Can you relate or is it just me?

[chudcell999]

I have lost almost all of my motivation to live dying sounds pretty good this is not meant for your pitty like "bro please don't rope" I don't want your support I just want to know do other people make it past a year and a half I kind of feeling I feel like I have a terminal illness of some sort but that terminal illness is my own mind if I had a judge home defender .45 revolver and was in Arizona I would kill myself tonight but until I acquire both those I'll stay alive I need about $750 for the gun and some sort of reliable vehicle to drive me there I wanted to sightsee before I do it I'll be documenting it but no point of talking about it now this is going to be probably at least 8 months from now I'm getting distracted does anyone else relate

 

[johnxz]

i know you say you dont want sympathy or anything but i urge you to please read this bhai

https://looksmax.org/threads/anti-s...ive-its-never-over-lifemaxxing-gtfih.1969281/

 

[bnugly]

I have lost almost all of my motivation to live dying sounds pretty good this is not meant for your pitty like "bro please don't rope" I don't want your support I just want to know do other people make it past a year and a half I kind of feeling I feel like I have a terminal illness of some sort but that terminal illness is my own mind if I had a judge home defender .45 revolver and was in Arizona I would kill myself tonight but until I acquire both those I'll stay alive I need about $750 for the gun and some sort of reliable vehicle to drive me there I wanted to sightsee before I do it I'll be documenting it but no point of talking about it now this is going to be probably at least 8 months from now I'm getting distracted does anyone else relate

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