vigor
CYBER//PSYCHO
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Constantly searching for something that doesn’t exist
Stimulation that never satisfies
At least anger and sadness are cathartic, you can find some comfort and, in an odd way, pleasure in them
All I’ve been doing for the last month is
-wake up late
-shower, make breakfast
-bus to gym, rip an energy drink, gymcel, bus back
-go home, eat and LDAR until 2-4am and sleep
Because I have nothing to do here. My friends here are incels who just LDAR on videogames all day and refuse to go out. Can’t get a job here (got one in my uni town in a few weeks). Nothing to do outside here, no real access to other hobbies. No money.
And I’m an unmedicated (rn, hopefully should be prescribed within a month) adhdcel who can’t even order shit online back home because of my parents here so its even worse
I see why people go mad
Maybe I already am
Stimulation that never satisfies
At least anger and sadness are cathartic, you can find some comfort and, in an odd way, pleasure in them
All I’ve been doing for the last month is
-wake up late
-shower, make breakfast
-bus to gym, rip an energy drink, gymcel, bus back
-go home, eat and LDAR until 2-4am and sleep
Because I have nothing to do here. My friends here are incels who just LDAR on videogames all day and refuse to go out. Can’t get a job here (got one in my uni town in a few weeks). Nothing to do outside here, no real access to other hobbies. No money.
And I’m an unmedicated (rn, hopefully should be prescribed within a month) adhdcel who can’t even order shit online back home because of my parents here so its even worse
I see why people go mad
Maybe I already am