Broke down crying

[Deleted member 23558]

I know no one care i just using this as venting.
Today I had to go to a big city and after an hour I started to cry and had to sit on a bench to calm down.

The reason was simple, its a weekend and people going to the streets to spend free time, lots of couples and groups. At that moment I realized that I feel something like when travis bickle watches on TV how couples dance and the camera close up to the one pair of shoes in a dance bowl, he was those shoes, something that doesnt belong there and and completely isolated without the possibility to relate to someone, just like me. I just felt like i will live like this to the end.

Obviously looks are reason i dont have GF - even tho most men dont look like opry or chico -, but its no reason why dont I have a friends.

The reasons are my mental illness and that i was isolated not only by others but myself, because i mostly felt i dont belonge anywhere.
Now I'm at the age when making friends is impossible because I'm out of the school system and i never talk to someone which isnt releted to work or family for many months.


I should probably start taking some antidepressant, but I do't want to end up like vegetable without emotions, because emotions are all I have.


This site was very useful because I didnt feel alone in my problem. The thing is that now the fun aspect of this forum doesnt help me go on.


I wont make it, but most people still can.
There is no gene for fate or human spirit.

 

[i_love_roosters]

Dnr bhai but seek Jesus, He'll heal you

 

[Deleted member 62821]

the true gods lonely man

 

[xegigi]

literally me

 

[wollet2]

the true gods lonely man

you little faggot

 

[Deleted member 62821]

you little faggot

The fuck u want incel

 

[Deleted member 53670]

I know no one care i just using this as venting.
Today I had to go to a big city and after an hour I started to cry and had to sit on a bench to calm down.

The reason was simple, its a weekend and people going to the streets to spend free time, lots of couples and groups. At that moment I realized that I feel something like when travis bickle watches on TV how couples dance and the camera close up to the one pair of shoes in a dance bowl, he was those shoes, something that doesnt belong there and and completely isolated without the possibility to relate to someone, just like me. I just felt like i will live like this to the end.

Obviously looks are reason i dont have GF - even tho most men dont look like opry or chico -, but its no reason why dont I have a friends.

The reasons are my mental illness and that i was isolated not only by others but myself, because i mostly felt i dont belonge anywhere.
Now I'm at the age when making friends is impossible because I'm out of the school system and i never talk to someone which isnt releted to work or family for many months.


I should probably start taking some antidepressant, but I do't want to end up like vegetable without emotions, because emotions are all I have.


This site was very useful because I didnt feel alone in my problem. The thing is that now the fun aspect of this forum doesnt help me go on.


I wont make it, but most people still can.
There is no gene for fate or human spirit.

Respectfully, I didn’t read.

 

[PsychoDsk]

 

[PsychoDsk]

Respectfully, I didn’t read.

"Exploitation does not belong to a depraved, or imperfect and primitive society; it belongs to the nature of the living being as a primary organic function" - Friedrich Nietzsche

mirin

 

[human304]

emotions are all I have

 

[Deleted member 51576]

Sorry to hear (or, I’m happy to hear that) my nigga.

That being said, I also didn’t read because you ignored the thread I wrote about you.

 

[Bojack]

Be strong neeguh I’m getting yoloed out here too

 

[Vermilioncore]

 

[apocalypse]

I should probably start taking some antidepressant, but I do't want to end up like vegetable without emotions

Antidepressants are a tricky thing
I went from wanting foids to wanting to want foids again
jfl

 

[horizontallytall]

I know no one care i just using this as venting.
Today I had to go to a big city and after an hour I started to cry and had to sit on a bench to calm down.

The reason was simple, its a weekend and people going to the streets to spend free time, lots of couples and groups. At that moment I realized that I feel something like when travis bickle watches on TV how couples dance and the camera close up to the one pair of shoes in a dance bowl, he was those shoes, something that doesnt belong there and and completely isolated without the possibility to relate to someone, just like me. I just felt like i will live like this to the end.

Obviously looks are reason i dont have GF - even tho most men dont look like opry or chico -, but its no reason why dont I have a friends.

