Calling all oldcels (22+) gtfih. when did your life peak(so far)?

[Deleted member 16101]

I literally can't do that. I can't study more than 3-4 hours per day without losing my mind.

I'm the same. Shit focus and pretty sure I have ADHD
I developed some really fucked up habits to get myself through
past 4 years were easily the worst in my whole life so now i look back with mixed feelings

 

[Deleted member 16101]

I'm hoping that if I can somehow testosteronemaxx and healthylifestylemaxx i can fix my fucked up brain to the way it used to be before all this

the scariest thing for me is my libido and attraction to girls is completely EVAPORATED compared to before
i can only stay hard with my gf using porn thoughts and foot fetish stuff like licking her soles

I feel so numb looking at girls on the street

also cant enjoy video games, movies, music any of that shit bro

 

[Deleted member 16101]

i guess the only caveat is i literally have 0 anxiety 0 stress talking with anybody anywhere now, particularly with girls
certainly helps with having heavy conversations in the hospital

 

[Deleted member 18032]

I didn't go to medical school in Ukraine

You would have had many indian classmates if you did

 

[CupOfCoffee]

i can only stay hard with my gf using porn thoughts and foot fetish stuff like licking her soles

Yeah you just need a dopamine and food fast for a few days and if you can maintain control of your addictions you'll definitely get your libido back and your brain health. Have you seen my threads on the multi-day fasts and Cerebrolysin? I wonder what you think about experimental medications like that for healing a myriad of brain problems like attention and addiction.

 

[Deleted member 16571]

You would have had many indian classmates if you did

Indians still made up the majority of my class lol. One of my classmates was like "dude we're everywhere, we're like cockroaches" and I just laughed it off.

Also, not all medical schools in Ukraine are filled with international students; Kiev is/was a prime example.

 

[Deleted member 16101]

Yeah you just need a dopamine and food fast for a few days and if you can maintain control of your addictions you'll definitely get your libido back and your brain health. Have you seen my threads on the multi-day fasts and Cerebrolysin? I wonder what you think about experimental medications like that for healing a myriad of brain problems like attention and addiction.

yeah bro definitely need to do hardcore dopamine fast
i managed to quit weed for a couple weeks at least
i have skepticism for all new highly marketed shit

if i went to a psychiatrist they would instantly tell me im depressed and start me on SSRIs
but i think thats bullshit cuz my lifestyle has been shit for years

 

[lutte]

Never

 

[lutte]

17-19

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Now I'm in my 30s.
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It's literally over after 20. Don't even cope guys.

Even though you live in the usa that room manages to look extremely eastern european

 

[Deleted member 7098]

for me it was likely 16-17
im 23 now

sex life at 16/17 when i had a hot blonde millionaire gf that i raw-dogged everyday. otherwise like 18-19

 

[Deleted member 16571]

Even though you live in the usa that room manages to look extremely eastern european

Just some shitty basement. I'm moving out soon.

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I'm hoping that if I can somehow testosteronemaxx and healthylifestylemaxx i can fix my fucked up brain to the way it used to be before all this

the scariest thing for me is my libido and attraction to girls is completely EVAPORATED compared to before
i can only stay hard with my gf using porn thoughts and foot fetish stuff like licking her soles

I feel so numb looking at girls on the street

also cant enjoy video games, movies, music any of that shit bro

Can relate to the foot fetish becoming stronger than normal sex, I'm sure that's a sign you need to take a break. Every time I go on a porn binge and my sexual fantasies overtake my normal sex drive the only thing that stops it is complete abstinence for a few days to get your mind off the fantasy. You need to come back to your senses and realize that it's just a body part lol

 

[CupOfCoffee]

yeah bro definitely need to do hardcore dopamine fast
i managed to quit weed for a couple weeks at least
i have skepticism for all new highly marketed shit

if i went to a psychiatrist they would instantly tell me im depressed and start me on SSRIs
but i think thats bullshit cuz my lifestyle has been shit for years

They'll put you on SSRIs without even checking your lifestyle, mineral levels, heavy metals, vitamin D levels, etc. It's ridiculous

