[BRUTAL] Ricecel Manifesto [WARNING: LONG]

[riceronicel]

Actually yeah, facial hair makes rices look way worse than without, its better to not grow a beard tbh.

We look TERRIBLE with facial hair most of the time. The beards foids want are the Norse/Viking/Northern European type beards, not the Confucius virgin ones where it only grows in the mustache, chin, and sides. That's disgusting even for me to look at.

 

[riceronicel]

That’s sad to hear. Can’t imagine the pain you must’ve gone through. Before you do it make a post here so I can pay my respects broski

I will most definitely make a post here before I do so. If I am mentally set on doing so, it's not like the F B I or C I A or N S A give a shit about one little ricecel manlet. They probably enjoy the fact that an inbred looking fuck is going to be wiped off of this earth. I actually called the suicide hotline one time back in 2016 and that call made me want to kill myself even more.

The only reason I didn't was because it was Christmas and wal-mart employees got christmas bonuses then (probably because Trump promised to give the Wal-Mart founder a shit ton of money via tax breaks but what do I know).

 

[Deleted member 5061]

Yes i agree.But now his only option is betabuxing which is literally fake love

It works for some. In fact, Id say over 90%, if not more, of all relationships longer than 3 years, theres no more love involved (most likely even less than 3 years). The woman just tolerates the man on a good day, and despises him with a passion on a bad day.

Tbh the last foid I fell in love with at work, well lets be precise here, since love in reality is a combination of lust, admiration, excitement and fantasizing/projecting ones imaginations to how she is (basically how we imagine she is, not knowing her true character very well), but lets just generalize it as "love". So it only lasted for a few weeks/months maybe and now when I see her its like "yeah ok, she looks pretty good, would smash ngl, but no excitement as it was before... no "butterflies" and shit like it used to be". She had a bf tbh, but I still kinda "fantasized"/lusted about her. Mainly lusted.

What I wanna say by that is, that initial excitement vanishes rly fast. They dont call that shit honeymoon phase without a reason, cause once the initial novelty/excitement wears off, its just a scripted thing for both.

Some women will show more affection than others after the initial excitement phase, probably has alot to do with how the man looks too. Theres no fkn way more than 5% of normies couples "love" each other with that exciting butterfly feel after spending more than 1-2 years together. Heck, Id even say after like half a year in most cases. Once the arguments start, its a 100% sign that love vanished already. Because during that initial love phase with "butterflies", noone really wants to stand out negatively, in order to not risk losing that other person, so theres close to 0 arguments about anything. Both are willing to accept the other persons suggestion/idea/whatever.

In short- only Chad can have true, sincere affection and love for more than 1-2 years in a ltr, but even that has its limits.

Heck a SHIT TON of women end ltr relationships, because they want to experience that "LOVE and butterflies" "excitement+lust+admiration+projected imaginations how she imagines a perfect man" again, which she knows her current man simply cant give her anymore. Once you get to learn someone closer, the novelty and excitement vanishes, and you also learn that the way you "fantasized" about how you imagined that person's character would be, in reality the character didnt live up to your expectations/imagination.

The love mechanic I described above in reality was always meant to bring 2 young ppl together and make sure they procreate and start a family and live the family life after that. It was never supposed to be used as a mechanic of dopamine chase by jumping from one partner to the next, chasing that fkn unicorn that will give you that dopamine rush you once had. But that is exactly how (((disney))) movies and all other garbage media and shows brainwashed foids to feel. Allways chasing that dopamine rush by looking for the the perfect prince who will come and pick them up and marry them or some shit. A Chad on a unicorn.

Shit didnt mean this post to be this long lel.

 

[MewingJBP]

not reading that

 

[middayshowers]

brutal read

you’re balding so you don’t have much to lose by running test e, tbh you may as well squeeze what dopamine is left

 

[riceronicel]

It works for some. In fact, Id say over 90%, if not more, of all relationships longer than 3 years, theres no more love involved (most likely even less than 3 years). The woman just tolerates the man on a good day, and despises him with a passion on a bad day.

