cant get rhino yet fuck do i do

[gunner shepardson]

i fucking hate this i cant get rhino till im 18 and my nose looks fucking shit. i thought abt doing filler above the dorsal hump, but then that would look as well either, might even be worse making my nose fucking bigger. i broke my shit 8 years ago, and since then its been slighly crooked with ugly ass bump

genuienly cant look at myself from anywhere but a front face view on a well lit mirror or im disgusted

ik cutecel n shit is bad but like im so twinky its my only way so i need my nose ot be fixed for this. it like retavely works but bitcehs lose interest cuz im insecure asf please help me

rope not option
worst case scenario, gotta stay khv for 3 more years - tbf i was a fat fucking dumb bitch till like 8 months ago puberty saved me