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can someone give me some advice about a foid i met
i was in my room crying the last few days, i think im depressed recently. and just wanting to kill myself
then this foid asked if i want to meet her
so i did on the night. and she was 4 inches taller than me. and she knew this before we met and was kind about it
and then she gave me some of the food she cooked in her room
i cuddled and kissed and talked with her all night. i really felt like she was my girlfriend and she made me feel loved for the first time in like 2 years
been like 1-2 years since ive had some affection.
and everything seemed perfect. and then i went home.
and she just doesnt seem interested when i text her. i told her i miss hugging her and she just changed the subject.
i asked her if she likes me and she said she does. but i think shes just being nice and she doesnt really like me
and she said shes leaving this country(shes a student from china) in a year so she doesnt want an LTR cos we'd have to break up eventually
i even said if she leaves, ill come with her
now she's saying she just broke up with her ex and shes just not ready for a relationship.
but she also said MAYBE we can meet again but "a bit busy recently" but she is going on holiday for a week with her friends(fucking suifuel)
so i dont know what to do now. so she doesnt want a relationship. should i just try to talk to her as a friend? and ask her to meet agian in a few weeks just so i can get some affection again?
is it over? i used to be so blackpilled so i'd say yeah shes 100% not interested. but if shes not interested, why would she be okay with meeting me , knowing my height. cuddle and kiss with me all night, say she likes me when i ask her.
but then if she did like me, then why is she making excuses not to want to ltr me, why doesnt she seem interested on text message. i get decent replies but shes not like interested in me. i wish she would say she misses me, and wants to see me again, or gave me SOME positive reinforcement, but she just doesnt.
im just confused, what was the point of her meeting me?
ive gone from the most blackpilled man of all time to a bluepilled orbiter simp the second i got some affection. but i really need it. i depressed as fuck and lonely as fuck.
can someone slap me back to reality ? how do i get over this girl? should i just ask her to meet again soon just to try get affection? i dont want another foid. i only want her
i was in my room crying the last few days, i think im depressed recently. and just wanting to kill myself
then this foid asked if i want to meet her
so i did on the night. and she was 4 inches taller than me. and she knew this before we met and was kind about it
and then she gave me some of the food she cooked in her room
i cuddled and kissed and talked with her all night. i really felt like she was my girlfriend and she made me feel loved for the first time in like 2 years
been like 1-2 years since ive had some affection.
and everything seemed perfect. and then i went home.
and she just doesnt seem interested when i text her. i told her i miss hugging her and she just changed the subject.
i asked her if she likes me and she said she does. but i think shes just being nice and she doesnt really like me
and she said shes leaving this country(shes a student from china) in a year so she doesnt want an LTR cos we'd have to break up eventually
i even said if she leaves, ill come with her
now she's saying she just broke up with her ex and shes just not ready for a relationship.
but she also said MAYBE we can meet again but "a bit busy recently" but she is going on holiday for a week with her friends(fucking suifuel)
so i dont know what to do now. so she doesnt want a relationship. should i just try to talk to her as a friend? and ask her to meet agian in a few weeks just so i can get some affection again?
is it over? i used to be so blackpilled so i'd say yeah shes 100% not interested. but if shes not interested, why would she be okay with meeting me , knowing my height. cuddle and kiss with me all night, say she likes me when i ask her.
but then if she did like me, then why is she making excuses not to want to ltr me, why doesnt she seem interested on text message. i get decent replies but shes not like interested in me. i wish she would say she misses me, and wants to see me again, or gave me SOME positive reinforcement, but she just doesnt.
im just confused, what was the point of her meeting me?
ive gone from the most blackpilled man of all time to a bluepilled orbiter simp the second i got some affection. but i really need it. i depressed as fuck and lonely as fuck.
can someone slap me back to reality ? how do i get over this girl? should i just ask her to meet again soon just to try get affection? i dont want another foid. i only want her