Tbh the last foid I fell in love with at work, well lets be precise here, since love in reality is a combination of lust, admiration, excitement and fantasizing/projecting ones imaginations to how she is (basically how we imagine she is, not knowing her true character very well), but lets just generalize it as "love". So it only lasted for a few weeks/months maybe and now when I see her its like "yeah ok, she looks pretty good, would smash ngl, but no excitement as it was before... no "butterflies" and shit like it used to be". She had a bf tbh, but I still kinda "fantasized"/lusted about her. Mainly lusted.

What I wanna say by that is, that initial excitement vanishes rly fast. They dont call that shit honeymoon phase without a reason, cause once the initial novelty/excitement wears off, its just a scripted thing for both.

Some women will show more affection than others after the initial excitement phase, probably has alot to do with how the man looks too. Theres no fkn way more than 5% of normies couples "love" each other with that exciting butterfly feel after spending more than 1-2 years together. Heck, Id even say after like half a year in most cases. Once the arguments start, its a 100% sign that love vanished already. Because during that initial love phase with "butterflies", noone really wants to stand out negatively, in order to not risk losing that other person, so theres close to 0 arguments about anything. Both are willing to accept the other persons suggestion/idea/whatever.

In short- only Chad can have true, sincere affection and love for more than 1-2 years in a ltr, but even that has its limits.

Heck a SHIT TON of women end ltr relationships, because they want to experience that "LOVE and butterflies" "excitement+lust+admiration+projected imaginations how she imagines a perfect man" again, which she knows her current man simply cant give her anymore. Once you get to learn someone closer, the novelty and excitement vanishes, and you also learn that the way you "fantasized" about how you imagined that person's character would be, in reality the character didnt live up to your expectations/imagination.

The love mechanic I described above in reality was always meant to bring 2 young ppl together and make sure they procreate and start a family and live the family life after that. It was never supposed to be used as a mechanic of dopamine chase by jumping from one partner to the next, chasing that fkn unicorn that will give you that dopamine rush you once had. But that is exactly how (((disney))) movies and all other garbage media and shows brainwashed foids to feel. Allways chasing that dopamine rush by looking for the the perfect prince who will come and pick them up and marry them or some shit. A Chad on a unicorn.

Shit didnt mean this post to be this long lel.

good high IQ read. and don't worry I don't think you'll have a post longer than mine in this thread.

 

[riceronicel]

brutal read

you’re balding so you don’t have much to lose by running test e, tbh you may as well squeeze what dopamine is left

I'll look into that for real

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[riceronicel]

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Look if you want a body pillow of your avi you're talking to the wrong guy.

 

[NothingCanStopMe]

First of, to whoever put shame on you.
I felt bad reading this, especially the abuse part.
You're a hERo for not roping after all this.

This life is unfair and good people suffer the most. All the more reason to be obsessed with looksmaxing. Your story motivated me. Thank you brocel.


wish you the best

 

[Tenshi]

Man that's brutal, I'm deeply moved. There's the possibility of moving out of your mom's house? Also man, stay away from social media and all that shit, it is suifuel. You're situation is not good, what's the point in torture yourself with this?

I can't say much since life is not just, but the same way some people got it better than you, you got it better than a lot of people. Why not enjoy the few things you have the privilege or the right to? To live is to cope. Personally I'd suggest you to escortmaxx and travel.

Also take care of your health man, things can really seem way worse when you're not health. Exercise, take some sun, socialize and also watch out for the mental health as well. I can only wish you the best but remember, there's a lot of bad things in life, but not only bad things.

 

[BlackPillChad]

Yeah, I'd say getting out of the house of your mother and the man who beat you as a kid would do a lot to help. Then get an escort and try to live life as best you can.

I wish the world was a better place. But we all have to do the best we can with what we have. I'm sorry.

 

[Deleted member 4671]

hope u reincarnate as chad ngl ngl

 

[Deleted member 2527]

Honestly out of the whole story including abuse by the stepfather, the 3x3 inches hit hardest.

 

[Gonthar]

Why are you cashier, why aren't you doctor, scientist, researcher, computer expert, etc., you're smart, Asian, you went to college.