The reasons are my mental illness and that i was isolated not only by others but myself, because i mostly felt i dont belonge anywhere.
Now I'm at the age when making friends is impossible because I'm out of the school system and i never talk to someone which isnt releted to work or family for many months.


I should probably start taking some antidepressant, but I do't want to end up like vegetable without emotions, because emotions are all I have.


This site was very useful because I didnt feel alone in my problem. The thing is that now the fun aspect of this forum doesnt help me go on.


I wont make it, but most people still can.
There is no gene for fate or human spirit.

True , completing school made me realise how lonely u are in real world

 

[Deleted member 51576]

Antidepressants are a tricky thing
I went from wanting foids to wanting to want foids again
jfl

This would be a welcomed change in OPs life. He could then start using his faculties for more fruitful outcomes instead. Tesla-maxxing

 

[horizontallytall]

.

 

[twojei]

I know no one care i just using this as venting.
Today I had to go to a big city and after an hour I started to cry and had to sit on a bench to calm down.

The reason was simple, its a weekend and people going to the streets to spend free time, lots of couples and groups. At that moment I realized that I feel something like when travis bickle watches on TV how couples dance and the camera close up to the one pair of shoes in a dance bowl, he was those shoes, something that doesnt belong there and and completely isolated without the possibility to relate to someone, just like me. I just felt like i will live like this to the end.

Obviously looks are reason i dont have GF - even tho most men dont look like opry or chico -, but its no reason why dont I have a friends.

The reasons are my mental illness and that i was isolated not only by others but myself, because i mostly felt i dont belonge anywhere.
Now I'm at the age when making friends is impossible because I'm out of the school system and i never talk to someone which isnt releted to work or family for many months.


I should probably start taking some antidepressant, but I do't want to end up like vegetable without emotions, because emotions are all I have.


This site was very useful because I didnt feel alone in my problem. The thing is that now the fun aspect of this forum doesnt help me go on.


I wont make it, but most people still can.
There is no gene for fate or human spirit.

I read everything

 

[Deleted member 62821]

op

 

[rickysalomano]

bro just. take. drugs

 

[MostGLSlayer]

This world is very evil.

 

[HTN_Mentalcel]

This world is very evil.

Nothing is enviable in this modern world

 

[Deleted member 68502]

I know no one care i just using this as venting.
Today I had to go to a big city and after an hour I started to cry and had to sit on a bench to calm down.

The reason was simple, its a weekend and people going to the streets to spend free time, lots of couples and groups. At that moment I realized that I feel something like when travis bickle watches on TV how couples dance and the camera close up to the one pair of shoes in a dance bowl, he was those shoes, something that doesnt belong there and and completely isolated without the possibility to relate to someone, just like me. I just felt like i will live like this to the end.

Obviously looks are reason i dont have GF - even tho most men dont look like opry or chico -, but its no reason why dont I have a friends.

The reasons are my mental illness and that i was isolated not only by others but myself, because i mostly felt i dont belonge anywhere.
Now I'm at the age when making friends is impossible because I'm out of the school system and i never talk to someone which isnt releted to work or family for many months.


I should probably start taking some antidepressant, but I do't want to end up like vegetable without emotions, because emotions are all I have.


This site was very useful because I didnt feel alone in my problem. The thing is that now the fun aspect of this forum doesnt help me go on.


I wont make it, but most people still can.
There is no gene for fate or human spirit.

Strong emotions! Don’t be afraid to let it out one day your worries will be gone

 

[MaghrebGator]

I didn't cry but i know exactly the feeling. Made a thread about it this eid

Today i came to the conclusion that you can't be happy alone

I've always been an introvert and kinda defended being alone over knowing too many people because of it's clear advantages (Hard to get into trouble, having peace when you want, etc), although i also value having a social life. But today as i was walking on the street during eid (Everyone...

looksmax.org

 

[fukmylyf]

i know the feeling.

But you're not mentally ill in my professional opinion.

 

[Clown Show]