True French
Rira
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When I see all these people saying that they were looksmaxing when all they were doing was lifting weights, and all these women saying that they had to looksmax in order to be loved and have friends, when all they did was put on makeup, get fake eyelashes, do their nails and their hair, it drives me fucking crazy.
Because I started bonesmashing at 13. I did it every single day. There wasn’t a single day when I didn’t do it.
One day, I was so angry about my appearance that I hit myself in the face so hard that blood started running from my zygomatic bones. That day, my mom saw the blood on my face and asked me, crying, “What happened to you?”
I didn’t know what to say. She looked like she was thinking, “What could I possibly have done to make this happen?” In the end, the only thing I could come up with was that I had been training with a friend (who didn’t even exist) to get better at combat sports, and that was why I was in the bathroom.
Because I started bonesmashing at 13. I did it every single day. There wasn’t a single day when I didn’t do it.
One day, I was so angry about my appearance that I hit myself in the face so hard that blood started running from my zygomatic bones. That day, my mom saw the blood on my face and asked me, crying, “What happened to you?”
I didn’t know what to say. She looked like she was thinking, “What could I possibly have done to make this happen?” In the end, the only thing I could come up with was that I had been training with a friend (who didn’t even exist) to get better at combat sports, and that was why I was in the bathroom.