 

[Deleted member 2506]

burn in hell you disgusting useless neet ricecel

 

[TheEndHasNoEnd]

Physical Stats: Age: 36. Height: 5'4 (last annual doctor's appointment 4 months ago). Weight: 129 lbs. with 15% Body Fat as of writing (via FitBit Scale). Was 127 at my annual checkup. Wrist Circumference: 6 in. measured with measuring tape. Dick (Length x Girth): 3 in. x 3 in. measured with measuring tape. Job: Wal-Mart Cashier.

Imagined this as you rotating naked and those stats laid out on the side like a character select

 

[Deleted member 6186]

And I thought I had it bad

 

[riceronicel]

First of, to whoever put shame on you.
I felt bad reading this, especially the abuse part.
You're a hERo for not roping after all this.

This life is unfair and good people suffer the most. All the more reason to be obsessed with looksmaxing. Your story motivated me. Thank you brocel.


wish you the best

My stepfather's days are numbered. I will probably rope after he passes. Don't feel sorry for me. I was cursed with this life and no one will miss me, not even anyone on here. I"ll be forgotten on here after a month.

 

[riceronicel]

Man that's brutal, I'm deeply moved. There's the possibility of moving out of your mom's house? Also man, stay away from social media and all that shit, it is suifuel. You're situation is not good, what's the point in torture yourself with this?

I can't say much since life is not just, but the same way some people got it better than you, you got it better than a lot of people. Why not enjoy the few things you have the privilege or the right to? To live is to cope. Personally I'd suggest you to escortmaxx and travel.

Also take care of your health man, things can really seem way worse when you're not health. Exercise, take some sun, socialize and also watch out for the mental health as well. I can only wish you the best but remember, there's a lot of bad things in life, but not only bad things.

My stepfather and mother took half of my monthly wages as rent, and I still need to buy my own food, so I barely save anything a month ($50 a month?). My situation is not great at all. 99% made up my mind I will rope after my stepfather's passing.

I do have it a lot better than most people. I mean I could be a starving African/Indian kid, or an orphaned Iraqi kid as a prisoner for ISIS or something, but still saying that doesn't make my situation that much better, especially if I don't really have a grasp of what being a starving African kid is like.

I try, but it's tough. Being in a small town to a rural area in Indiana you don't have access to the best healthcare or food of any sort unless it's from the farmer's market. I try to get what I can but with this pandemic no one is going to any market right now. So it's processed foods for me at the moment.

 

[riceronicel]

Yeah, I'd say getting out of the house of your mother and the man who beat you as a kid would do a lot to help. Then get an escort and try to live life as best you can.

I wish the world was a better place. But we all have to do the best we can with what we have. I'm sorry.

All good brocel. I don't have enough money saved up to move out. I'm most likely going to rope after my stepfather's passing.

 

[riceronicel]

hope u reincarnate as chad ngl ngl

I hope so too.

 

[riceronicel]

Why are you cashier, why aren't you doctor, scientist, researcher, computer expert, etc., you're smart, Asian, you went to college.

I didn't go to a 4 year college. I went to a Community College but dropped out after a year.

 

[riceronicel]

burn in hell you disgusting useless neet ricecel

Hey Pakifaggot. At least I have a fucking job. The fuck are you doing? Still pretending to be Bin Laden's personal bodyguard? I hope the curries slit your throat when WWIII arrives.

 

[riceronicel]

Imagined this as you rotating naked and those stats laid out on the side like a character select

I would throw the game in the trash lol.

 

[riceronicel]

And I thought I had it bad

There's a saying that whatever good you're doing, there's always an Asian doing it better? That applies the other way around too. You think you have it worse socially, there's ALWAYS a rice boy 10000x worse than you are.

 

[Gonthar]

I didn't go to a 4 year college. I went to a Community College but dropped out after a year.

Have you considered joining the Triads or other Asian gangs, at this point you have basically nothing to lose anymore.

 

[johncruz12345]

Ricecel living in Southwest Indiana. Chinese father. Filipina mother. Father died when I was 10. White stepfather came into the picture 2 years later, along with his alcohol and abuse problems. Only Ricecel living in my town. Currently still living with my parents as long as I give half of my income to them as rent.

