wanna end up like me. Just do it 5 minutes every 2 days. Maybe go up to every day if ur not having any issues

 

[psycho.]

pretty brutal, i would highly recommend busting ur butt off wageslaving js so u can get that drainage. best of luck man

 

[holybrutal]

I’d bonesmash too much. Probably 30 minutes to an hour of just constantly hitting with mild to moderate forces. Sometimes I would be angry and do it really hard for a few seconds but that was like 1-3 times a week. Maybe more

So am i good doing daily?

 

[holybrutal]

Don’t do that unless u wanna end up like me. Just do it 5 minutes every 2 days. Maybe go up to every day if ur not having any issues

Oh ok, thanks bro

 

[swaggerdoodle]

pretty brutal, i would highly recommend busting ur butt off wageslaving js so u can get that drainage. best of luck man

They are corticosteroid injections but ya know, with my luck they prolly ain’t even gonna work. It’s not a 100% success rate although it is a high success rate

 

[psycho.]

the odds r in ur favor so its worth a shot

 

[swaggerdoodle]

the odds r in ur favor so its worth a shot

Yeah. But u never know. I’m going to a dermatologist in a month so I pray to gandy that nothing bad is gonna happen. If the scar tissue keeps growing and injections don’t work my daring life is actually over unless I spend thousands on surgery to get it removed

 

[psycho.]

i pray to gandy for u soldier

 

[agonyv]

I’m skinny af I told u it’s all scar tissue

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