Can’t stop thinking about suicide

[Deleted member 8765]

No amount of copes with life will amount, I hate women far too much to ever get pleasure from this shit. This life is pointless it’s literally my brain watching some guy wage slave everyday and then do drugs in the meanwhile until he has to wage slave again. I can out take this any longer, why did all of this have to come to be like oh my dear God FUCK

AND WHERE THE FUCK IS MY ENTERTAINMENT AT THERE HASNT BEEN A GOOD OR COOL MASS SHOOTING IN EONS GUCKKJJJJKSNSNSNSBSBBSBEBE FUCKKKKJJ

 

[Deleted member 756]

No amount of copes with life will amount, I hate women far too much to ever get pleasure from this shit. This life is pointless it’s literally my brain watching some guy wage slave everyday and then do drugs in the meanwhile until he has to wage slave again. I can out take this any longer, why did all of this have to come to be like oh my dear God FUCK

AND WHERE THE FUCK IS MY ENTERTAINMENT AT THERE HASNT BEEN A GOOD OR COOL MASS SHOOTING IN EONS GUCKKJJJJKSNSNSNSBSBBSBEBE FUCKKKKJJ

You’re good looking and tall

 

[Lasko123]

Dont think about it.We care about you

 

[Deleted member 8765]

You’re good looking and tall

I couldn’t care and I KNOW it sounds like I am taking it for granted bro but listen, NT are far too normal for me too ever fit in with, women are no intresting and are only for sex from what I’ve learnt, I used to see them as humans but holy shit they’re literally so fucking boring to talk to you might as well call them robots. Maybe I’m just a turbo sperg BUT let’s be honest I just mean what is the point of life bro, it makes no fucking sense. It is so pointless I take this existence as a joke.

 

[Deleted member 8765]

Dont think about it.We care about you

I’m so mentally forgone/ill I just want to be internalized into an asylum please I just want to lay down and sleep forever man

 

[auboutduprecipice]

sometimes i want to be induced into a coma and live the rest of my life in my dreams

 

[NothingCanStopMe]

sometimes i want to be induced into a coma and live the rest of my life in my dreams

Brutal. Reminds me of the Pokemon creepypasta/ theory about Ash being in a coma and all his experiences are a dream.

 

[Deleted member 8765]

Honestly about to check myself into a psychiatric hospital before I just go out killing people for no reason

 

[Deleted member 4563]

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Honestly about to check myself into a psychiatric hospital before I just go out killing people for no reason

try to get benzos. since i used to drink a lot they wont prescribe me any unless i go to the emergency room pretending to be a hypochondriac

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Neither can I tbb

But Atleast looksmax before checking out bro?

 

[Deleted member 8765]

try to get benzos. since i used to drink a lot they wont prescribe me any unless i go to the emergency room pretending to be a hypochondriac

And how do I go about that? I have a strong feeling that I am
1)paranoid schizophrenic
2)aspergers
3)psychopath
4)depression
5)suicidal
6)homicidal
My genes are literally YELLING mass shooter. I need tucking help asap

 

[Deleted member 8765]

Neither can I tbb

But Atleast looksmax before checking out bro?

Tbh I’m at a point where I’d rather abandon society than join in and pretend to be a GL NT

 

[auboutduprecipice]

And how do I go about that? I have a strong feeling that I am
1)paranoid schizophrenic
2)aspergers
3)psychopath
4)depression
5)suicidal
6)homicidal
My genes are literally YELLING mass shooter. I need tucking help asap

if you think it's that bad then go to a hospital and tell the receptionist. they'll send out someone who can prescribe you something to calm you down. if you don't think it's that bad, then get your blood pressure high and go to the emergency room saying you're scared you're gonna die from a bad pain in your stomach and talk really fast. the doctor will want to get you out asap and just give you something to soothe you

 

[Deleted member 5634]

Embrace the dark triad and try to take advantage of society.

 

[Deleted member 8765]

if you think it's that bad then go to a hospital and tell the receptionist. they'll send out someone who can prescribe you something to calm you down. if you don't think it's that bad, then get your blood pressure high and go to the emergency room saying you're scared you're gonna die from a bad pain in your stomach and talk really fast. the doctor will want to get you out asap and just give you something to soothe you

I need to go and sleep and think... I’ll see you brothers in a few months. I need to get out of this place

 

[auboutduprecipice]

I need to go and sleep and think... I’ll see you brothers in a few months. I need to get out of this place

take a few shots and take a nap

 

[Deleted member 8765]

take a few shots and take a nap

Man I only told my close friend this but not too long ago I should I have died because I OD’d on Xanax laced with fentanyl. Woke up with puke, if I didn’t sleep on my side I would have been dead.

 

[Mr.cope]

Dont think about it.We care about you

No we don’t

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Man I only told my close friend this but not too long ago I should I have died because I OD’d on Xanax laced with fentanyl. Woke up with puke, if I didn’t sleep on my side I would have been dead.

happened to me before as well except with alcohol. but i ended up getting my degree and finding comfort in my hobbies. in this case it seems like your benzo tolerance is high so maybe try some sort of antidepressant

 

[Rabbi]

Send pheno

 

[Deleted member 1182]

hmm you seem like a nice guy, have you tried aproaching women?

 

[Deleted member 8765]

hmm you seem like a nice guy, have you tried aproaching women?

Actually had some bitch fucking get my snap recently but I know I’ll fuck it up so I don’t bother plus we have nothing in common I just want to literally LDAR

 

[Deleted member 1182]

Actually had some bitch fucking get my snap recently but I know I’ll fuck it up so I don’t bother plus we have nothing in common I just want to literally LDAR

i mean thats an opportunity at least, you are lucky to have one

 

[Deleted member 8765]

i mean thats an opportunity at least, you are lucky to have one

From ones perspective I know that, but it does not matter once you find out they don’t give a shit about you, only the face. Plus I’ve been ugly up until late puberty so all those years of constant CONSTANT negative reinforcement is killing me I am rotting. I know how despicable people can be and that includes my self, this world is such a sick joke that I just want to permanently isolate myself. I want to be locked in a cage like that Iron Maiden album cover.

 

[Deleted member 1182]

From ones perspective I know that, but it does not matter once you find out they don’t give a shit about you, only the face. Plus I’ve been ugly up until late puberty so all those years of constant CONSTANT negative reinforcement is killing me I am rotting. I know how despicable people can be and that includes my self, this world is such a sick joke that I just want to permanently isolate myself. I want to be locked in a cage like that Iron Maiden album cover.

if you want to kill yourself then what the fuck should i do? killmyself 10 times more than you?
btw i was just fucking with you, lmao at "aproaching women"
i know how you feel this world is shit, and it wont stop getting worse,
just keep the ldar tbh i dont know where i was going with this

 

[Deleted member 8765]

if you want to kill yourself then what the fuck should i do? killmyself 10 times more than you?
btw i was just fucking with you, lmao at "aproaching women"
i know how you feel this world is shit, and it wont stop getting worse,
just keep the ldar tbh i dont know where i was going with this

At this point I’ve reached the conclusion that looks actually won’t make you happy, sure it will significantly better your quality of life but life sucks still at the end of the day so who cares.

 

[Deleted member 5431]

 

[Lasko123]

No we don’t

 

[Deleted member 8765]

Gooks are something else

 

[Deleted member 4362]

End it then, imagine crying

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Deleted member 8576]

inject diet mountain dew

 

[Mr.cope]

This is so gay and low t