Physical Stats: Age: 36. Height: 5'4 (last annual doctor's appointment 4 months ago). Weight: 129 lbs. with 15% Body Fat as of writing (via FitBit Scale). Was 127 at my annual checkup. Wrist Circumference: 6 in. measured with measuring tape. Dick (Length x Girth): 3 in. x 3 in. measured with measuring tape. Job: Wal-Mart Cashier.

Can't grow any facial hair. Have the Asian bucktooth overbite. If you don't know what that is, google any Chinese Exclusion Act cartoon back then in the 1880-90s. My family never had the money to get me braces. Voicecel bc my voice sounds gay and with a heavy lisp due to the way my lower face is developed (also recorded my own voice to verify). Eyelid height approx. 1/8 of an inch measured with a measuring tape. Flat nose. Receding hairline AND bald spot. Crow's feet and dark circles. Developing wrinkles on forehead.

Sex stats: KHHV. Never went to high school parties (never invited because who would lol) or dances (forget prom; not that anyone would accept my prom request or anyone would dance with me at HS dances). Went to community college. Never attended any college party. I never had a girl grind her ass on me, so I don't even know what another foid's ass feels like (forget tits). In fact, my parents never kissed me on the cheek as far as I remember, not even as a young boy (maybe as a baby but even that is debatable. Can't ask my mother now because she doesn't talk to me anymore). My only "real" sexual experience? My white stepfather was fucking my mother with the bedroom door open, as my mother screamed how big his cock was. That's the only sexual experience I have. Currently doing self-therapy right now as I have been getting off to too much WMAF porn in the past.

Dating stats: None. Zero. Zip. Used Tinder for 5 years. Bumble for 3. No Tinder or Bumble matches within 100 (Tinder) or 250 (Bumble) miles of my home. No Tinder matches even with Passport, or Bumble matches with Travel, even in "Asian enclaves" like San Francisco, Los Angeles, and NYC. My mother is Filipina, and tried putting my Tinder Passport in Manila, Davao, and Cebu (no luck because duh), and tried other Asian countries like Bangkok, Shanghai, and Seoul. No matches. I even have a pic with a dog on it because every single fucking dating article says having that pic increases your chances of matching, but I'm pretty sure all the women around me think I'm just prepping it for a meal or some shit.

My former delusional cope: I tried to find self-esteem going on cam sites. Some told me I'm handsome, but when I ask honestly what they think of me, they go "average" 5/10, which translates to 0/10 because cam models prop your self-esteem up to keep you coming back and visiting and spending money on you. This is the only thing going for me right now, but shit is expensive. Yes. It had gotten to THAT point. I'm off of that cope now and just sticking to gardening and nature shit, but I'm sharing this because so I can encourage others to forgive themselves and move on from their cringey experiences too.

I cope and try to be positive and say positive things to myself. Try to engage politically, socially, etc. I try to help others out if they have questions. However, how can you be confident and positive when LITERALLY EVERYONE IN THE WORLD THINKS YOU'RE UGLY AND MASK IT AND SAY YOU'RE "CUTE" IN ORDER TO MAKE NOT ME, but THEM FEEL BETTER??

I'm angry. I'm hurt. This world is so cruel. I wish Asian men were sex symbols in Hollywood and entertainment, but that means another race would be left out, and as someone who tries to have a pure heart, I don't want other races to suffer the hurt I'm going through. Is this the burden put on me? To carry this enormous weight so others can be sexually free?

"But riceronicel, there's always someone out there for you!"

FUCK YOU AND ANYONE WHO DARES SAY THAT TO MY FACE. THAT'S JUST FOIDS' WAY OF TELLING ME THAT I'M NOT GOOD FOR THEM. IF THERE'S "SOMEONE" OUT THERE, THEN WHY don't YOU MAKE AN EFFORT YOU FUCKING FOID?!?!