 

[Deleted member 16101]

Can relate to the foot fetish becoming stronger than normal sex, I'm sure that's a sign you need to take a break. Every time I go on a porn binge and my sexual fantasies overtake my normal sex drive the only thing that stops it is complete abstinence for a few days to get your mind off the fantasy. You need to come back to your senses and realize that it's just a body part lol

yeah bro my brain is honestly so fucked up now
i tried dopamine fast last weekend and by 2 PM on saturday i was getting irritable with my gf and going fucking nuts not surfing my phone lmao
i need to tough this shit out

 

[Deleted member 16101]

They'll put you on SSRIs without even checking your lifestyle, mineral levels, heavy metals, vitamin D levels, etc. It's ridiculous

bro dont even fucking start about psychiatrists nigga im over that shit

 

[CupOfCoffee]

yeah bro my brain is honestly so fucked up now
i tried dopamine fast last weekend and by 2 PM on saturday i was getting irritable with my gf and going fucking nuts not surfing my phone lmao
i need to tough this shit out

Try Cerebrolysin. Hopefully you won't catch a prion disease inshallah

 

[Deleted member 16101]

Try Cerebrolysin. Hopefully you won't catch a prion disease inshallah

thats gotta be the most lethal shit ever
haha is that a side effect

 

[rand anon]

Had to be 17/18. Decent social circle in high school. Had a oneitis for a mena foid who even showed interest back. Wasn't NT enough to make a move though. Ended up 22 and khhv fml

 

[Deleted member 17379]

 

[CupOfCoffee]

thats gotta be the most lethal shit ever
haha is that a side effect

No it's never been reported lol. Idk how likely it is you catch a prion from pig brains.

 

[Deleted member 17379]

No it's never been reported lol. Idk how likely it is you catch a prion from pig brains.

I dont think its as likely as they would have you believe

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I dont think its as likely as they would have you believe

Most likely impossible it'll happen, it seems very safe (and a very useful medicine). The effects I felt are profound

 

[CupOfCoffee]

 

[leslie4]

I would say 16, the last year of high school. I had a lot of friends back then. We played cod mw3 every day for hours. The hottest girl in the class wanted to go out with me, she realized that I'm autstic and just went home after 2 hours. But still it was nice.

On the graduation party a girl from my class showed me her tits and I was jerking off to the memory for 2 weeks. I started to work after school and everything turned into shit from 17yrs.

 

[getra]

17-19

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Now I'm in my 30s.
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It's literally over after 20. Don't even cope guys.

Wtf

 

[getra]

Inspirational thread tbh I definitely need to go outside and fix my life. 21btw.

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Inspirational thread tbh I definitely need to go outside and fix my life. 21btw.

there is still time for you
but not much

 

[Mouthbreath]

it peaked when I was in the womb before birth, very comfy. After that my life was shit

 

[getra]

there is still time for you
but not much

I took my younger days for granted tbh. I thought I looked bad when I was 18, when I first started surfing here. Now I’m just bloated asf, my body is completely skinny fat, arms skinny as fuck, I look malnourished and fat at the same time to what I was three years ago. I regret coming here cause if anything i took too much into the blackpills and I descended hard from LDAR and bad thoughts.

 

[Deleted member 15778]

I took my younger days for granted tbh. I thought I looked bad when I was 18, when I first started surfing here. Now I’m just bloated asf, my body is completely skinny fat, arms skinny as fuck, I look malnourished and fat at the same time to what I was three years ago. I regret coming here cause if anything i took too much into the blackpills and I descended hard from LDAR and bad thoughts.

How often do you train? What food do you eat?

 

[Deleted member 15164]

it was insanely hard for me cuz im a average iq tard
so many days i grinded for 16 hours straight on ritalin and modafinil
that kinda pressure destroyed my hobbies and passions my only thought was how i was going to survive the next week of hardcore grinding

You got in with average IQ? What's your IQ if you don't mind me asking? At the college I went to some of my classmates who were science GOATS didn't make it to med school and had to do dental and pharmacy school.

