UnderTheKnife
Med surgerymaxxed aspie
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So, recently I have ascended to HTN/Chadlite tier after a number of surgeries.
Although I think I am now ready to seek sex/relationships with better looking women, I still have a thing for girls I had a crush on in my past. For example, I have a neighbor (the girl next door, if you will) whom I fancied ever since I was 17 (I'm 32 now).
For most of my life, I believe I was to her (and to all girls for that matter) a 4/10. She never seriously took my hints about desiring to get close with her, etc.
Most of my looksmaxxing happened after I moved abroad, so it's been a couple of years since we last met.
Do you think her view towards me could ever change? Or she will always see me as a loser, no matter how much I looksmax and moneymax? Has anyone been in such an experience? I'd love to hear about it.
And, I know, some will tell me: just move on dude, plenty of fish in the sea. I know. BUT the feeling of getting a girl who was indifferent to you (even if she's average-looking) is unparalleled.
Although I think I am now ready to seek sex/relationships with better looking women, I still have a thing for girls I had a crush on in my past. For example, I have a neighbor (the girl next door, if you will) whom I fancied ever since I was 17 (I'm 32 now).
For most of my life, I believe I was to her (and to all girls for that matter) a 4/10. She never seriously took my hints about desiring to get close with her, etc.
Most of my looksmaxxing happened after I moved abroad, so it's been a couple of years since we last met.
Do you think her view towards me could ever change? Or she will always see me as a loser, no matter how much I looksmax and moneymax? Has anyone been in such an experience? I'd love to hear about it.
And, I know, some will tell me: just move on dude, plenty of fish in the sea. I know. BUT the feeling of getting a girl who was indifferent to you (even if she's average-looking) is unparalleled.