Every day I go on Instagram, Twitter, TikTok, Facebook, or any other social media platform, all I see are Stacys dating white, black, or Hispanic Chads or Normies. You NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER, EVER, EVER, see ANY, I repeat, ANY Stacy even be IMPLIED, let alone SEEN, in a PLATONIC pic together with a RICE, let alone these social media platforms EVER PROMOTE IT. FORGET RELATIONSHIPS. FORGET MARRIAGES. FORGET FAMILIES.

I'm convinced of something that sounds outrageous to the conventional mind, but I can't help but think this is extremely true. There must be a reason why Hollywood celebrities, entertainers, and supermodels/IG models never have relationships with ANY Asian man (let alone interracial relationships involving Asian men), even the Changs. It's definitely not that they're unavailable, which makes ZERO sense because Los Angeles, the Chad/Stacy entertainment capital of the world and No. 1 destination for all IG Chads/Stacys, has one of the highest concentrations of Rice men in the USA, AND they earn on average a higher income than any other race in the ENTIRE country. My theory? It's because being seen with a Rice is a MARKETING/SPONSORSHIP KILLER. You're seen holding hands with a Rice and that shit gets posted on TMZ? Get ready to lose sponsorships, fans, and revenue. You think I'm crazy? Look what the fuck happened to Lorde. She dated a 2/10 Rice with no jaw or chin and everyone mocked her for it. Even Tyler the Creator thought the entire thing was fucking hilarious. Her music career withered out. They broke up, but by that point it was too late for her. Her career was shot and she has been thrown back into obscurity and irrelevancy. We haven't seen her around since.

It makes me SO ANGRY that these so many of these foids LOVE Rice culture, the "peacefulness," "harmony," "food," of which they only like Japanese hibachi and sushi, Chinese take-out, and maybe one or two select dishes from Korea, Thailand, and Vietnam, and other boo hoo shit like dragons and coconut trees, but hate the men that live there, provide for the culture, and keep it alive until their dying breath. Every Stacy loves a man who can cook because she has no ability to do anything herself...unless it's a hibachi chef, then these Stacy's love the skills and food but not the chef. Same with a sushi chef. I mean let's be honest. When's the last time you heard any foid say they want to have loving intercourse with a HIBACHI/SUSHI CHEF? NEVER. NEVER. NEVER. Everyone likes a badass samurai, but the only samurai the west knows? WHEN TOM FUCKING CRUISE WAS ON IT. What? You think foids want to go gaga for Ken Watanabe? Donnie Yen? Yeah, fuck off. Everyone thinks a karate master is cool. Ever heard anyone want to have sex with one? FUCK NO.

LMAO what, you think that K-Pop gay shit group BTS is changing the scene for ricecels like me? First off, no offense, but have you seen their fans? They are the same stereotypical foids who get bullied for being ugly and fat, and so find refuge in anime and K-Pop. Not even Beckys like K-Pop. They are usually smelly fucking land whales that are into that shit. If, god forbid, a Stacy is into BTS/K-Pop, then she hides it from her friends so she doesn't lose popularity. Stacy's in their high school years like One Direction, Justin Bieber, Shawn Mendes, or some white country singer like Kenny Chesney, Jason Aldean, or Florida Georgia Line (where I'm from anyway). If it's a celebrity/high-profile Stacy showing love to them, like Camila Cabello, then it's not because they're genuinely attracted to Rice, but because the BTS fanbase is one of the most active on the Internet, so it's solely for cross fandom and revenue. Nothing more. Even the "most popular" Rice group out here getting BETABUXXED. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT?! LOLOL you think Camila Cabello fawning over BTS when a Chad like Shawn Mendes is at her beck and call? Fuck no. That's why she chose the white Chad over a gay rice e-boy group.

Oh, you think that shitty rom-com Asian movie Crazy Rich Asians will help me? First off, Hollywood has indirectly told me that full Rice are never good enough for the big screen. That's why they cast a fucking hapa Chang as the fucking lead. The hapa with numerous white features. You don't believe me? Open 2 tabs on your browser. The first one, google "Asian man." The second, google "Henry Golding," and then tell me if he looks like a Rice.