 

[Deleted member 16101]

You got in with average IQ? What's your IQ if you don't mind me asking? At the college I went to some of my classmates who were science GOATS didn't make it to med school and had to do dental and pharmacy school.

yeah you just have to grind tbh
a big part is interviews if you come off as aspie at all thats def something to work on nigga

 

[getra]

How often do you train? What food do you eat?

I’ve barely trained a day in my life. I ate a lot of shit food transitioning from being healthy to being who I am now. I used to cook my own food, that’s when I was at my peak…

Now I eat two meals a day, usually chipotle or whatever tacos and burritos.

 

[Deleted member 15778]

everday is the new best day of my life.

 

[Deleted member 15778]

I’ve barely trained a day in my life. I ate a lot of shit food transitioning from being healthy to being who I am now. I used to cook my own food, that’s when I was at my peak…

Now I eat two meals a day, usually chipotle or whatever tacos and burritos.

Tacos & Burritos are good.

 

[Deleted member 2382]

The best day of my life was shortly after my 20th birthday
Best year of my life was when I turned 22 and finally had a good physique with lean but peak collagen face with tan

 

[Matthias8272]

Oldcels is more like 25 plus

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Oldcels is more like 25 plus

Hm I see.. Interesting let me write that one down

 

[TITUS]

I didn't go to medical school in Ukraine but I'll pretty much know on the 14th because I only ranked 1 program out of the 10 or so I interviewed at (cuz of specialty and matching in the same city as my wife matched last year, I'll just find a research position at a local uni and try again if anything).

How does it work, you are 30 and going to med school?

 

[Deleted member 16986]

Peaked at 28

Daddy appeal mogs

 

[ChickenAndRiceBrah]

26 now peak so far was at 22 I was roiding, lean, not lost any hair and able to slay easier than at any other point
I have hope that I'll come close to that physical level again with more money, knowledge and freedom in the next couple of years though

 

[Deleted member 18086]

my life never peaked. i just rearrange things but nothign ever changes. no matter what i do i will always be genetic trash and that overshadows any sort of "success" i have

 

[ChickenAndRiceBrah]

i mean i managed to get into medical school which is nice and met my gf but honestly my life is fucking boring now lol
a huge part of it is dopamine overload and desensitization all the things i used to love just feel bland now...

tbh i abused amphetamines in med school so thats certainly part of it....

I feel if you enjoy being single and are able to slay even a small amount then having a gf in your 20s just makes life boring and sucks motivation out of you
I'm still not on the same trajectory I was on before I met my ex who I split with nearly 2 years ago now

 

[Ritalincell]

I Just Turned 22 and everything Is better than It used to be

 

[Deleted member 16571]

How does it work, you are 30 and going to med school?

I attained two bachelor degrees and worked in research for a few years before starting med school at like 25 or 26. I'm also in a research dedicated dual-degree five year program.

 

[AlexBrown84]

Every year seems to get better for me :3

Get in yo bag

Brand new bitch who that

Cocaine kill everytime

Audemar pick which kind

 

[TITUS]

I attained two bachelor degrees and worked in research for a few years before starting med school at like 25 or 26. I'm also in a research dedicated dual-degree five year program.

And married too, what are you doing here then, learning some anti-aging and looksmax hacks? They are pretty handy for the average person.

 

[Preoximerianas]

23.

Haven't peaked and lads, it probably won't happen.

 

[looksmaxxed]

my life in terms of stress free fun peaked at around 8 or 9 years old.

responsibility, social stresses, increased workload in school, lack of leisure time, etc slowly build up at around age 10 for me.

people might think of their friendship and activities as their peak, but they weren't that interesting to me. even before i mouth breathed and lost my friends, my favorite activities tended to be non social anyway.

in terms of sexual/looks peak i'd say i'm probably currently in it at around age 35 after my surgeries and steroid cycles. also i have money from my investments and sales so i can fuck escorts. i've probably spent close to a 750k fucking escorts now. i've seen probably around 100 different escorts and i've probably fucked some of them close to 50 times.

 

[Amnesia]

in terms of quality life, most fun per week,friends, general happiness: 13 years old