Even then, tell me the last time some non-Asian bitch fell head over heels for Henry Golding. I'll wait. He was named People's Sexiest Man Alive so the magazines could fill a racial quota, not because he's actually good-looking lololol fuck no. And then you sit and think any foid will fall for a fucking full 100% RICE?! NOPE.

And the worst part? These Stacys don't even hate us openly. They act indifferent on the outside but despise us with the burning desire of a thousand suns in their hearts. That's the worst part. I wish they would just be unfiltered and say Asian men are butt fuck ugly and would never want to even be in the same hemisphere as them, that we're sexless and never deserve to reproduce with them. But this world of political correctness prevents everyone from telling their deepest, darkest feelings. This is the media's way to keep us down. Because if the true thoughts came out, then there would probably be some similar movement to a Black Lives Matter and by that point media cannot afford to ignore us. Hence, to keep us down in the well of sexless hell, they're quiet about it. Never talk about it. Thus, we don't exist in the mind of the foid, and our issues will never be talked about.

Sometimes I wish the West went to war with the East. At least our population and future generations would be saved from the embarrassment everyone else gives us. China has a surplus of men as a result of the disastrous one-child policy implemented by the Chinese government many decades ago. At least many will die with the idea of fighting for their country instead of dying alone having never touched the hand of a foid. Japan has 50 and 60 year old virgins everywhere now, decreasing their population, all because of what? The unrealistic expectation the foids over there have of their own men. Korea, unless you go under the knife to looksmax, you will be forever sexless. Filipinas only love white men, and so do all SEA countries. There's a reason why that dumb show 90 Day Fiance has a fat whitey named Ed with a no neck syndrome getting a filipina girl and you never see any Rice in ANY reality TV show in the west.

It's over for me. It's BEEN over for me. It never began. My father died when I was 10. My Filipina white cock whore mother married the most abusive white man I have ever met in my life. He would whip me for not doing something right (yes you read that right. He WHIPPED me) and beat me with a metal wrench, which I carry the scars to this day (and the numerous bald spots on my head from the beatings).

Hopefully my story and the wisdom I have picked up from my shitty life can help some of you in here to succeed and become the best version of yourselves. I just joined this forum so forgive me as I'm still tinkering around here a little. I have given some looksmax advice, and currently doing a jawzrsize trial which I just crossed half a month.

If you got this far thanks for reading.

I would no joke kill my dad if he was like this.

 

[riceronicel]

I would no joke kill my dad if he was like this.

I wanted to kill my stepfather as well. He owns a 9mm Glock. But when he started suffering immense physical pain from his diabetic complications, I wanted to make him die the slowest and most painful death imaginable, for every time he physically abused me. It's pretty satisfying to say the least. Hearing him scream at night brings me great joy, because those were the screams I used to wail out when he hit my head with his wrenches.

 

[riceronicel]

Have you considered joining the Triads or other Asian gangs, at this point you have basically nothing to lose anymore.

I'm in Southwest Indiana. There are no Asian gangs anywhere near here. In fact I'm basically the only Ricecel in the entire town I live in.

 

[Gonthar]

I'm in Southwest Indiana. There are no Asian gangs anywhere near here. In fact I'm basically the only Ricecel in the entire town I live in.

Why not move to another city, where there are more opportunities, or even to another country you could basically start a new life.

 

[johncruz12345]

I'm in Southwest Indiana. There are no Asian gangs anywhere near here. In fact I'm basically the only Ricecel in the entire town I live in.

Bro i feel really sorry for u man. Love and relationships arent the path for you. You can always find purpose in other stuff bro. I hope u find happiness tho fr.

 

[riceronicel]

Why not move to another city, where there are more opportunities, or even to another country you could basically start a new life.

Because in the USA moving from one city to another is expensive as fuck. If I wanted to say move to Louisville or Indianapolis, I need a car. Right now my stepfather, mother, and I only have 1 car. If I use the car, then my mother can't go to work herself. Taxis and Ubers are way too expensive. I wish I could say I had $100+ just lying around but I don't. A lot of our funds go to helping pay my stepfather's medical bills. Don't even get me started on moving to another country. How can I afford a plane ticket? Not to mention right now Canada has strict laws for incoming Americans bc of the chink virus. Cities' rents in the USA are way too expensive to live in. I would be homeless for at least 6 months, and better paying jobs don't accept people who look homeless.

Roping is really my only option at this point.

 

[riceronicel]

Bro i feel really sorry for u man. Love and relationships arent the path for you. You can always find purpose in other stuff bro. I hope u find happiness tho fr.

I am currently doing nature shit, like gardening and chopping wood.

However, shit like that would have been effective in the 1700s and 1800s. It's barely effective now, no matter how soothing.

 

[johncruz12345]

I am currently doing nature shit, like gardening and chopping wood.

However, shit like that would have been effective in the 1700s and 1800s. It's barely effective now, no matter how soothing.

Its a good cope tbh. Also things are getting better for rice, so u may habe a chance.

 

[riceronicel]

Its a good cope tbh. Also things are getting better for rice, so u may habe a chance.

Things are getting better for young and up and coming rice.

I'm a 37 year old 5'4 balding KHHV. Foids with a kpop fetish will want Rice with a kpop look, not a half-chink, half-filipino shortcel like me. Trust me on that. Hypergamy exists everywhere.

Also everyone in in my Indiana town hates kpop. Music and singers are way too girly for anyone here.

 

[johncruz12345]

Things are getting better for young and up and coming rice.

I'm a 37 year old 5'4 balding KHHV. Foids with a kpop fetish will want Rice with a kpop look, not a half-chink, half-filipino shortcel like me. Trust me on that. Hypergamy exists everywhere.

Also everyone in in my Indiana town hates kpop. Music and singers are way too girly for anyone here.

Yeah thats true. Bro honestly just moneymaxx/betabux and get escorts tbh.

 

[Deleted member 3177]

I read everything and while you don't need my empathy or my fake friendship, I will tell you this: I hope reincarnation exists, and in another time or another iteration of this universe after entropy has depleted it of gravity you will be handsome and successful

Godspeed

 

[Gonthar]

Why not start your own gang then, being the only Asian in town, you won't have any competition, or you could become a con man, hustler, you basically have nothing to lose now.

 

[johncruz12345]

mom never intervened when I was physically abused. Mom laughed when I was being verbally abused, especially in the parts where my stepfather made small dick jokes.
No they didn’t have kids together. They thought I was enough, but I did overhear them talk about my stepfather’s impotence back when I was 15. Didn’t know what that meant at the time.
I don’t talk to her anymore because she was just a part of the abuse as my stepfather. She stood and watched and she laughed when my stepfather made me feel so worthless.
I did ask her why she chose my stepfather. She said,”because he would give me something your father never did: great sex and a white child.”
Idk whether she really liked the sex but she definitely didn’t get no white child so I’m happy about that.

Bro wtf. Your parents deserve to die. I wouldnt feel guilty killing them. I would feel like im doing gods work.

 

[riceronicel]

Why not start your own gang then, being the only Asian in town, you won't have any competition, or you could become a con man, hustler, you basically have nothing to lose now.

Won't do. Half the town knows who I am thanks to my stepfather telling everyone whenever he went to the bar how pathetic I was as a teenager and young adult way back when.

I will be laughed at and then run out of town, or in prison.

And if in prison I can't rope so there's that.

 

[Gonthar]

Won't do. Half the town knows who I am thanks to my stepfather telling everyone whenever he went to the bar how pathetic I was as a teenager and young adult way back when.

I will be laughed at and then run out of town, or in prison.

And if in prison I can't rope so there's that.

You should have stood for yourself and not allow your stepfather step over you, it's not late to do this now.
Also, going to prison can make you tougher , more resilient, and will give you street cred - if you will survive it, of course.

 

[needsolution]

It's over for you, i wish you bright way bro
See you at Gandy heaven one day

 

[dasani water]

Why do you work as a Walmart cashier?

 

[BlackPillChad]

All good brocel. I don't have enough money saved up to move out. I'm most likely going to rope after my stepfather's passing.

Take out a loan and have some sex before you do. Might as well feel it once before you die, but be careful and remember that you are ultimately her customer and she doesn't care about you. I'd also recommend paying a therapist to hear your life story (do this before the prostitute), somebody expressing empathy for you in person is something you should get before you die. Don't tell them that you will rope though, or they will prevent you from doing so ("no thoughts of self harm doctor").

Make sure you have a plan to rope properly, guns tend to work well (very little pain, high success rate), you don't want to survive a drug overdose. That's going to mean keeping access to your fathers glock, or else buying a gun (I recommend a shotgun, make sure to aim properly) and passing a background check, so keep that in mind (probably a good idea to get the gun before the therapist, just in case). Your mother is such trash that she probably won't even give a shit if you are dead.

I'm glad your father is suffering. I'd say you made the right call by letting him die of his diabetic complications. I hope his pain brings you some modicum of joy, you deserve it.

Also, I don't think you are the type, but don't go ER. No point making innocent people suffer. I have to say that since I am recommending you use a firearm to end your life.

Here is a resource which can help you, the entire website is good. Good luck and safe passage.

Lost All Hope: Information on suicide methods, statistics and help

Don't commit suicide without reading this site! Lost All Hope has information on everything from drugs and drop hanging to suicide statistics.

lostallhope.com

 

[MogTheMogger]

what about animemaxxing, can be possible op?

 

[riceronicel]

Take out a loan and have some sex before you do. Might as well feel it once before you die, but be careful and remember that you are ultimately her customer and she doesn't care about you. I'd also recommend paying a therapist to hear your life story (do this before the prostitute), somebody expressing empathy for you in person is something you should get before you die. Don't tell them that you will rope though, or they will prevent you from doing so ("no thoughts of self harm doctor").

Make sure you have a plan to rope properly, guns tend to work well (very little pain, high success rate), you don't want to survive a drug overdose. That's going to mean keeping access to your fathers glock, or else buying a gun (I recommend a shotgun, make sure to aim properly) and passing a background check, so keep that in mind (probably a good idea to get the gun before the therapist, just in case). Your mother is such trash that she probably won't even give a shit if you are dead.

I'm glad your father is suffering. I'd say you made the right call by letting him die of his diabetic complications. I hope his pain brings you some modicum of joy, you deserve it.

Also, I don't think you are the type, but don't go ER. No point making innocent people suffer. I have to say that since I am recommending you use a firearm to end your life.

Here is a resource which can help you, the entire website is good. Good luck and safe passage.

Lost All Hope: Information on suicide methods, statistics and help

Don't commit suicide without reading this site! Lost All Hope has information on everything from drugs and drop hanging to suicide statistics.

lostallhope.com

Oh I'm most definitely using my stepfather's glock to end my life. I've decided to do this in the situation where I would commit to roping way before I joined any forum of any sort. Putting this disclaimer out there so no brocel in here would be convicted of encouraging roping. I know you bureaufaggots are watching closely.

I've put in some good thought about taking out a loan before I blow my head off. The problem is, southwest Indiana only has so many escorts walking around, and the ones that do tend to be extremely ugly landwhales or cracked out cunts (the stereotypical druggie escort, mad skinny, give you a BJ for $3 type). If the loan succeeds, I will go to a therapist and was planning on doing similar what you are telling me to do, in case I have any other underlying issues I may not know about.

But yeah I'm definitely blowing my head off if I commit.

 

[riceronicel]

what about animemaxxing, can be possible op?

Animemaxx is only possible if your foundation is already normie at minimum.

 

[Deleted member 616]

Wish you would be reincarnated into a Chad's body in your next life, buddy boyo.

 

[riceronicel]

You should have stood for yourself and not allow your stepfather step over you, it's not late to do this now.
Also, going to prison can make you tougher , more resilient, and will give you street cred - if you will survive it, of course.

I mean my stepfather was saying all this ever since I was 12, so I mean even if I did "stand" up for myself, the scenario would have been a 4'10 little chink trying to stand up to white men who were 5'10 and up (my dad is a 5'7 manlet though so there's that).

Yeah um prison is a no go, especially when I am pretty much set to roping. I don't think I will survive it. I'm pretty sure I'll become someone's bitch just by physical stature alone.